What is life? What are wishes?
Just a bunch of words bundled together to feed the despair that resides in one’s being. Nothing but a horde of lies. To prevent our hearts to tear out more but nothing ever is enough to define life.
What is life really?
What are wishes really?
Just a bunch of words. Useless words.
Words hold the utmost power over one’s reality. You can be and cannot be at the same time.
This world is so boring….
This life is so boring…..
I wish… I could disappear…
To a place…
That could make me feel….
Make me feel….
That stirs up the sleeping emotions….
Be careful of what you wish for… for it may come true at the most unexpected times in the most unexpected ways and you might not even get the chance to undo the words of your wish
Because what is life?
It is a horrible ugly bitch that loves to mess us up. Feeding us on these wishes that we formulate with twisted words that in the end do nothing but destroy us.
And this is exactly what happened to me for I, in my despair to curse my life, wished upon something that I shouldn’t have.
Now I don’t know anymore
Whether it is tearing my heart more to bleed?
Mending my Bleeding Heart?