Nathaniel tried hard to keep his hands still. To not cup the softness that was inches away from his reach. Only one thought kept repeating itself in his head.
She hadn’t said she loved him.
Was he foolish to think that she would say it soon? That he could love her enough for the both of them? Was it going to be enough?
His heart pounded in his chest and the fact that Zara was pressed up against him intimately didn’t help him calm down. It merely added to the inferno of feelings that was raging inside him.
It was after a long moment that she finally looked up at him. His heart was in his throat when he saw her eyes. Hope, vulnerability, desire- it was all there.
“Do you-“, she licked her lips.
“Do you really love me?“, her voice was small, disbelieving and he wanted to kick himself.
He didn’t answer her. Slipping his hands out of her shirt, he placed both palms on either side of her neck, his fingers delving gently into her hair. Then he leaned in and kissed her forehead. A chaste kiss. Moving lower, he kissed her between her eyebrows, then her nose. Then he tilted his head slightly and sucked on her upper lip. The soft sound of relief that she let out, made his cock ache.
“What do you think?“, he asked her roughly, dismayed that she could doubt what he felt for her.
Zara’s fingers wrapped themselves around his biceps. “I think... that I’m falling for you too.”
His breath left him.
“And that’s what makes me afraid.“, she whispered.
They both stared at each other for several moments. Then Nathaniel slipped his hands below her butt and picked her up. Instinctively, she wrapped her hands around his neck, burying her face in his shoulder. He led them into the bedroom, bending to let Zara down on the bed.
To his surprise, she held on tight, shaking her head slightly.
“Don’t let me go.”
His chest ached.
“Never.“, he whispered, climbing atop the covers with her. Laying her head back on the pillow, he came over her. Zara let go of his neck and stared up at him, a hint of a blush in her cheeks.
Nathaniel let his gaze roam over her face while she traced his jaw with her finger.
“Kiss me.“, she said softly, her gaze focused on his lips.
Leaning in slowly, Nathaniel slanted his mouth over hers and kissed her. She moaned when their mouths opened and their tongues made contact. Her fingers sunk into his hair and she raked her nails across his scalp, hugging him fiercely.
Nathaniel kissed her over and over, letting her feel the desperation with which he wanted every single part of her. He loved her more than anything in the world and he was about to show her that.
When she ran out of breath, she turned her head away with a gasp, her grip on his shoulders tightening to the point of pain. He fucking loved it.
Her heels dug into his lower back where she had them locked tight. Giving her only a second of respite, he took her mouth again, sliding his tongue across the seam of her lips and stroking hers with hard, swift licks. He tasted every inch of her mouth, tilting his head to get a better angle each time she shifted. He sucked her lower lip into his mouth and bit at its centre.
Suddenly, she freed him from the tight grip of her legs and before he knew it, she had flipped them over, so that she was straddling his thighs. Taking advantage of his momentary surprise, she bent low and slid her tongue into his mouth, this time taking the lead. He groaned when she sucked on the tip of his tongue, nipping it lightly and then giving him hers.
All the while, his hands caressed her body, moving along her legs, across the slight indent of her waist, up the sides of her breasts and then back again. He repeated the motion, his touch becoming rougher and demanding. Zara whimpered in her throat when he pressed her to him, crushing her chest against his and groaning when he felt the pebbled tips of her nipples. Her hips were beginning to shift restlessly against his.
Breaking the kiss, Nathaniel sat up and held her, shifting his mouth to her neck and sucking the soft succulent skin. “Nathaniel, please.“, she gripped his head, keeping it pressed against her. “Make love to me.“, she whispered on a gasp when he bit her there, soothing the sting with his tongue again.
He left wet kisses all over her skin and reveled in every little moan and sigh of pleasure that escaped her lips. She was writhing in his arms now and he knew exactly what he wanted.
Still holding her captive in his embrace, he lowered his head, searching for the engorged tip that was driving him crazy. He found it with his mouth and then he sucked it hard, through the fabric and he didn’t stop when Zara froze in his arms , her body going completely rigid.
Then she let out a soft cry and fell apart, her head rolling back on her shoulders, her nails digging into his shoulders till it hurt.
“Oh!“, she breathed when he went back to her neck and suckled her there, his hold like steel bands around her.
When Zara came down, she raised her head and stared at him, her expression blissful. “That..“, she rasped out, dropping her head to his shoulder, “that was the most intense... orgasm ever.”
He smiled against her hair.
“It’s just the beginning.“, he murmured and quickly flipped her onto her back, caging her with his body.
He felt her hands on his waist and then she was unbuckling his belt and pulling it off. Sitting up straighter, Nathaniel helped her get his pants off. When he was in just his boxers, he almost smiled at the bashful yet hungry look that she gave him, as she slipped her fingers into the waistband and pulled it off in one jerk. His erection stood tall between them and Zara’s eyes widened.
“That’s an ego booster.“, he teased, taking her fingers and kissing the tips. Then he slipped his boxers off .
