Chapter 37: Moving Forward
*6 year’s later*
“Luna, you awake?” I was too comfy and lazy to respond that I pretended to be asleep still, maybe he won’t notice and just let me sleep in today.
“Then I guess you won’t mind If I do this then,” Ren said flirtatiously as he playfully began to pull my shirt up from underneath the sheets. I tried my best to ignore his wandering hands, however, I could feel his hard erection poking me from my lower entrance. His heavy hot breathing was tickling down the back of my neck which caused my body to shiver in such sweet delight.
It was hard to ignore his cute charm that I teasingly pushed my butt closer to his hardened shaft. His playful moan was soon followed by a giggle as he kissed my cheek so lightly that it caused me to smile.
“So you are awake!” Ren voiced out as he playfully began to tickle my side.
“Oh my god! Stop! Stop! I’m up!” I shouted in pure laughter as I tried to push the sheets away from me. Yet he was too quick to wrap us together in the blanket that I was no longer able to struggle away from him.
“I’ll stop if you say the magic words, my love.” He said while he pulled his body on top of mine, he then looked into my eyes so lovingly as he tucked my hair behind my ear.
“I love you Ren Scott....there! Now let me go!” I playfully voiced out as I stuck my tongue out at him. He then gave me a satisfying smirk as he dangerously began to take my underwear off slowly.
“What do you think you’re doing there?” I jokingly asked as I bit my lower lip.
“I just thought that I’ll help you change out of these clothes,” Ren responded sweetly as he stole a kiss from my lips. He then stuck his hot wet tongue into my mouth in search of mine, our tongues were soon entwined as we both began to moan underneath our hot breathing. My lower core was soon starting to tremble for attention and I could feel my panties becoming wet as Ren took them off.
“Ren...” I said his name in a low moan as I wrapped my hand around his back. We then parted our lips for a second as we gazed into each other’s eyes, the look of love and absolute affection was all I could see in him. That it made me incredibly happy to still be with him after all these years.
“Luna, I love you. So much...” Ren whispered out to me as he started to leave light kisses all around my neck. Arching my neck back I made sure to push my breasts towards his body, I wanted to let him know where else I wanted his attention. He responded quickly as he raised my tank top high enough we’re my breast we’re now exposed for him to play with. Closing my eyes, I felt his heated breath inching closer to my hardened n*pples.
Gripping his back tighter, I let out a heavy moan as I felt his fingers trace upwards my throbbing p*ssy. He then playfully began to rub my cl*t in such a gentle motion that it was making me want more. He teasingly tried to put his long fingers inside my inner walls that I couldn’t handle the foreplay he was giving me anymore. For it felt more like torture for me and more satisfying for him.
“Ren...put...put your fingers in.” I moan out pleadingly as I lifted my waist towards him. I wanted him to fill me up, to make me feel good and to give him the pleasure that he wanted as well.
“Your eager this morning, aren’t you Luna.” Ren moaned right next to my ear as he started to pinch one of my n*pples with his masculine fingers so playfully.
“It’s because....of you.....Ren.” I voiced out breathlessly as I could feel my wet juices leaving my lower core on to Ren’s hand. I felt two of his strong slender fingertips finally entering my tight p*ssy, I was almost in total bliss until Ren’s phone began to ring.
“Why now of all times?” Ren said annoyingly as I felt his fingers leaving me. The heated climax between us came to an end as I watched him answer his call. Pulling my shirt down, I sat myself up from the bed in disappointment as I looked over at him. Leaning myself closer to him, I gave him a little peck on the cheek as he continued his call. I could hear a low voice on the other line of the call, it sounded like Eric but I could be wrong.
Pulling myself away from him, I began to look for my panties that we’re laying on the floor. As I go to pick them up, the reflection of the sun hitting the window shined on the ring I’ve been wearing for years. Every time I look at this ring, my smile always seems to go away for a split moment. I’m not sure why, but I always feel like I’m being watched or something. Because this ring would sometimes shine so very brightly that it would even surprise me at times. Though then there will be weeks where it wouldn’t shine at all........
Whenever I think how long it’s been since he’s disappeared, it was as if he never really existed in this world. After all, this ring is the only thing left that reminds me of him, it’s strange but...I don’t think I even remember what he looks like anymore. I haven’t really thought about him in years, so why am I suddenly thinking about him now?
“Luna, are you hungry?”
Still, deep in thought, I wasn’t able to notice Ren talking to me as I walked into the bathroom.
“Luna, are you okay?” Ren said louder as he grabbed my hand.
