Each day is a fight for me to survive.
I try so hard to succeed and strive.
Friends will come and friends will go.
For a reason, I might never know.
I have chosen to soon leave this site.
And accept I don't have a gift to write.
I have grown to love many of you.
My darkest days you helped me through.
I will finish the stories which I have started to write.
I may not comment as I continue my fight.
Please understand that I'm not being rude.
I have tried the very best I could.
Saying goodbye is the choice I've made.
Your memory of me I'm sure will fade.
I wish that I could be strong and brave.
But I won't give up, I have me to save.
My mental health is important to me.
It's very bad right now, you see.
One person is always keeping me company.
She's inside my head, it's little me.
She will never look at me with a frown.
She always takes over when I'm feeling down.
I have learned a lot while being on here.
The truest of friends will always be near.
They won't dump you aside and ignore your presence.
They will never treat you in a way that is unpleasant.
For the first time in my life, I was part of a group.
I felt honoured to have you here in the loop.
It's now approaching the end of the year.
There will be a new one, I hope with less fear.
What my future holds I do not know.
But it won't be on here it's time to go.