Touch me
It's already started
I can feel it
It's there
Underneath my skin
Behind my lids
In the world around me
My fingers are warm
And my eyes are open
I remember
Oh god I remember
The choices I've made
The life I've lead
For them
For them
I swore it was for them!
I can't do it anymore
I can't live for them anymore
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
But these veins can't stay blue
These lips
These bones
I'll paint them gold
And stay away from you
