Chapter 2: BitterSweet
His tongue tasted so good that I couldn’t help but want more. I then let my tongue play with his, it was getting harder to breathe but neither one of us wanted to part away from each other. Wanting more I pressed my breasts against his chest causing him to tighten his grip on my waist, hearing a quiet moan leave his mouth I knew I was making him feel good.
He then left my mouth and placed his wet lips on my neck and began to leave kisses all over. I raised my head to give him easier access to my neck. I didn’t even notice when I began to moan, I was enjoying every touch and accepted every kiss he was giving me. I brushed my fingers through his long brown hair, my body was starting to tingle with every touch he was giving me.
His hand that was once on my waist shifted up to the inside of my shirt, I felt his long fingers caress the back of my spine causing chills to run through my core.
“Oh...Eli” I moaned out his name causing him to push his hard shaft against my stomach. He held me close to him with his other hand holding my hip, he then found my lips again with his and started kissing me so roughly that all you heard in my room we’re the muffled moans being suppressed from each other.
His fingers then traced from my back to the front of my abdomen slowly inching their way towards my breasts, causing me to tighten my inner thighs together. I took enough Sex Ed in middle school to know that I was starting to get wet down there.
I wasn’t scared of having Eli touch me there, but I wasn’t sure if he would be satisfied with someone inexperienced like myself.
Just as I was thinking that Elijah stopped himself from what he was about to do. It’s as if he heard what I was thinking, he stopped kissing me and pulled away from my body. He then looked away with his eyes closed, did I do something he didn’t like maybe?
“Did...did I do something wrong, Eli?”
I asked him panting for air as I reached for his hand.
“What!? No, no of course not. If anything you were doing everything right. Which is why I had to stop myself.”
He responded holding my hand and placing it against his chest. I felt the rapid beating of his heart, did I do that to him? I guess I wasn’t the only one that was nervous.
“Don’t think that I don’t want you, Luna, don’t ever think that okay. If only you knew what effect you had on me, the things I want to do with your body. You just make it so hard for me, and I try to control myself whenever I’m with you.” He said looking at me.
“What? What do you mean I make it hard for you?
I asked him with such eagerness and confusion.
He then took my hand that he was holding and brought it to his hardened manhood. I immediately blushed and tried to pull away, however, he didn’t let me go and stared at me with those eyes of his that screamed out sexual frustration.
“E...Eli!! You pervert!! What are you doing!?”
I yelled at him while shoving his shoulder away from me with my free hand.
“This is what you make so hard for me, and it’s difficult to control myself when I see that body of yours! How do you expect me to hold back when you dress like that in front of me?! I mean are those even shorts that you're wearing? There practically underwear on you and to top it off your not wearing a bra! So yeah, I’m trying really f*cken hard not to strip your clothes off at this point Luna!”
He said loudly letting go of my arm.
“These are shorts!! They’re just shorter than the average shorts I own. And the reason why I’m not wearing a bra is that I find it more comfortable when I’m sleeping!” I responded at him with a bit of attitude as I sat myself up on my bed crossing my arms against my chest trying to hide my nipples piercing against my shirt. Elijah then grabbed my arm and pulled me down towards him, giving me a tight embrace.
“You’re so adorable babe, and I don’t want to rush things and make you uncomfortable. I want your first time to be special, I know these types of things are important to you girls. I love you and I just want to make sure you’re happy.”
He said close to my ear, leaving a light kiss on my temple. I instantly smiled and felt my heart skip a beat, I gave him a quick peck on those soft lips of his and laid my head on his chest.“You made me happy the first day you asked me to be your girlfriend Eli, and I guess I was caught up in the moment in feeling good that I didn’t notice the important things,” I replied to him as I began to shut my eyes closed.
“What important things?” Elijah asked confused, he grabbed my chin lifting it up causing my head to raise. I opened my eyes and looked at him. He didn’t know what I was talking about, did he? I hate that I have to be the one to tell him, he should be the responsible adult here! Why should I have to say it, it’s too embarrassing for me to tell him, but I knew if I didn’t then he was never going to understand what I was trying to say....okay, fine I’ll say it.
I said very quietly hoping that not even God heard it.
Elijah just looked at me surprised, I guess he never thought that I would say something like that, well neither did I.
He quickly looked away and began to laugh hysterically.
“Wh..what’s so funny!! It’s not like you came prepared.”
I said to him, giving him a glare.
“Haha...you don’t have to worry about me using protection.” He responded after his little laughing fest was over.
“What do you mean I don’t have to worry? The last thing I think we both want is to end up pregnant! And I’m sure as hell not ready to be a mom at the age of 14!! Elijah then gave me such a serious and cold stare.
“Luna, trust me when I say that I’m not someone who can get you pregnant that easily.”
He told me with such intensity and coldness, that it made me feel sad for a split moment. Which brought me to ask him why he would say that.
“What do you mean you can’t get me pregnant that eas-”
I was caught off from what I had to say when Elijah placed his hand behind my head and wrapped my back with his other arm pulling me in for a hug.
“Luna...go to sleep already. We both have school tomorrow, remember?”
As Eli spoke, I was still thinking about what he had said earlier. Why was he avoiding what I had to say?
I decided to let it go and just focus on school tomorrow.
“Okay... goodnight Eli, I love you and I’ll see you in the morning right?” I asked him, as I began to cuddle up against my blankets.
“Goodnight love, and of course you will, now close those eyes and get some sleep.” He said reaching for my nightstand and switching off the lamp.
The next morning I woke up in Eli’s arms. I immediately smiled and admired the view in front of me, Elijah had such perfect smooth skin, his eyelashes were probably longer than mine, his strong jawline complemented those soft lips of his. I began tracing my finger over his jaw to his chin and finally his lips. How can a beautiful perfect man like him even exist I asked myself.
“So is this what you like to do when I’m asleep. You sexually assault me?”
Elijah said with his eyes still closed and a smile formed on his lips.
I quickly pulled my finger away from his face and sat up on my bed surprised that he was awake.
“How long were you awake?!”
I said to him with a loud tone. He then covered my mouth with his hand.
“Shh...do you wanna wake up your mother?” Eli asked me as he pulled his hand away from my mouth. And placed both of his hands on mine.
“Oh I completely forgot my mom probably came home very late last night because of work, she’s probably passed out,” I told Eli, I then reached for my phone to see what time it was. It’s 6:13 am my alarm was set for 7, since school started at 8:30 am. I still had plenty of time to take a shower.
“I should probably get going babe, I still have to get home and change,” Eli said letting go of my hands standing up, he made sure to kiss my lips before he made his way to my bedroom window.
“I’ll pick you up around 8 though alright, that way I could show you around the school.”
“Okay, sounds good.”
I said to him with a smile.
“Alright I’ll see you in a bit, and don’t wear anything that shows too much skin, or else I’m not taking you to school at all.” He said looking all disheveled from his clothes and his hair all messy, which I have to say was pretty sexy.
Elijah then turned around to face me giving me a wink and a smirk along with it. As he made his way through my window and leaving me there all alone in my room flustered. I stood up and made my way to my window making sure it was locked this time.
I then looked down to the front of my porch and saw Eli making his way to his truck, I watched as he drove away leaving me a bit sad. How can I miss him already when he was just here? I placed my hand over my heart and closed my eyes taking a deep breath. I opened my eyes and began to start getting ready for my first day of high school.