After the movie, we begin joking around and actually end up wrestling on the floor. I try my best to overpower him, but he has a strong advantage over my height. He pins me down and I give up. I’m breathing hard as he looks down at me. After a moment, I begin to feel the tension hovering between us.
I bite my bottom lip and my heart beat picks up.
“Are you nervous?” He says in a seductive voice.
I nod “A little” How about a lot. If he didn’t have my hands pinned down, I’m sure they would be shaking.
Julius parts my legs with his knee and positions himself between them, “Are you a virgin, Krystal?” How can he make such a personal question sound so sexy?
I shake my head “No” My cheeks turn a light shade of pink.
“How many men have you slept with?” Still pinning my hands, he locks his fingers in mine. These questions are uncomfortable but I don’t mind answering them.
“One” I mumble. I bite my lip. For a 21-year-old, I should have more marks are my sex record, but I don’t. Robert was the guy who took my virginity and I don’t regret it even if I can’t seem to get him to back off.
Julius looks at me with his soul burning eyes. This time I can’t look down at my paper or walk off. There is nothing to stop me from making eye contact with him and I feel out of control.
“Do you want to have sex with me?” He doesn’t ask to be a guy or anything. He asks as a form of respect.
I think about it and I don’t want to do anything I may question later. As much as he turns me on, I can’t, “No, not yet”
“Good” He replies.
I look at him puzzled “Good?”
He nods “Yes, I don’t want you to feel like you have to have sex with me just because you’re nervous or afraid that I won’t want you anymore. I like your honesty. When you want to then it’ll happen”
I smile and have the urge to hug him but my hands are still pinned. I look at them, then him.
He smirks “But we are still going to make out”
He lowers his body on mines and kisses me. I wrap my legs around his waist, pulling him all the way down, closing the space between our pelvic regions. For some reason, the wine tastes better when it’s on his lips and tongue. I slide my fingers through his hair and grip some of it. As he bites my lips, all I am thinking is, Oh God
His movements are rough yet gentle at the same time. He runs his fingers through my hair and pulls my head back and begins sucking on my neck. My hips take on a mind of their own as they start grinding again him.
I feel an urgency build between my legs, but I ignore it, knowing it was more lust than anything else. However, Julius must have read my mind because his hand travels down the side of my body, down my thigh, and in between my legs.
Still sucking on my neck, he starts rubbing me through my tights. My breath hitches from the sensation and a soft whimper slips from my lips. I haven’t felt like this in a long time.....actually I don’t think I’ve ever felt like this.
I honestly don’t have a ton to compare it too. Robert didn’t really touch me like this. His hands never handled me in this manner. Not saying he was bad, but he was the typical college guy, impatient. Julius hovers over me as he pulls my dress up and pulls my tights off. He senses my nervousness and assures me that there will be no sex tonight. “I just want to touch your skin”
His hands travel up and down my bare thighs before one hand is back into the position between my legs. I moan loud against his lips as he slips his hand down my underwear and begins playing with my throbbing clit. His hands move slowly and I’m going crazy on the inside. His fingers move a little further down and stop over my drenched opening. He stops kissing me and looks at me, nonverbally asking for permission. I put my hand on the back of his neck and pull him back into the kiss. That’s all the answer he needs.
He slides one finger in and starts pumping into me slowly. My toes curl as I try to contain my pleasure. Once I’m extremely wet, Julius slides another finger in and I bite his lip, making him groan. His fingers move rhythmically as his thumb massages my clit. Too overwhelmed, I break the kiss and moan out loud. My breathing becomes erratic and my mouth runs dry. Julius looks down at me as his fingers move faster. I close my eyes and take it all in.
“Krystal, open your eyes and look at me” He orders. I open my eyes and stare into his. I feel an orgasm begin to build up and my body stiffens.
“I want you to come for me” His fingers move faster and I fall apart. The orgasm washes over me like cool water on a 100 degree summer day. My face and neck feel hot and I know I’m red all over.
As I come down from my high, Julius sweeps my hair back and kisses me gently or a few minutes. My breath steadies and I can’t help, but smile against his lips. Julius pulls back and smirks at me. I laugh and cover my eyes with the back of my hands.
