Fever Dream // Void
written from “yes & no” by XYLØ
i want something more than this
more than this body
more than this existence
more than this view of the world
why can’t i just see myself like i wish i could?
like an invisible person would
i need you to see the void
i need you to fill the void
and i’m trying my hardest
to let you.
yes
no
i don’t know.
do you like me?
i think i’m falling.
i think i’m dying.
i don’t know whether to pull you closer or push you away.
i’m not in the mood for this battle.
but you don't know.
two years
since i was young
and i'm halfway to my end
damn girl
with a bobby pin?
damn
are you really that desperate?
i hope
when this all ends
you'll (i'll) remember that i felt like i owed the world my heart
smash my head on a bottle
don't wake up in the morning
what if i went and didn't come back
how would you feel
then?
little miss screwup
mr choke
would i still be here if i kissed you?
flirting with death
and coming out victorious
not a play on words
not a metaphor
no more
i think i'm ready, now
i think i'm done, now
i think you can take me, now
kiss me or kill me, now