“Huh? Oh, I’m sorry I uh...was having a brain fart.” I said jokingly to him, ever since Ren and I made that promise years ago, we never mentioned his name again or even talked about him. So it would be weird to just bring up his name suddenly, also I didn’t have a reason to talk about him anymore. He was long gone from my memory and my heart...
“Oh, well it was Eric who called. He said they’ll be coming in a bit so we could all go to the cemetery together today.” He explained as he came from behind and wrapped his hands around my waist, we both then looked at the mirror and saw our reflection as I leaned my head back on to his chest.
“We don’t have to go today if you don’t want to.” He asked me as he left a warm kiss on my forehead.
“No, it’s okay if we all go. I just won’t be comfortable going alone so I’m glad you’re coming with me, Ren.”
“Of course, I’ll always be here for you.” He said to me with a smile, he then let me go as walked towards our closet, as he began to change into his clothes I closed the bathroom door. Opening the drawer I grabbed my hairbrush and started to brush my hair back into a ponytail, as I began to tie my hair back I saw the box of tampons in the drawer as I placed my brush down.
Wait.....how long has it been since I last got my period?! As I began to calculate my cycle, I realized that I was ten days late! There shouldn’t be any possibility that I was pregnant since I’ve been on birth control for years! So I quickly went through the bathroom cabinet and took out two pregnancy tests for emergencies like this.
“Hey! I’ma make breakfast real quick for us, do you want your eggs scrambled or sunny side up?” Ren asked me on the other side of the door. I was getting a sudden deja vu of this happening before long ago, except I did get my period that time when I thought I was pregnant years ago. Thank god I wasn’t! But this time, things are very different. I wouldn’t mind if Ren and I got pregnant, of course, I would have wanted to get married first before we had our first child though.
“Scrambled is fine with me.” I voiced out at him as I waited for him to leave. I then began to take both tests to put my mind at ease, as I waited for the results I started to change into my outfit. For some reason, I wasn’t scared or worried about what the answer might be. Because I knew that Ren will always be there for me no matter what, of course, we’re both still too young to be parents but I know that Ren will be a great dad in the future.
Fully dressed, I took a deep breath and approached the bathroom counter. Taking a look at the first pregnancy test, it came out negative. Which made me slightly relieved because I’m not sure If I want to be a mom at the age of 19 or should I say 20 since my birthday is like literally tomorrow.
Picking up the last pregnancy test I got myself mentally prepared as I closed my eyes. I then took a deep breath in and looked at the last test. It was positive!
“Ugh! This is so frustrating! Which one is right?!” I voiced out annoyed as I scratched my head. As I threw the pregnancy test’s in the garbage, I decided it was best to just go to the hospital tomorrow. But for the meantime, I should be careful not to strain my body too much, I also think it’s best I don’t tell Ren about this until I’m 100 percent sure what the results are. Besides if I do end up being pregnant, I would like to make it a surprise for him.
As I finished with my makeup, I made my way downstairs to where Ren was making coffee for the both of us. I’m not sure if I could even drink heavy caffeine right now?
“Here you go my love, lightly sweetened just how you like it.” Ren kindly responded as he handed me the mug of coffee. It honestly smelled so good, but I didn’t want to risk anything so I casually set it to the side when he wasn’t looking.
I then looked over at the stove and noticed that the eggs were almost done cooking. I then took it upon myself to serve us, as I did that Ren came behind me and wrapped his hands tightly around my stomach.
“Don’t grab me so tightly,” I said to him bluntly.
“Oh, sorry I didn’t think I was,” Ren said apologetically as he released me. It’s not his fault, but I’m just so cautious and paranoid right now. That I didn’t want to risk any kind of miscarriage if I was with child.
Soon after we finished eating our breakfast, I began to place the dirty dishes into the sink so I could start washing them. As I began washing them I kept looking at my ring, it was shining so very brightly for the first time in a long while. I almost forgot how beautiful it looked with the different illuminating colors. I would like to think that Elijah is still out there living his life somewhere, it’s no longer any of my business what he’s doing. But I still want him to be alive somewhere and that he’s healthy at least.
“I’ve been meaning to ask you this for a while but I never thought it was my place to ask,” Ren said to me as he grabbed each side of my lower waist.
“Ask me what?” I asked him as I continued to clean the dishes, I was so deep on thought earlier that I didn’t notice him coming from behind me.
“It’s that ring that you always wear....who gave it to you? I’m just curious because I’ve never seen you take it off all these years and I just figured it must be an important ring to still be wearing it.” Ren responded with his question as he leaned his chin on my shoulder. My body grew a little stiff since I wasn’t excepting him to say that and I’m sure Ren noticed my reaction since he turned off the faucet in front of me. I didn’t think he would care or even ask me about my ring since I wore it back in high school.
