Suffocate me with your demons and let me be presented with the real you.
Dylan threw rocks at my window at 3 a.m., ruining my peaceful slumber.
Dylan said nothing as I walked outside wrapped in my Barney and Friends Blanket, he just pulled me inside the Hindrix home like everything was normal.
But let me set the record straight, it was anything but normal.
I walked in and was immediately hit with chaos.
Kevin and Ryan were holding Jace as he fought to get out of their grasp.
“LET ME GO , LET ME KILL THAT FUCKER....KILL HIM DEAD.”
I felt lightheaded seeing him this way, fighting and restraining as if he belong in the loony bin.
His eyes landed on me and he stopped fighting, in fact, he stopped moving all together and dropped to the floor instantly.
A weird muffled scream exited my body as I ran over to his limp body.
“Cherri stand back, we don’t know when he might wake up.” Ryan pushed me back, making me fall on my bum.
“Don’t push her, Christ, calm down.” Dylan called out from across the room.
Ryan grumbled some unknown sentence but I could care less, I just want to know what the hell happened with Jace.
“What’s going on huh?”
“Why nobody told me he could get like that.”
Ramsey held me by my shoulder and brought my face close to hers.
“Cherri, If you want to know the truth then you have to let us explain it to you.”
Dylan walked up and separated us apart. “We can’t tell her Rams, it’s not our story to tell.”
I rolled my eyes aggravated at the souls that stood before me.
“Your telling me that you can’t explain what I just saw cause I’m sure you all know what’s happening since I’m the only one panicking.”
Dylan started to say something but I cut him off.
“No, tell me. You didn’t interrupt my sleeping for nothing cause if you did then your going to be freaking sorry you did.”
He sighed before scratching the back of his head awkwardly.
“Jace has really bad impulse, like blackout impulsive.”
I shook my head and wrapped my blanket around me, preparing to leave.
“Cherri, don’t go please. Jace really needs you right now.”
I smiled sadly at Dylan as a tear fell down my face.
“Well tell him I’ll be over later on in the day, I just need some time to sleep and think,okay.”
I left out the door before he could even answer and silently sneaked back in my house for the second time this morning.
I couldn’t believe that for months Jace has had this psycho condition and didn’t tell me.
I mean yea. I’m the random girl who can’t bare physical contacts with these fiends people call humans, but still.
At least he knows that...well everyone knows, but that is besides the point.
Something is seriously wrong with Jace and he wasn’t planning on telling me anytime sooner. If it wasn’t for this little fiasco then I would have still been in the dark.
I laid in bed with a fresh and moving mind.
Jace could have hurt somebody, hell he could have hurt me.
I don’t know if I can be with somebody like that, somebody who could blackout at me at any given moment.
Now that I know that Jace has his own demons, I don’t know if I can be with him.
Especially since I can’t fight my own.