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Chapter 7: Sunset's and Date Nights

“Are we there yet?” I asked Collin.

“No and don’t you dare try and peek through that blind fold until. I barely know anything about you, but I have a feeling you’re one of those girls who peeks. ”

“I am not.”

I couldn’t tell if he was smiling or not because of the blindfold but I was nervous, a date with Collin, an older man who’s also my first date, my first kiss, and my first secret.

The car came to a stop, causing my mind to get more curious. Collin’s car door open swiftly, his feet colliding with what sounded like sand, and the background noise of water.

“Okay Tessa, be careful where you step. Your heels might sink.” Collin said while grabbing my hand.

After what felt like walking forever Collin finally asked “Are you getting tired?”

“A little bit. I don’t really walk in high heels especially in sand.”

“Did you peak!?”

“No, I normally come to the beach when I need to calm down after losing a game, so I know my surroundings” My feet were lifted off the ground, while one of his hands find its way under my knee’s the other on my upper back.

After a little more walking I was placed back on my feet, “Don’t move yet, I have to get the candles lit.” Not just a few seconds later he said “There, what do you think?”

“It’s very, dark.”

“Sorry, I guess I just got a little excited.” he removed the blindfold the first thing I saw was the sun setting, the River was glowing, the city way off in the distance lit with bright lights, next to me were candles lit, food in between them. A pretty blanket with baby blue pillow’s all underneath the items.

“Oh my God Collin did you do this by yourself?”

“Only if you like it?”

“I love it! This is so beautiful!” I screamed.

I kicked off my shoes. and sat on the pillows, eating the food he placed for both of us to eat.

“So how long did it take you to set this up?”

“Not to long I just used resources I had in my apartment.”

I didn’t really have to many questions to ask. If he wants to ask me questions that’s fine. I’ve never had a boyfriend or a date so I don’t know what to ask.

“Being this is our second date, what do you think so far?”

“It’s kind of boring.”

“Hey! That’s not fair, I haven’t dated anyone in a long time, cut me some slack.”

“I was just kidding.”

“Oh were you now?” he got up from his sitting position onto his knees, crawling over to me. “Do you know what happens to those who joke, m’lady?”

“What happens?”

“They get punished.” His hands reach to my stomach tickling me. I tried stopping him from tickling me but he would just tickle me in another place.

My laughter stopped when his lips connected to mine, I know he wanted me too kiss him back, I wanted to kiss him back. The butterfly feeling I get when I kiss him, the way my cheeks heat up when I’m near him, the way his hand grips my torso, and the way he controls everything make’s me want him so bad.

It might be going to fast, It might be my first time dating, and I sure as h*ll don’t know the guy but I’m ready to take the next step to be closer to Collin if that’s what I have to do.

I pulled away, quickly saying “Collin?“before he went after more kisses.


“I’m ready.”

“For what?”

“To take the next step?”

“What do you mean?”

“I want to be closer with you. I want us to connect.”

“We are, by doing this date, I thought.”

“Collin that’s not what I mean.”

“Just tell me what you mean.”

“I want to do it with you.”

Collin’s eye’s went big and his mouth dropped to the sand, “Are you sure?”

“Yes I’m sure.”


I lost my virginity in a private section at a beautiful setting. It was the most magical night I’ve ever had, even if it was painful for a few minutes; I don’t regret it at all.

My life has been sheltered when I had my first crush in the fifth grade and I’m honestly tired of living the life my parents want me to live. This was the way to show them I can make my own decisions.

I didn’t know nearly enough about sex as much as I thought I did from s*x education class, but I think Collin thought I knew what to do, he knew I was a virgin but I doubt he knew I didn’t know anything about s*x.

Wait until Sydney hears about what I did.

After I know Collin sticks around.


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