“I told you back in high school that it was a gift, remember,” I said to him as I dried up my hands.
“I remember you telling me that, but I don’t think you ever told me from who?......you know what...I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have asked something personal. You don’t have to tell me if you don’t want to.” Ren explained as he lightly hugged me from behind so sweetly. I almost felt bad for not wanting to tell him, but this is how I want things to be. The ring that Eli gave me, was his last promise for me to keep, and despite everything that happened. I would like to keep this one promise to him for the sake of our past childhood love.
“No it’s fine Ren, it’s nothing personal or something crazy like that. It was just a simple gift, that’s all....now then... Help me clean up.” I said to him as I reached out for the hand towel in front of me. However Ren had other plans instead of cleaning, he came around me and began to unbutton my pants.
“Not right now Ren, we have to clean up and Eric and Alexa will be coming very soon,” I said to him as I tried to pull his hands away from me.
“It’ll just be real quick Luna, besides we could make them wait outside until we’re done.” He said flirtatiously as he began to nibble on my earlobe. He knew that was one of my weak points and that it would be so difficult to refuse him. Turning myself around I planted a kiss on those hot lips of his as he continued to take off my pants, as he slid them off he lifted me on top of the counter. Crossing my legs behind him I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me.
His hardened shaft was now poking at my lower parts where it was starting to crave for his touch. He then wrapped his hand around my lower back and began to leave his kiss marks all over my neck. I gave in to his sexual touch as I gave myself up to him once again.
“How many times have we done it on the kitchen counter already?” Ren said with a bit of laughter as he took off my underwear.
“I don’t know, I never kept track,” I said to him with a mischievous look. Giving me a smirk, he parted my legs apart as he gently pushed me down on the kitchen island. He then began to leave light kisses all over my inner thighs as he inched his lips closer to my p*ssy that was trembling with desire.
“Let’s just say, that’s this is will be our 100th time.” He said jokingly as he lightly blew on my lower core. Letting out a small moan, I felt the exciting chill coming over me. My body then jolted with pure pleasure as I felt his heated tongue enter my inner walls. He was so gentle with my body that it made me feel special to him, I could feel his tongue sliding up and down my slit as he flicked his tongue across my soaking cl*t.
“Oh, Ren...like that.” I moan out as I grabbed his hair lightly. He continued to pleasure my body as his tongue entered in and out of me. But I wanted more, so much more that it never seemed enough for me.
As Ren pulled his tongue out, I could hear his zipper coming undone, followed by his belt hitting the floor. Feeling his hard c*ck brushing up against my wet lips I was anxious to feel him inside me. However, I didn’t want him to be too rough or he might hurt the baby.
“Ren, be gentle okay...” I moaned out pleasingly as I grabbed his hand.
“I will hold on to me Luna.” He said with kindness in his words as he held on to me. Following his lead, I tightened my grip on him as I felt his d*ck entering my womb. Biting my lower lip I felt his c*ck pulsating inside me as he slowly began to move.
“Luna, your so tight.” Ren moans out in absolute pleasure as he continued to move his hips in a steady pattern. He then grabbed the back of my head and held it so delicately that I rested my forehead on to his chest. The motion of our bodies became one as I moved my hips along with his, my inner walls began to tighten around his shaft as I let out moan after moan. We kept up the pace until I felt my inner womb beginning to build up into an orgasm.
“Luna...I’m cumming.” Ren voiced out as he clenched his teeth together. Biting my lower, I felt his hot juices flow within me. It felt so warm that I almost came myself, however, I would be lying if I said I wasn’t horny still. It’s always been like this, Ren would always cum first before I can. It’s gotten to the point where I had to lie to him to make him feel better. Faking an orgasm isn’t what I wanna do, but I don’t wanna make him feel bad so I’ve been having to lie him. I never seem to be fully satisfied when we’re done having sex, I would always want more but I can’t bring myself to tell Ren that, It would just crush his manly image.
“I love you,” Ren whispers to my ear as he lifted my chin to kiss my neck. His sweet nature was what I fell in love with, I never cared for the sex. I just loved being with him, so it didn’t matter to me if he couldn’t satisfy my sexual needs. As long he makes me happy, that’s all that matters.
“I love you too, Ren.” Grabbing each side of his cheeks, I forced him to look at me. I could see how head over heels he still was for me after these 6 years of being with each other. There was no doubt in my mind that he loved me so very much. So I leaned myself closer to his face and left a light kiss on his lips. As I pulled away from him we both stared at one another with a smile on our faces. An right on queue, we heard the doorbell ring.
“Looks like we have to clean up now,” Ren said with a smirk on his face.