Julius pulls my hand away “Nothing to be embarrassed about. You are beautiful and the sound of your moans makes me want to carry you to my bed right now, but I’m not. Not until you want me to.”
I nod as I watch him stand up. He extends his arms and pulls me up to my feet. He wraps his arms around my waist and kisses me softly. It’s almost 1am, but I don’t feel like going back to my dorm just yet. Julius and I lay on the couch and watch a few movies and I fall asleep in his arms.
When I wake up the sun is shining, lighting up the room. I sit up and Julius isn’t around. Looking down, there is a blanket over my legs. I pull my hair up into a messy bun with the rubber band I always keep on my wrist.
After a moment I hear running water coming from down the hall. I get up and grab my bag and sit back down. I pull out a mirror, my contact case, and my glasses. When I have my glasses on I make my way down the hall to a bedroom I assume is Julius’. His room is messy, but not that bad. He is a typical guy. I walk into the bathroom since the door is open. I tap on the door and he peeks around the shower door.
I smile “Good morning. Sorry for crashing on your couch. I wasn’t intending on staying all night”
“Nothing to be sorry for. It was nice having you here” He talks about the shower water and I lift myself up onto the sink counter space.
“That’s good. I just didn’t want to seem like I was being clingy or anything” I mumble loud enough for him to hear. I’d hate for him to think that I’m going to be all in love with him because I have barely even spent time with him. We barely know each other apart from him being my professor and me being his student.
Julius cuts the shower off and pulls the curtain back revealing his bare body. My eyes involuntarily scan over him, top to bottom. I clear my throat when I scan over his manhood. I’m not saying that size matters, but size is surely is the least of his worries. I blush at my own thoughts and Julius chuckles as he wraps the towel around his waist.
“Like what you see, Ms. Smith” He smirks
My tongue gets bold “Yes” I raise an eyebrow at him and smile.
He shakes his head and walks out of the bathroom.
“Do you mind if I hop in the shower?”
“Go ahead. I would have stayed in the shower if I knew you wanted to join” He laughs.
I sit on my phone on the sink and play John Mayer. In the shower, I pull my hair out of the bun and stand under the shower head. I wash the leftover makeup off and start washing my hair. I sing along with the song feeling cheerful about the day. As the music plays I pour some body wash into my hand and run it over my body. I think back to last night remember Julius’ hands on me. It’s all I think about the rest of the time I’m in the shower.
Once I’m out of the shower, I put my long sleeve shirt and jumper back on. I decided to let my damp hair air dry. I walk into the living room and throw my tights and underwear in my bag. I feel weird letting Julius see me in glasses and wet hair with no makeup, but it’s my own fault for falling asleep.
I walk into the kitchen and see him flipping pancakes and making scrambled eggs.
“You are quite the cook, Professor Ingram” I lean against the wall.
“Yeah, it’s just pancakes. I know you said you are a picky eater so I wanted to cook something simple for you.” He picks up a fork and picks up a piece of scrambled egg. He holds it out for me and I eat it off the fork.
“Mmm, that’s good.”
Julius fixes two plates and hands them to me. I sit on the couch and set his plate on the coffee table. He comes out of the kitchen with 2 glasses of orange juice. We sit on the couch and eat breakfast while we watch some morning television. Suddenly, we both jump when we hear a knock at the door. This whole secret relationship thing has my nerves so on edge.
Julius gets up and looks through the peephole. “It’s my friend Jacob, nothing to worry about”
He opens the door and lets him in. “Jacob, this is Krystal. Krystal, Jacob”
I wave and say hi. Jacob pulls Julius to the side “Dude, what happened to the Audrey chick you were looking for”
I clear my throat and he looks at me “Umm, hi again. I’m the Audrey chick”
He looks at me clearly confused and Julius steps in “Her middle name is Audrey.”
“Ahh okay.” He nods “She’s hot”
I blush at his comment. I get up and put on my heels. When I feel eyes on me, I look up, tucking my hair behind my ear.
“You’re leaving?” Julius asks as he nudges Jacob out of the way.
“Yeah. I should get back to the dorms. I-” I get interrupted by Jacob, “Wait, she is a student?”
Julius nods “Yep. She is in my English class”
Jacob bends over laughing “Shit dude, you were searching for her and she was right in your face.”
