Sleepless Nights and Thoughts (A Collection of Words)

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When I think of too many things, words start to make sense. I see words, a lot of times, when I'm struggling and trying to come up with reasons to proceed like there's something awaits after the rough ride. I see words but most of the time, I feel them. And they're painful. And they hurt, they kill. And after the bleeding, they leave scars. But through words, I don't go nowhere. Like I'm home...always.

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(To)Day: Part of

I always think of myself being a part of something I can’t fathom.

Some days, I see myself flapping my wings with other birds; seemingly searching from above view - whether a home or a temporary shelter, I don’t know... I just fly.

Some days, I picture myself below the surface of a deep ocean, not alone finally, swimming with marine creations trying to live without getting drowned despite being deprived of balance, of oxygen; of happiness, of reason, of purpose - of something I don’t know.

Some days, in a land where ants are marching back from a journey of seeking to ensure survival against rainy days. And I can’t tell whether I envy the tiny earthlings or I just pity myself for not being as brave as them.

And most days, inside my own world - uncontrolled thoughts, kept sadness, panic attacks, and continuous pursuit of something I don’t know. I don’t recognize. I don’t understand but matters to me greatly. Whether it’s a thing, a person, or an emotion - I can’t tell.

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