I couldn’t sleep. Every time I closed my eyes, It felt like I was back to 5 years ago.
5 years. 5 whole years wasted.
I wasn’t myself after the ‘Incident’. I couldn’t go outside my house. I didn’t open the door for no one. I was paranoid.
I still am.
I don’t remember every detail of the event that happened that night. I can’t. I won’t.
Many people, including my parents, tell me that they understand.
But the truth is, they don’t.
They will never understand because they weren’t there. I was.
That night has changed my life forever.
And I wonder if I could have done anything to stop it from happening.