“My turn.“, he murmured heatedly and pulled her close to him.
Zara’s cheeks were a dull red now and he bit the inside of his cheek to keep from groaning at the feel of her skin underneath his fingers. He slowly lifted the tshirt up and she raised her hands, helping him get it off completely. He flung it behind him. When he looked back down, he saw that she was holding her arms tight in front of her chest and stomach. Reaching for her waist, he pulled her pants off and she lifted her hips to help him.
Even in that position, her body was exposed to him and he gazed hungrily at the expanse of her soft flesh. Her breasts were full and perfect. Her collar bone stood out prominently. Her stomach was soft and rounded. She wore a simple cotton bra with red hearts on the black material, and plain black cotton briefs.
She looked fucking sexy.
“Don’t hide yourself from me, Zara.“, he growled, itching to pull her hands away but wanting her to willingly open up to him.
She looked up at him through her eyelashes and his heart skipped a beat at the hint of need that was visible in her grey eyes. Fuck. How was he supposed to go slow when she was looking at him like that?
Then slowly, inch by inch, she moved her hands away and he got a good look at her. Without wasting another second, he leaned in and slipped his hands around her back, groaning when her hot breath swept along his neck.
He stopped in the middle of unclasping her bra. “What’s wrong?”
She shook her head, “Nothing. I just... want you to know that I haven’t done this before.”
Nathaniel turned his head and kissed her ear. He unhooked her bra, slipping the straps off her shoulders. Then he sat back on his heels and took it off. To his surprise, Zara was already taking her underwear off. With great difficulty, he kept his eyes on her hands, not letting them stray upward. When she was completely nude, she sat back on her heels, imitating his position. She was still several inches shorter than him.
Then he finally looked at the delectable breasts he had just uncovered. She had large dusky brown nipples that had tightened to taut peaks. His cock twitched just looking at them. He drank her in, his heart beating hard in his chest. Her right breast was slightly smaller than her left and when she moved, they swayed gently.
They were the most gorgeous pair he’d ever seen.
His eyes slid down her stomach, between her plump thighs and caught a glimpse of the glistening lips of her pussy covered by a trimmed patch of curls that matched the color of her hair.
“You’re the most beautiful woman I’ve ever seen.“, he said in a low voice, his voice laced with emotion.
Zara shook her head, “You don’t have to-”
Sudden anger gripped him. “What? You don’t think you’re beautiful?”
“I didn’t say that.“, she said in a small voice.
Scowling he grabbed her hand and pulled her to her feet. He tugged at her arm till they were standing before the mirror.
His hands gripped her shoulders. “Do you see yourself?”
When she nodded, he continued, “What do you see?”
“Shut up, Zara. You’re fucking beautiful, do you get that?”
He turned her around. “Look at what you do to me.“, he growled, taking her hand and placing it on the head of his cock, almost choking when she cradled him in her palm, her eyes looking at him in wonder.
He leaned in and kissed her mouth deeply. “You have such beautiful breasts.“, he murmured, his hand cupping her neck and then moving down to hold one breast in his palm. Her breath hitched in his ear and her grip on his cock tightened. Loving her reaction, he massaged the soft weight in his hand and then swiped his thumb across her nipple.
Zara let out a cry, pressing her body up against hers.
His other hand slid up her belly and cupped her other breast, giving it equal attention.
“Nathaniel, please. I want you to-”
Her words died out when his hand moved down and slid into her folds. He heard her gasp out a moan and he trembled with pleasure. She was wet underneath his fingers. He circled his thumb in her curls and then slid it right down to her opening. His other hand continued the assault on her nipple. Tilting his head, he took her mouth again, kissing her passionately, trying to show her exactly how much he loved her.
“Your body is gorgeous and I want to taste every single inch of it.“, he breathed into her mouth. She whimpered when his fingers found her clit, the hard nub slick with her wetness. He kissed her roughly, biting her lips.
“I think you’re the sexiest man I’ve ever seen.“, she whispered against his mouth and he trembled again, her words only serving to fire him up further.
Her hand on his cock sped up and he groaned. Zara pushed up against him and their kiss got wild, tongues and teeth clashing and nipping. Both of them fighting for dominance. She fell against him when his finger slid into her slit, the moisture at her entrance making it easy for him to move in further.
Zara’s mouth slipped away from his.
“I can’t- I can’t stand it-”
Instantly, he lifted her up in his arms and went to the bed. She kissed him feverishly, her tongue slipping in and out of his mouth.
Nathaniel let her down on the bed and groped for his pants, pulling out the condom from his purse. He hurriedly tore the packet open and slipped the latex on, his mind barely focused on anything other than the gorgeous beauty who lay before him, her eyes fixed on his throbbing erection.
Then she held out her arms and he slipped between her legs.
They were a perfect fit. She was made for him.
He looked into her eyes, the head of his cock poised at her entrance. “I love you, Zara.“, he said softly. The glimmer of love that shone in her eyes was enough for him and he slid into her.
A/N:- VOTE AND COMMENT!! <3