Chapter 36 - The Darkness of Death
Dad! I scream loudly. A sob clogs my throat as my fingers dig deep into the fabric of Aceâs forearm. Desperately, I try to heave him off of me, clawing like a wild animal. âWhy are you doing this!?â
He said âour fatherâ, but my father doesnât have any other children. Itâs just me, itâs always been only me.
Is this his way to throw me off?
I know better than to believe any of his claims. I canât fall easily into his plans.
My father is a hard leader, an example. Abiding by the rules so very much so that itâs instilled in the core of him.
A Valentino wouldnât dare to break the rules.
Ace lowers his head, the material of his ski mask brushing against the crown of my head. âStop fucking moving,â he roughly demands.
The arm around my neck flexes and I choke out a plea. My head falling back with tears clouding my vision.
I canât help the retching sound I make, gagging through the pain with my esophagus burning. A sharp object presses against my back and the will to fight against his hold ceases, coming to terms that he has the upper hand. Heâs most likely pressing a blade of a knife into me, Iâm no match for that. Responding to my actions, he cautiously relaxes his arm, giving me some breathing room.
âStop this now!â I hear the commanding tone of my father, sounding deadly serious. âWhat are your reasons, what do you want!?â
I could never shield my panic the way he does.
Tears run down my cheeks, my chest rising then falling quickly from my erratic breathing. I have to control myself, losing myself to hysteria now will only work against me.
âI want them out,â Ace speaks loud enough, but itâs my father who acts as if he didnât hear him, or maybe doesnât want to. âI said I want them out! All of them!â he reiterates, raising his voice for the whole building to hear loud and clear.
My eyes squint down below. Alessio is standing shoulder to shoulder with my dad on the first platform. He looks so distressed but determined to make it to me, but thereâs no way. The second and third flights have been completely demolished.
âGo.â My dad doesnât have to raise his voice the way Ace did. Itâs a simple instruction that has everyone following immediately.
There is no room for questions or hesitation, not with all the risks at hand.
A rush of footsteps echo as they pound the payment all at once. Itâs not only the Valentinosâ here who came as back up but also the Romanosâ. A little under three dozen crowd around a large garage door as someone manually slides it open.
My heart drops as they disappear into the night, but itâs not because theyâre leaving or because they have to seal the door behind them â but itâs because Alessio is still standing next to my father.
I donât want him to go.
But wants and needs are two different things.
âRomano, leave.â Thereâs a bite in my fatherâs words, he doesnât like to repeat himself.
But despite that, Alessio remains unmoving.
I know he wonât leave, but he needs to.
His eyes meet mine, theyâre engulfed in despair. Confliction of the heart and mind
Thereâs a strong need to reassure him that it will all be okay if he leaves, but the fear of Ace getting angrier and causing more damage to my body stops me.
âIâm not leaving her,â Alessio calmly states.
He may be the boss of the Romanosâ but heâs not the boss of the Valentinosâ.
It doesnât work this way.
âIâm not fucking around.â The gun in my fatherâs hand swiftly lifts back up, the barrel pressing into Alessioâs temple. âGet the hell out,â he seethes.
Now heâs snapped.
One of Aceâs hands moves to the back of my head, grabbing a fist full of my hair as he pushes me forward into the railing. My waist painfully hits against the metal bar. Screaming, I look over the barrier that I might plunge over any second.
âYou think your love for her makes any of you untouchable!â Ace hollers over their bickering. âYou better listen because I wonât hesitate!â
âGo!â My father says for the last time before Alessio, having no other option, reluctantly pulls away from the end of the gun.
Begrudgingly, he walks to the exit. I can still feel his eyes on me, they linger until he steps out the door that I entered from.
When heâs gone, Ace pulls me back into him, the blade hovering once more near my spine.
The arm that my father had raised to Alessio drops to his side again. Sighing heavily, he descends back down the staircase and moves into a better view of us. âEveryone who could have left,â he says whilst looking to Fionn and Levii who are now kneeling on the platform of the fourth level, âhas left.â
My attention turns to Levii. His head is moving from left to right, searching for something in the dark. Itâs probably the gun he lost in the midst of the fighting, but thereâs no doubt that it fell during the collapse of the staircase.
âYou know, Iâve always dreamt of this moment,â Ace begins, his voice wavering. âMom being here wouldâve been nice, but then again she never really gave a shit about me so⌠guess I was too hopeful with that dream.â
Mom? No! No, why is he still claiming this relationship?
It canât be â can it?
âAceon!â My eyes widen, mouth dropping as my father says the name with confidence and familiarity. âWe can talk about this!â Itâs almost as if heâs speaking to a child.
How is this possible?
It hurts to realize that Ace⌠is speaking the truth.
Denial burns deep in my heart. I want to reject this, that my own father could do this to me!
âNow you want to talk.â Ace scoffs, sounding so eerie. âYou wouldnât have offered if I wasnât forcing you.â
Levii is discreet as he attempts to make his way up the flight of stairs. Locking eyes with him I mouth the word ânoâ. By the time Levii makes it up here, Iâll have a knife lodged into my spine with my cousin being the next victim.
