Another week passed by and Zach hasn’t even tried contacting me. I gave up waiting for him.
Prom was in 2 days and I had no date so Noah and Scarlet decided to take me with them.
I picked out a red dress and Scarlet picked out a blue one.
Skip 2 days:
It was the day of the prom.
We all got ready. Everyone was excited for it but I wasn’t. I couldn’t go with the person I love so what’s the point?
I go with Scarlet and Noah but I leave those two love birds alone.
I go over to the stalls and ordered for a Mojito. They were serving non-alcoholic drinks only.
The music died and a spotlight was put on the stage.
“Ivy, I was dumb to let you go in the first place. I made false assumptions on you. I promised that I will not let anyone hurt you but I hurt you myself. I didn’t know that you love me, until a certain person came up to me and showed me the recording,” I look at Noah who just smiles at me.
“I couldn’t see the girl who was made for me when she was standing right in front of me. But I knew she was the one for me when she left me. I am so sorry Ivy for being the shittiest person. You made me a better person. I still have some part in me that needs to be changed and I need you for that. Will you make me yours again and make me a better person?” he finishes and Zach steps out and comes towards me.
Everyone shouts, “Say yes”
“So Ivy am I yours?” he asked smiling.
“I am sorry Zach. Your love died for me when you didn’t believe me and suspected me. You didn’t understand that until Cody told you. I can’t be with someone who doesn’t trust me. these words are out of guilt and not out of love,” I say. Tears well up in my eyes and the slowly roll down my cheek.
I slowly push him away and run out the hall.
I sit on the stairs and cry. I know that my heart wants him but something in it doesn’t want me to be with him.
I know I love him but why?
I take my car home.
I just can’t take this shit anymore. I just take my clothes and make up off and sleep.
Actually I don’t sleep, I cry till no tears came out.