I head toward the door to grab my jacket, but Julius holds his arm out stopping me. He kisses me my lips then the side of my neck. “Text me when you get there.” Then he puts his mouth to my ear and whispers “Last night was amazing. I can’t get the sound of your moan out of my head”
I blush hard and open the door to leave. I rush to my car as the cold air hits my bare legs. I squeal as I hurry to get in and turn the heat on. When I get back to my room, I change into some clean clothes and head downstairs to get some laundry done.
As I walk into the laundry area I hear noises coming from around the corner. I begin to think that someone is down here making out or something, but I hear a scream.
I drop my basket on the floor and run around the corner. I see Todd on top of a girl pulling on her clothes off, covering her mouth. I look around and see a jumbo wrench laying on the floor. I pick it up and swing it, knocking him in the ribs. He falls over and I grab the girl’s hand, helping her up. I push her in front of me as we try to run out. As I run to follow her out of the door I feel a hard yank on my hair and I’m on the floor.
“Dumb bitch, you should learn to mind our own business” He hisses. He smacks me hard across my upper face. I start to panic as his hand pulls on my sweatpants. My heart beats hard from his arm pressing down on my chest. The weight of it makes it hard to breathe. I look over and see the wrench. I stretch my fingers over and grab it. I swing it as hard as I can knocking him in the face. “Get the fuck off of me!” I yell as I roll over away from him. I’m breathing hard trying to get up, but he blindly grabs my ankle making to fall again. I swing the wrench again and this time he doesn’t get back up.
I still have the wrench gripped in my hand tight and tears pool in my eyes. I’m breathing hard as I sit on the floor. I know I haven’t killed him, but part of me wishes he were dead.
Moments later, I hear people running towards the laundry room. I look up and see the girl that Todd was attacking, the dorm adviser, campus police, and Mya.
Mya runs over to me and I drop the wrench before I break down in tears. I wrap my arms around her and bury my face into her shirt.
I pull back and see the campus cop waking Todd up. By the time he becomes fully aware, he is already cuffed. Mya helps me to my feet and the girl comes up to me crying, saying thank you. She looks young, probably a freshman or sophomore.
Mya takes me into my room and sits me on the edge of the bed. She goes into the bathroom and brings back the first aid kit. I reach up to touch my face and she slaps my hand away “Don’t touch, you’re bleeding” I grab a small mirror and look. My eyebrow has a small gash on it and by my eye is bruising. Why me? I’ve been catching all kinds of bad luck lately.
Mya cleans the cut and applies two butterfly stitches. I want to lighten the mood so I decided to tell her about last night.
“I had fun at Professor Ingram’s last night”
She tries to smile through her anger “How did it go?”
I smile “Really good. I actually just got back about an hour ago”
A hint of excitement escapes her “Did y’all...?
Shaking my head, I clear my throat “Nope, but the make-out session was pretty awesome”
I start to laugh a little and she even giggles. “Naughty. Naughty.”
“So how do you plan on explaining this to Professor Ingram? You are his girl now so he is going to be pissed” She packs the kit back up and sits it on the floor.
I sigh “I have no clue. This would be a good time for bangs”
“Don’t try to make light of the situation, Krystal.” She mumbles.
“Mya, why are you so protective of me?” I never over thought it till now.
“I just don’t want you to make any mistakes like I did. You are more innocent than me. More naive, no offense. My first relationship in college was awful and painful. I just don’t want anyone to hurt you” I can see the sadness in her face, but I don’t want to press the subject of why it was painful. I’m just happy she has Christopher. He loves her and keeps her happy.....and level-headed.
I lean on her shoulder “I love you, Mya”
“I love you too, kiddo”
The rest of the day I get texts from my friends wanting to know if I’m okay and whatnot. I decided not to text Julius. I already know how he is going to react. It’s just a matter of time before hears about it when the campus police send emails out to all the teachers about the incident.
Around 11 that night, my fears are confirmed. Julius texts me and asks me what happened, but I reply saying that I don’t want to talk about it.
J: Krystal, talk to me...
Me: Please, I don’t want to talk about it
J: Well at least come over.
Me: I can’t. I have homework.
J: Fine. I don’t know why you are trying to avoid me.
If he saw my face, he would know why