"Are you almost ready fool!" Josh yelled from the living room.
"I'll be down in a minute asshole!" I hollered back at him.
"You're worse than a female," Josh said.
"Hey." Josh's wife said. I laughed.
"I got to look good. I want some ass tonight." I said as I came into the room.
"Gross," Nora said.
"Hey, I don't want to hear it. You both got built-in sex." I said.
"I know that's right," Josh said. Nora just rolled her eyes. I just shook my head.
"Where are we headed tonight?" I asked Josh.
"Coster." He said. We got to the club and the place was full of hot ass women. I just started to scan the room. Looking for my next pray. We got some drinks and made our way over to the VIP. I saw this hot little blond thing dancing in the corner.
"See you later," I said to Josh. Josh smiled and went back to his wife. I walked over to her and she smiled at me. "Want to dance?" I asked her. She didn't say anything as she walked up to me. She took my hand and lead me out to the dance floor. She was sexy and I was going to have her in my bed tonight. We danced for a while. I went to turn and that's when someone fell into my chest. She stood herself up and my heart stopped.
"I'm so sorry." She stopped and her whole face went white. "Spencer?" She said. I was looking at Page. She was fucking standing right in front of me. My arms were on hers. I let her go and took a step back. I couldn't find any words. We both were in an eye lock. Then I heard Josh.
"Oh god." He then touched me. "Come on man let's go," he said, but I just couldn't move. I just couldn't take my eyes from her. She was fucking beautiful. She owned this whole place. Her hair was longer now and she had gained a little weight that made her look fucking amazing. It placed itself in all the right places. She looked so grown up. Her friend Abby came running over to her and took her arm.
"Come on Page let's get out of here." She said to her. No, I couldn't let her take her away from me. Then Page's face changed to anger. She took a step towards me and slapped me across the face. I reached up and touched my face and just looked at her. My heart broke.
"How dare you." She said. I wanted to fall at her feet and beg her for forgiveness, but still, I said nothing. "Say something, you coward." She said to me and she was right I was a coward. Abby started to pull her away and I watched her tears fall down her face. Then she was out of my sight.
"Spencer, are you good, man?" I heard Josh say. I snapped out of it and took off after her. "Spencer!" I heard Josh yell. I ran out the door of the club as she was getting into a cab. She turned her head and looked right at me. She looked so sad. Then she just looked away. Josh came following out after me. "Let her go man." He said to me. I looked up at him.
"Did you see her Josh," I said.
"Yes man, are you okay?" He asked me.
"She was right there. I touched her. I heard her voice. She was fucking right in front of me." I said. Josh just looked at me. I was freaking out. "I've got to find her," I said.
"Are you crazy Spencer. She doesn't want to see you. You left her dude. Remember why you choose to leave her." Josh said. I don't know what I was thinking all I wanted to do was find her and hold her. What the fuck is wrong with me?
"I fucking still love her," I said to Josh. He just shook his head.
"Then why the fuck did you leave her?" He snapped at me. I took a deep breath because I didn't want to punch him.
"I'm going home," I said to him.
"Just let me go get Nora." He said.
"No man I want to be alone. Enjoy the rest of your night." I said and went to get my car. Josh just stood there and watched me leave. I got to the house and started to pace. My woman was here in New York. She was fucking within reach of me and I did and said nothing. She hit me, my Page would never hurt anyone. She was definitely stronger. She was so fucking upset. I pulled my phone out.
"It's Spencer, why the fuck is she in New York!" I yelled.
"Calm down son. This was her choice. She wanted to come back here. WAIT, how the hell do you know she is here? Spencer I'm warning you to stay the hell away from her." Richard said. I started to laugh. "Spencer I'm warning you. Stay the fuck away from her. You already got one of my daughters killed." He snapped at me.
"Page is not your daughter and you know Vicky was an accident. You promised me." I said to him.
"I'm not going to force her to do anything she doesn't want to do Spencer. I thought she was going to stay with Vincent." Richard said.
"Why the fuck would she stay with Vincent?" I said getting very angry. The line got quiet. "Richard!" I yelled.
"They were together Spencer. He loves her." He said. I slammed the phone down on the ground and it shattered. She was with Vincent. My blood boiled. "Fuck!" I yelled out. I fell back on the couch. What the fuck did I do? My heart hurt and I knew I had no right to act or feel this way, but I can't help it. I just can't get this pain to go away. I've got to find her. I've got to at least try. I'm going out of my fucking head. Just then I heard the door open. Josh came into the room.
"Spencer." He said as I got the bottle of whiskey. I sat back down and took a huge swig.
"I fucked up Josh. I really fucked up." I said as I took another swig.
"So you're just going to go into a drunken fit again." He said.
"She was with Vincent," Josh took a deep breath and looked to the ground.
"I'm sorry, man. I'm sorry you're going through this, but you let her go. You left her with them. This was your choice. Your choice to be without her." Josh said. He came over and took a seat next to me.
"I was wrong, fuck what am I going to do?" I felt the tears fall down my cheeks. I have only cried a couple of times in my life. I cried when Vicky Bailey died, but I've cried more for Page. The night Vicky died was hard on me. She was my girlfriend and Vincent was my best friend, but no one knew about me and Vickey except for Richard. I loved her. We all had been at a huge high school party and we were all drinking. Vickey and I had slept together that night for the first time. We were up in the mountains. She was drunk and wanted to drive my car. I wouldn't let her.
I hid my keys and I had to go take a piss. I walked off to go behind a tree and she found my keys. I heard my car start and I ran out but I was too late. She had taken off down the road. I started to run. When I had finally caught up I watched in horror as she drove the car off the side of the mountain. I ran over to the cliff and watched my car explode. I was there when the cops showed up and her father and brother. I was a mess and couldn't talk at first. Vincent blamed me. He hated me, he even tried to fight me. Vincent and I met in the third grade and were the best of friends from that point on.
That night I lost my girlfriend, my best friend, and a second family. All in one night. I wasn't blamed for her death, but I was fucked up and it took a very long time to let it go. That was the point my life took a different turn. If it wasn't for my father and Richard. I would probably be dead. Richard forgave me, but Vincent never did. I transferred to a different school to finish high school and Vincent and I had planned on going off to college together, but I went to a different one. I stayed away from their family for years. When my father got ill and I had to start to take over his company. Richard wanted me to represent his family, but I just couldn't do it. I had learned to hate Vincent and when I got the chance to repay him for how he treated me. For how he abandoned me. I took it and locked his ass up in prison.
Now here I am and it was now my turn where I needed Richard. I knew in my heart who the Baileys were and I knew when he got a hold of Page he was never going to hurt her. She was so much like Vicky in her own ways, but Page was innocent and sweet and loving and very truthful. I knew Richard would see that. He wanted to trade me Vincent for Page, but there was no way I could get Vincent back. I didn't have that kind of power and there was no way I was going to ask the people I knew to help me break someone out of prison. After the dinner that night Richard called me. I was outraged with him and told him he knew I couldn't do what he was asking from me. He told me he knew that as well. I asked him, no I begged him to give her back to me.
He told me he would let me go without any problems if I left her with him. I knew he wanted her. He promised me she would forever be protected. He would love her like his own. In fact, he already did. Richard Baileys word is his word. I knew in my heart that I was nothing, but heartache for her. I knew we would always be watching over our shoulders. Waiting for someone to fuck with us. She would never have to do that with them. They would always protect her and I had to let her go. I had to stop being so selfish and let Richard have her. Next, to losing Vicky, it was the hardest thing I had ever done, but Richard warned me that if I didn't stay away he would kill me over her. So I agreed, I let her go and I disappeared.