I refuse to die with his blood on my hands.
âIâve been meaning to apologize.â
What the hell! An apology, for what?
Ace pulls the weapon away, bringing our bodies closer as an arm secures over my neck again. âYou make it seem like apologizing was on your list of things to do â but never got around to.â
âI was a burdenâŚbut she wasnât?â Aceâs arm almost flexes and I let out a whimper, afraid that heâll place me in a chokehold again.
âAceon, we can do this somewhere else!â
The more my father talks, the more I begin to lose faith in him. I want him to deny Ace, but he doesnât condemn the claims of family.
âOh, she isnât aware.â His forearm lets up slightly from my throat, Ace letting out a breathy laugh. âYouâve always been good at that, havenât you? Hiding shit away from the people you care about.â
âWell go on.â Itâs like I can hear Ace smiling. âTell her who I am.â
Thereâs hesitation from my father. His eyebrows knitting as he frowns when looking up at us. His own contemplation is leaving him petrified of what to do next.
âTell her!â Ace viciously screams. âFucking say it!â
I shut my eyes, trying to take my focus off of this. Iâm too scared to listen to my father's confessions.
âCherry!â Desperation in his voice begs me to understand. âAceon, heâs⌠heâs your brother⌠your twin brother.â
My eyes open just in time to see my father heaving over with his hands grasping onto his knees. Seeing him lose composure like this has my bottom lip wobbling.
My body drops but Aceâs arms hold me up.
I feel lightheaded.
Time has stopped for me but my ears and eyes remain working.
Iâm unable to process this.
âNow that the obvious is out of the way,â Ace says as the knife comes up to my neck. âYouâre going to tell me why you did it.â
I donât have the energy to fight for my survival. If he kills me, then he kills me.
âThis isnât the closure youâre looking for.â There it is again, my dad trying to reason with a child, his child.
How could he say nothing to me?
âClosure?â Ace dryly laughs as my father finds the will to stand back up. âYou donât know what the fuck Iâm looking for, but then again how could you? You donât even know me, your own son.â
âWhat do you get out of hurting her? Cherry is your sister!â
âNo, no you donât get to do that!â Ace is without guilt. âAnswer my fucking question!â The tip of the knife presses into my skin at the neck.
âYou were ill, Aceon,â dadâs voice holds a tremble when saying his name. âThere was nothing we couldâve done..â
My father drops his head, ashamed. Iâve never seen him like this before.
Regret and sorrow become him.
âYour mother loved you â she still loves you.â His head lifts, his expression full of misery.â
âAnd what the hell was I supposed to do with her love?! never protected me. It never saved me once from the hell hole you left me in.â The sadness and anger are so profound in Aceâs words.
âWe didnât know those people would turn out like that.â My father lifts his head as he says this. âI came looking for you, but you ran away before I could bring you back!â
Why was Ace sent off to live with other people?
âYeah, I left. Do you honestly think I would stay around for the next blow.â
âI understand why you did, and Iâm sorry that I didnât find out until it was too late.â
I never knew my father could be so remorseful.
âThey hurt me for years!â The knife wobbles against my neck as Ace recalls the events. âYou donât get to just say youâre sorry. That isnât good enough. I want to know the truth, the real truth. Youâre hiding something and I want to know what it is.â
Breaking eye contact, my father turns his head away â full of shame.
âWhy did you do it?â Ace shoves me into the railing again, my body bent at an angle thatâs too close to actually falling over. Instantly, I find my voice again, screaming with no mercy as my hands find Aceâs hands that are locked around my hair. I hold onto his wrists tightly, terrified he'll open his palms.
âStop it, Aceon! Iâll tell you! Iâll tell you! Just stop!â
Ace grips my hair tighter, but he doesnât pull me back. Heâs not budging this time.
âYour mother had just given birth a few months prior to when it all started. You see, the Valentinosâ had a rivalry with another family, the Marcelsâ. It was a territorial issue we had with them. One day, things escalated too far⌠and a Marcel boy around your age ended up dead.â
A pause that feels too long passes.
âThe Marcelsâ wanted to get even, and they would have done anything to make sure that it happened.â
Just a single sob slips out of my fatherâs mouth, trying to hold it together.
âYou were already so sick, Aceson. Both you and Cherry were premature, and nursing you back to health was taking longer than what the doctors had said. Cherry was covering at a faster pace, and the Marcelsâ caught wind that you were in a more vulnerable state. It wasnât until much later that we found out that they were going to target you for their revenge. And they tried everything, even going as far as to tamper with the loyalty of our pediatrician to hurt you.â
Ace slightly loosens his hold and I grip his wrist even harder. I wonât let go. I donât want to die, not like this. âWhy only me?! Why not Cherry as well? she was just as frail,â he shouts.
Dad shakes his head, his worried eyes locked on me. âThey lost a son â and in return they wanted my sonâs life.â
Sniveling, my cries become more audible.
âThat family,â dad harshly spews, âthey had to be dealt with for you to come back to us. But wiping the Marcelsâ out took years. We couldnât afford to leave a single soul alive or else they would just continue to seek revenge on my children.â
To my distraught, Ace simply laughs, sounding short and sarcastic. âIt was never your intention to come back.â
My brother, this man who is the monster of my nightmares, is really my brother.
