Causing fear, dread, awe, or discouragement as a result of size, strength, or some other impressive feature; commanding respect; causing wonder or astonishment; Difficult to defeat or overcome.
“What are some formidable moments that happened to you this year?”
Loneliness, is the emotional debris from being alone, a daunting cluster of feelings when confronted spiritually that had left me perplexed on differentiating the emotional balance of; I was born alone I feel no way about living or being alone with the fear I had of myself I was afraid that I will be alone with myself with no one other to draw the attention away from myself, that I would know nothing else because if I know nothing else then all of the love I have in me to give to another will go to waste as it will not be given to something that I utterly hate, myself.
The most difficult thing I’ve had to do was love myself, until I fell in love with myself. It wasn’t the “loving myself” that earned hardship it was the falling bit that I had a vendetta against. Why would I want to fall in love with someone with all of my faults and mistakes? Until the triumphs I achieved soberly were validated by the mind I nurtured.
I love thy nurturer.