𝒢𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝑜𝓃

It was a chilly September night that would change our lives forever.

It was the night that you accidentally ended your own life.

I remember it like it was yesterday, I watched television in my room when most people would be sleeping peacefully,

My younger sister got the call first that when she called my Mother and me balling her eyes out, saying between breaths that Mir Mir ended his life.

As soon I was informed of this devastating news, I completely broke down and had cried myself to sleep that night..

You took a piece of my heart the night you left this earth.

I had to force myself to eat and get out the bed to do my daily routine,

Looking back, I wonder what was going through your head that night.

Were depressed about everything you had going on in life?

Was it because your Senior Year of High School was introvertedly tooken away from you due to COVID-19??

I wish you would’ve came to me, anyone in our family or even one of your peers.

We could’ve sought the help you may have desperately needed to change the outcome of this nightmare.

A few nights after we laid you to rest, I had a surreal dream, I was in attendance at your repast sitting in a chair thinking of you and our good times together.

You came to me and said that you had made it through the gates of heaven and you were at peace,

After you hugged me tightly and kissed me on the cheek, I woke up with tears swimming in my eyes a second later.

I felt like you were more than a cousin to me, I viewed you as a brother.

𝓐𝓵𝓵 𝓘 𝓬𝓸𝓾𝓵𝓭 𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓵𝓵𝔂 𝓼𝓪𝔂 𝓲𝓼 𝓘 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮, 𝓶𝓲𝓼𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓵𝔂 𝓬𝓸𝓷𝓽𝓲𝓷𝓾𝓮 𝓽𝓸 𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓮𝓪𝓼𝔂 𝓶𝔂 𝓖𝓾𝓪𝓻𝓭𝓲𝓪𝓷 𝓐𝓷𝓰𝓮𝓵..
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𝒟𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝑜𝒻 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓅𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑒𝒶𝓈𝒾𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝒻𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝓃..