“You were supposed to be at my house Lettie, you better have a good explanation or I will kill you on the spot!”
Sarah threatens Violet and we all laugh.
“Stop. Stop. I don’t need more details.”
Josh says shaking his head.
“Well I guess our group is now just Awkward Potato Group.”
“Can I join?”
I ask squealing.
“Why Noah are you jealous?”
Violet asks smirking.
“Why would I be jealous? I have you.”
He says smiling, pulling her cheek. It is true. I couldn’t help but imagine myself on his spot.
“Well who is that gentle man in the kitchen?”
I say. I guess I don’t know everything and I was shocked and confused at the fact that Josh and Sarah had their eyes wide. Violet tells us everything and she tells me all other things I didn’t knew as I was new.
“So are you guys really together?”
I ask hoping there was still a chance which shattered just a few seconds later. Noah, Violet, Josh, Sarah and her dad said all together. Guess who is jealous? I don’t know why? What is this feeling of wanting to punch Noah in his face? I don’t know. Noah leans in and kisses her. I turn my eyes away. But I looked how her lips fit his. I wished I was Noah. Sitting with her. Kissing her. Wait. What the fuck am I even thinking? Kissing Violet who has been a friend of mine just few weeks ago. How can I? What is wrong?
“Is everything okay? You are spacing out for like 5 minutes. And about the awkward potato group – yes.”
Violet says putting her hand on my shoulder. I felt a wave of tingles as her hand touches my bare shoulder. What? I have read in books, is this what I am thinking? Wanting to be with her. Feeling something. Wanting to kiss her. Am I falling for her? I couldn’t be. Right?