What Am I Now
It's not as I have wanted to be,
A life working, both mentally and physically.
I wanted them all at least content with me,
Everyday with a hope n aim.
No one, having sympathy or pity on me,
And let me live or die peacefully.
I have not changed, though many don't agree,
Anguish is what I now feel mostly.
I don't know if anything is left for me,
After all, my heart, like else is burned already.
My heart broken, soul shaken,
But I gather every piece very gentally.
Now I'm so happy,
That it seems almost freaky.