The Lover's Triangular Tug-of-War
I feel torn apart, as if I'm torn in two.
Never can decide, if it should be him or you.
My heart battles an ongoing war against itself, that's relentless and full of rage.
But this chapter seems like it will never end, no matter how much I try to turn the page.
When will this fight finally finish? When will it be won?
I don't know how much more I can take, sometimes I wish I could just run.
Run far, far away from the both of you, you cause my heart so much worry and pain.
The knowledge I have that says I cannot escape this, just about drives me totally crazy and insane.
You two might as well bring me my straight jacket now, and throw me in a padded cell inside an asylum.
Because the seemingly endless melody of thoughts of you both, dance through my head repeatedly like an annoying hum.
Which one do I love? Better yet do they even feel for me? Or is what I feel for them truly love?
I'm so confused and indecisive; this feels just like one big game of push and shove.
I hate this vicious circle, it's like it has no beginning and no end.
What am I supposed to do? There's only a certain limit as to which my mind can bend.
So please stop tearing me apart, before I'm totally broken and unable to be fixed.
I'd be better off if one of you would finally lose your grip and let go, because maybe then I could make a final decision and pick.