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By Essy Pach All Rights Reserved ©



Contemplating life!


I am worn. Wondering. Tired. Existance shouldn't be like this. 
I was a pillar, a corner stone, a force...
Lost, why is neverland so far away?
Sad, where has the innocence of youth gone?
Pained, why am i still fighting for a neverland that never existied?
Strength? a shirad!
Love? a myth!
Hope? a loss!
Me! ... An illusion. 
Peace... a longing. 
I miss the innocence of childhood... I miss the true laughter... the roaring cries when I fall ...
Now, I can't afford to cry... because its weakness leaking. 
I miss the imagination I had then ... freer ... and still have now ... haunting... 
I miss the possible impossible, the fearlessly fearful... me!  
Where have i gone?
When, did this happen to me? When did I stop being and start hurting, breaking, cursing...
How? ...will my words save me?  
Save me! An impossible without ripping me of my mind. 
A mind that I have grown so attached to. 
A mind that has pulled me through the worst.
I was wiser when I was younger. 
Wiser than the fearful remnants of a scared being. 
 There is a gap that needs filling... a gap that my words are failing to fill. 
Tell me what it means!!! 
I used to know...

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