What does it mean? Is it just a word to give a label to something or does it hold worth, value?
And what of love? If you were never shown the meaning of these two words then they are just that… words that have no significance to you.
But when you think about it, what’s the point in being born on this earth if you are unable to experience an ounce of what you yearn for, what you deserve; unable to explore the world that’s barely in your reach. You are forever a prisoner; kept but never wanted.
There is no trust, no love or family in a prison like mine. There is nothing but yourself and that is a lonely and pathetic existence. The kind where you wish and long to disappear and never return but if it were not for ‘him’ I would have lost even myself and that would have been beyond more than I could bare.