Sometimes the world can be so cruel. -Quote
"Tell me to stop bubbles."Hunter whispered into my ear. "Your a married woman, this is wrong." He said, while he kissed down my neck to my breast.
"I want to tell you to stop, but I can't." I said. He continued to kiss on my breast and I laid on the bed. His lips traveled down to my stomach and he was gently kissing me. My body was set on fire and all I wanted was more. This was familiar and comfortable. I felt like this was where I belonged. My only problem was I felt the same way with Cooper. This truly wasn't helping me on my decision. I just decided to enjoy my moment with Hunter. I wasn't sure if this would be the last time or not. He was very sweet and loving showing me just how much he needed me. I was giving him the same in return.
I woke up the next morning the a sense of longing. I wasn't sure where the feeling was coming from. Sam started to make noises and I slipped out of he bed. Hunter was still fast asleep. I picked up Sam and headed out to the kitchen. As I walked pasted Tim's room I saw that he was just waking up himself.I decided I'd go into the kitchen and see what kind of breakfast food Hunter had. As it turned out Hunter kept his kitchen well stocked. I got to work making eggs, potatoes, bacon and pancakes. Tim was watching cartoons in the living room while talking to Sam. It was extremely sweet how well Tim was with the baby. It made me smile all morning long. I started coffee and was going to head to the bedroom to wake up Hunter, but he was already on his way down the hallway. "Good morning you." I said with a smile on my face. He rubbed the sleep out of his eyes and stretched out his beautiful body.
"Good morning love. The smell woke me up. I could get used to this." He said smiling. I smiled back and he headed over to me. He gently placed a kiss on the side of my face and headed to the living room. I peeked my head around the corner. Hunter had Sam in his arms and Tim sitting next to them and they were all watching cartoons. It was a beautiful sight to see.It warmed my heart and I could definitely get used to. A life I knew I dreamed about for years. I had always seen myself with Hunter in some shape or form. even though both boys were not ours together. Looking at Hunter you would never know. I could already see the love Hunter had for my son. I knew in my heart that he would treat Sam like his own. No questions asked. It all only made my choice that much harder. I went back into the kitchen and started to dish up everyone food. That's when I heard Sam let out a loud cry. I knew what the cry meant, but Hunter's funny ass came running into the kitchen. "Whats wrong with him?" He asked, looking scared. I just giggled and took Sam from his arms.
"He is hungry silly and he don't mess around." I said. Hunter took a deep breath. Tim came flying into kitchen.
"I'm hungry too." He yelled as he jumped up to the table. We all sat down as I covered myself up and started to feed Sam. Sam fell asleep in my arms and I got up and went to the bedroom to lay him down. Hunter let me know he was going to drop Tim off at school and would be right back. I stayed behind and started to clean the kitchen while Sam slept. While I was in the middle of cleaning with some music playing. I heard someone knock at the door. I sat down the dish rag and headed over to the door. Hunters friend Joey was standing there.
"Hello." I said. At first she didn't know what to say.
"Is Hunter home?" She asked me.
"I'm sorry he is dropping Tim off at school. He should be right back. Would you like to come in and wait?" I asked her. She nodded at me. We both walked into the living room. "Would you like some coffee? I asked her.
"Sure that would be nice."She said. Joey seemed like a nice woman. I got up and went into the kitchen and poured us both a cup. I walked back out to the living room and handed her a cup. I took a seat on the couch in front of her. "I don't mean to sound rude, but what are you doing here?" She asked me. I looked up at her.
"What do you mean?" I asked her.
"Aren't you married?" She said. I took a deep breath.
"Yes I am." I said.
"Where is your husband? Dose he know your here with Hunter?" She said. Here we go. I said to myself.
"I understand this all must be very upsetting for you, but if Hunter has told you anything out this situation. I would think you would have some sort of understanding."I said. She just looked at me for a moment.
"I understand, but at the same time you cant just have them both." She said. I got upset, but I calmed myself down.
"No one understands that more then I do, but its just not that easy i just got back my memory's and now I'm in love with two men. One I've spent most of my life with and one I fell in love with in a different life.You have no idea how it feels when both of them give you the chance to choose who you want to spend your life with. When they both give you a chance to figure that out. when they both give you time. You don;t know what that's like. Especially when you love them both."I said. Not hat I had to explain my situation to her, but I felt it was the right thing to do. She stayed quiet for a moment and then she stood up.
