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Sidepiece Sanctifications: Words I Wish I Penned & Said

By Simone "Azúcar" Nikkole All Rights Reserved ©

Erotica / Poetry

Blurb

In Sidepiece Sanctifications: The Words I Wish I Penned & Said, Simone "Azucar" Nikkole documents the journey of love, infatuation and three-way relationships. She explores the experience of "the other woman" or "sidepiece" in a romantic relationship, how the woman returns to herself in recognizing her true self worth and value, and how the woman redefines who deserves her as a retrospective. She later includes a letter to her ex about the experience, what she has learned from him, and what she should have said to him during and before he decided to go ghost after she self published "Sidepiece Sanctifications" . Join this scandalous journey with her and do not be afraid to go where many people are afraid to venture.

Prelude: Butterflies & Firelight

Live for the moments you can’t put into words (but try to anyway).

Be so good they can’t ignore you”. -Steve Martin

I am proud of my heart. It has been played burned and broken, but it still works.”- Jadele (Tumblr)


Hola my ink dwellers, old and new,

This is an extension of the Love chapter in MJTP, the rancid sugar left out of my upcoming series of chapbooks, “T.O. Love Azúcar”, and the aftertaste of Refined, Purified Sugar... I am now 28 and I have experienced many things, specifically for this, I’ve kissed a lot of toads (no offense to the animal, but frogs would have been too nice). I’m still kissing frogs. Shhh... Don’t tell him, but over the past year, I think I finally I found “the puzzle piece to my soul.” I’ll patiently wait for him to realize it.

It is an autobiography of a “sidepiece” or “the other woman” and the things she wish she had time to say. It is about the feelings the man involved conveniently wants to ignore. It shows her a process to move on and how to develop a new appreciation for her worth as a woman.

To my young readers, “Idilios De Dulce De Leche” is still in the works. My comic book, “4A: The Audacious Adventures of Azúcar y Adobo” has taken over. I am pretty sure you’ll be happy with that work of art. I am still writing “Jerk Chicken y Jamón” so life tips are on their way.

To my Soldiers and Servants of God, “He Spoke” is currently being written. If you would like to contribute with your favorite Bible Verses do so via email, twitter or Facebook.

Remember, love is a never-ending circle that grows with each passing year. You have to kiss a lot of frogs to find your prince/princess, or as I like to say, “the puzzle piece to your soul”. There is a soulmate for everyone.

Love always,

Simone “Azúcar” Nikkole


Why “Sanctifications” ?

The Definition of Sanctification

Sanctification is the process of becoming closer and committed to God after ridding yourself of your old self and claiming yourself as a new person in Christ. To be clear, I am not calling him a god. I am just identifying with the commitment and the dedication one makes within the process to become a new and better person.

Why “Sidepiece Sanctifications”?

I chose Sidepiece Sanctifications as the title because it was a process for me to become a dignified sidepiece in his life. I also had a process of falling in love with him in the process that made all the things we did together to me “holy”. I also went through a therapeutic cleansing process in order to “rid myself” of his hold on me. Finally the last process was me realizing and reclaiming both my worth as a woman and my sexuality as a Christian woman.

I felt like I was different than any other woman he associated with. He also told me I was different than any friend he ever had. He treated me differently than other women he was with in my presence. He tended to ignore the women he brought with him and focus all attention and flirtation toward me. This happened so much I would get dirty looks from his “plus 1” ’s.


Disclaimer (Sidepiece sanctification)

I’ve kissed a lot of toads

Frogs would have been too nice

I’m still kissing frogs

I haven’t found the puzzle piece to my soul yet

This is the no holds barred truth

Unbeforeseen and publicized autobiography of a sidepiece

These are feelings toads care nothing about

These are experiences that scar hearts

These are times you wished you weren’t a “ride or die” chick

These are times wasted and charred you can’t get back

Because the heart wants what the heart wants

These are moments you try to break free and can’t

Because you are shackled or

Have given in to a serious case of learned helplessness

These are days Freud, Jung, Gestalt and Dr. Sue dread;

When your emotions take control

And there is not even a shred or slither

Of superego to save yourself

These are moments described in “Eat, Pray, Love”

As your heart fusing with your brain

This is an autobiography of a “sidepiece”

“The other woman”

These are feelings the man involved

Conveniently wants to ignore

This shows her a process to move on

This journey leads to an appreciation for her worth

As a woman


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