âNo!â My father retorts. âPlacing you in a home with people I thought I could trust was only temporary! If your mother and I had known that they were abusing you, we would have-
â-you would have what?â Ace furiously yells over him. âYou abandoned me!â
I may not be able to see him, but I know at this point Ace is crying. You canât hide that type of pain from your voice.
Heâs so broken that it physically hurts me as well.
âThey were practically hunting you, Aceon. When it was over, I came for you. I did!â My father sounds equally hurt.
âTwelve years too late,â Ace gently counters.
Thatâs when he left. Thatâs how long it took for my father to cut down the Marcel family tree, sparing no one.
Itâs no wonder he left. Ace was just a kid. The abuse he endured for years forced him to make a decision no child should ever make.
And now weâre all here to face the consequences for that.
âThe man and woman that raised you are no more!â My father suddenly shouts and my eyes go wide.
What? When did this happen?
âYou killed them?â Ace asks, pulling me away from the rail.
My arms are still up, gripping his wrists with burning muscles.
âIt was under your motherâs orders,â he clarifies. âEverything was a mess when you ran away, and she was so angry. Enraged with the loss of her child, she wanted them dead.â
No, no. Not mom. She isnât capable of that â is she?
I donât know.
A mother would do anything for her child, but what I know of her is so different. Kindness and mercy is what she embodies, or so I thought.
âWe couldnât just let them live. Youâre still our son.â
Aceâs breath softens, as if heâs tired. âYou still donât get it do you? If what youâre saying is true, then everything⌠is still all your fault.â
Thereâs no anger in his voice anymore â heâs just done.
âItâs always been about business with you. You easily pawned off your own daughter for the sake of a good business relationship with the Romanosâ.â
My father looks at Ace with sad eyes, but he and I both know that it would be a lie to deny the truth Ace speaks.
âWhy didnât you ever visit me?â Itâs now that he lets it all out, letting us here him snivel, showing us how hurt he is. âOr just simply acknowledge my existence?â
âI couldnât risk it. If anyone knew that we were communicating, they would have found you easier. Please, Iâm so sorry.â
Turning my head slightly to look over my shoulder, I watch as Aceâs body shakes, appearing as if he could fall apart any moment.
The damage is done.
âI know which politicians fund your schemes.â Ace sounds dull, finished with tonight. âYou offer them your services and in return they grant you access to anything the city can provide.â
Ace lets go of me and shoves me hard across the platform. Stumbling back, I fall into a body that keeps me from hitting the floor grate. Itâs Levii who broke my fall, helping me carefully tand. Fionn, who is standing behind Levii, grabs my hand, pulling me to stand in between them.
âWell, Iâm here to take that all away.â A hand fishes into his pocket. In a split second his hand is back out, holding something small and raising it high in the air.
A spark flicker ignites, the lighter holding a small flame.
âWhat are you doing?â Fear strikes my fatherâs face. âAceon, wait!â
What is he going to do with that?
âMaybe I canât kill you all,â he says as his other hand points in the direction of where all the crates are stacked. âBut this is what you prize the most. The Valentino Empire.â
The lighter falls from his hand...
⌠falling slowly.
It seems unreal, time stops as we all watch the fall. Waiting for it to hit the ground. Upon impact, fire immediately erupts. Flames rising tall, engulfing the wooden crates.
Itâs not possible for wood to ignite as fast as that. Itâs almost as if they were already doused in something extremely flammable.
Flames jump to a higher level, rapidly expanding that my father nearly catches fire. Itâs with luck he dodged the blaze, backing up into a clear area.
There was no way this couldâve happened. We were so careful when we planned this.
The rapid combustion has a loud explosion going off. I donât know whatâs in these crates but whatever it is, itâs definitely not meant to be near heat.
âCherry!â Fionn tugs my arms, tugging me away from the sight of the merciless fire. When I look back up, Ace is gone, nowhere in sight.
âWhere did he go?â frantically asking Fionn.
âInto your fatherâs office. Cherry, we have to get to the roof. If we stay here any longer weâll be trapped.â Lost in a trance, Fionn takes my hand and leads Levii and I up the next flight of stairs, leading to the roof door.
As Fionn reaches for the handle, the door quickly swings open. Alessio stands opposite of us, his stance wide and gun raised. The tension on his face drops, appearing relieved. Dropping his weapon, he pushes Fionn out of the way and embraces me strongly. âOh god,â Alessio sighs, hugging me tightly.
âWe have to get you out of here. Thereâs a fire escape going down the side of the building. Let's go!â Alessio is quick to turn around and pull me with him. Fionn and Levii trail behind us, the sound of the fire exploding making us run faster.
Ace, I can't help but think of Ace for some reason.
Why did he go into my fatherâs office? If he stays, heâll die.
âAlessio, wait!â I instinctually say, not understanding why.
âYour father will be fine, Cherry. Keep moving.â Thereâs no going back as Alessio pulls on my hand to keep up.
Aceonâs fate has been sealed.