"You mean to tell me Hunter is willing to give you a chance to choose?" She asked. I nodded at her. "This is unbelievable. I don't understand him. How could he allow something like this? How could your husband allow this? Hunter could of at least said something to me about it all." She just started to rant. The problem was I couldn't answer her. Because I didn't understand it myself. I could see the pain on her face and I sympathized with her. I love Hunter too and something like this would kill me. I felt the need to comfort her, but I didn't know how to. Let alone her allow me to. She must think the worse of me. "So who are you going to pick?" She asked me. Before I could say anything. "You know what, I don't even care. Tell Hunter I said to lose my number." She hollered at me and walked out of the house. I stood up and took a deep breath. I waked over to the window. I watched her get into her car just as Hunter was pulling in. She hit her brakes and got out of her car. I bit my lip as I could tell she was letting Hunter have it. He was just standing there taking it. I felt horrible and wished I was never found. All I'm doing is messing around with peoples lives. Hunters, Coopers and myself. I didn't deserve to have anyone. I went into the bedroom and got Sam's and my things together. I just needed to be by myself. I heard Hunter come back inside and when he found me he looked stressed out.
"What are you doing?" He asked me.
"I need to go back to my moms." I said. I could feel the tears start to sting my eyes.
"Baby please don't leave." I heard him say.
"I've got to go Hunter, I'm sorry, but this is just becoming to hard on me. I don't know what I want and staying around is making it hard on everyone's lives. Last night never should of happened. I'm acting like some kind of whore." I said. and with that my tears started to fall. I felt Hunters arms wrap around me. I held him back as I cried.
"I never want to hear you talk like that about yourself. That's the last thing you will ever be." He said.
"Hunter you know none of this is right. Any sane woman would of just stayed with her husband." I said.
"How can you say anything like that. No one blames you for what you have been though. No one knows whats going on in that head of yours. No one would want to be in your situation Chloe and none of this is fare to anyone including yourself." He said. It was so amazing to hear him talk like this. The strength and guts it took for him to say these things blew my mind.
"I just don't know what to do?" I said.
"Maybe it's a good idea for you to spend sometime with yourself. You need to come to terms with what you want. There has to be something deep inside yourself that tells you who you love just a little more. It's okay to love us both, but you have to have to have love for one of us that's stronger.You need time to figure that out." He said. Something about his statement made since to me. I needed to get away from everyone and be with myself. I turned to Hunter.
"Can you please take me back to my mothers?" I asked him. He nodded at me and helped me get my thing and took me back to my mothers. I waked in to find my mother and her boyfriend having coffee on the back porch. I handed her Sam as I went out to say good bye to Hunter. He stood out on the front porch. I walked out there. "I think what you said is a good idea. I'm going to go back to Florida and tie up some lose ends. I need the time to think." I said. He smiled at me.
"I think that's a good idea." He said. I walked over to him and wrapped my arms around him.
"I promise when I get back this will all be over and we can all move on with our lives." I said.
"Are you going to talk to Cooper about your decision?" He asked me.
"Of course, I want to fly out there as soon as tomorrow morning." I said. Hunter bent down and kissed my lips long and deep.
"I'm going to miss you." He said.He squeezed me a little harder. "Chloe, can I please take you to the airport? The last time you left for Florida I lost you." He said. I could see the worry on his face.
"We will see okay. Let me talk with Cooper first. He is going to be coming here tonight so he might was to take me." I said. Hunter nodded at me.
"Just let me know for sure what's going on before you leave tomorrow." He said.
"I will I promise you." I said. He kissed me one last time and walked off to his truck. I watched him and before he took off he blew me a kiss. I walked back inside and had a long talk with my mother about my decisions. She agreed with me and that's when I needed to call Cooper. I pulled out my phone and went out onto the front porch to give him a call. As I started to call him. I looked up to see his truck pulling into my mothers house. I felt a sting of excitement as I got up and ran off the porch to him. He got out of his truck and I flew into his arms. I didn't even realize how much I missed him till I saw him. This man has been everything to me. He lifted me up into his arms. Cooper was a much larger man then Hunter was. I always felt so tiny next to him. He had a big smile on his face as I pressed my lips against his.
"Well hello to you to sweetheart." He said still holding onto me. "This is a good welcoming." He said still smiling.
"Coop, what are you doing here?" I said with a large smile on my face.
"I'm sorry love, but I missed you and Sam so much I had to come." He said. "Are you happy to see me? He asked.
"What do you think?" I said. He laughed. "Come on, Sam is going to be so happy to see his daddy." I said. We went inside and Cooper immediately went over to my mother and took Sam into his arms. This wasn't like what I saw with Hunter and Sam. This was so much more different. The noises and movements that Sam made when he was in Coopers arms were amazing. The two of them were in their own little world. At that very moment I knew where my heart was. I knew who my choice was. I just didn't know how to reveal it.