Chapter 22 .
I kept biting my nails as i stare on the screen of my cell phone .
The contact read Kassandra
Should I ?
Maybe i shouldn't.
She would probably end bad results.
Ahhhh fuck it .
I pressed the call button and held it to my ear .
After some rings she picked up and chirped a excited hello .
"K-Ken " i called .
"What's. ....whats wrong. ..why is your voice crooked ...??? Were you crying? " she asked .
"No ...i ..i want to ask you something " i stated .
"Go ahead ...i am worried now Ava " she said .
"Umm ..i ...i " i gulped and tried to speak .
Ken stated silent on the otherhand .
"I felt nausea . ...and i threw up the 3rd time this week " i said .
"Oh my god ...are you alright? " she asked .
"I am ...i felt a bit dizzy ...i ..i can't eat properly ...i don't what to do " i said nervously biting my nails .
"Ava " ken called and i raised my eyebrows in anticipation.
"Hmm " i hummed in response.
"Have you been feeling off ? "
"Yes " i replied
"Have you been feeling nausea in the morning? " she asked .
"Yes " i whisper faintly.
"Have you taken a test ?" I stopped biting my lip and get off the bed pacing back an forth .
"No " i answered .
"You have to get one then " she said .
No ..i am ...i am not ..pregn-....no no no ..
But i have to ..
But howwww ???
"But how ? Roman doesn't let me leave the building .." i state .
"Just do it some how ..and get a test ..also visit a doctor " she said .
"Tell me as soon as possible Ava ..." she said .
Her voice looked worried.
"Ok " i said and hung up .
This isn't real
This isn't real .
Common Ava ...its just a food poisoning.
I have to visit the doctor and they will cure me .
That is it ..i have food poisoning.
Thats why i am feeling weird.
It can't be ...it
No no no ..
I am just sick ..
Clam down Ava ...you are just sick .
I knew that pasta had something weird.
I placed my plam on my forehead and exhaled frustrated .
My forehead was slightly warm ..
Was i having fever ?
Probably because of some infection
The fear rushed into my body and i immediately rushed to change and get out .
I was out of the elevator and walked out .
As soon as i reached the big gates the guard stopped me .
"Mam ...may i know where you are going ?" He asked .
"I ...i was going to the drug store " i said stepping forward but he blocked .
"Pardon me Mrs . Chevrolet but we have strich orders from the boss not to let you out without his permission " he explained.
I sight in frustration and ran my finger through my hair .
"You don't understand. ...its really important. ..please let me go " i said .
"I am very sorry mam ..but we haven't received an yes from the boss " he said
I rolled my eyes
"But you have to let me ..its really important " i said
He folded his arms
"And whats so import-...."
"I need tampons " i finished cutting him .
His expression turned into a suprise ones and he look to both his sides ..
"Umm .." he scratched his head .
"So ?" I asked and he steps out the way giving me space to leave .
I walked two blocks away as fast as possible and sighted .
Thank god .
I look back and continued walking to the drug store .
After buying the needed stuff i took a cab to nearest clinic.
I was to get the results the next day .
After about an hour when i finally reached home Audry was already done making the dinner .
I dropped the boxes on the bathroom counter and paced back and forth .
Just looking at made me fear for my life .
I took a deep breath and did as ot was instructed .
After waiting for 2 minutes i was about to see the results when i jumped as the was a knock on the door .
My eyes went wide and fear took in me .
"Uh ..yes ?" I asked trying to hold my shaky breath .
"Love dinner is ready ..open the door baby " he said .
"I ...i..will be there in 5 ..i just took a .s..shower " i said stuttering .
"I am downstairs then " he said and i heard the door close .
I sighted and closed my eyes .
Please please please please. ..
God help me with this ..
Please let it be negative. ...
I opened my eyes and my heart stopped.
It had two lines ...
My hands suddenly felt cold and the stick fell from my hands on the ground.
My mind stopped working and i felt on my knees crying .
This can't be happening to me ...
I never wanted this ..
Is he going to kill me now ? Because i am carrying an unwanted child .
Is he going to throw me on the strees ?
I can't take it ...
I never wanted this to happen.
My hand rested on my stomach thinking there was a life in there .
I can't kill it ...i won't be a killer like him .
What am i suppose to do !???
I am going to be a mother. ...
I am having a child whose father is a murderer ...
I don't trust him with my child .
I fear he might ...he might kill it to ..
I hugged my knees and sobbed crying my heart out .
What if he hurts my baby ?
What if he hurts my family again ?
What ..if ...he ...he ..he ..forces me in abortion ?
No ..no ..no
What should i do !???
"Ava " i flinched as Roman took long strides towards me and cupped my cheeks .
"You were crying " he stated .
I shooked my head in fear but he spoke up
"DON'T lie to me " he said ..
"I ...i am n-not ..it ..it was just the water ..i ..i ..accidentally got ..s-some soap in ..in my eyes " i tried to sound confident as much as possible but he didn't seem to be approved.
"We'll talk about it after dinner ." He said and pulled in the dinning room .
Because of his non convincing look i couldn't eat have of my dinner ..
Not that i was able to anyway .
My body was shaken by what happened in the bathroom .
I couldn't speak well .
I fisted sheets in my hand and took in deep breaths .
The only sound was of the water running in the bathroom .
I was scared. ..
I closed my eyes and tried to think of ways to get away with this .
He will question me ...tonight or tomorrow.
There was no getting away with it ..
The bathroom door open and and closed my eyes shut pretending to be alseep .
"Ava " Roman's hand brushed on my cheek ..
"Ava ...baby ...you have to tell me why were you crying? " he stated
I stayed still pretending to be sleep .
"I know you are not asleep love ..."my heart stopped as he said that ..but i kept my eyes closed .
"AVA !!" i jumped and took in small breaths .
He held my jaw tight and leaned in .
"Tell me love ...why were you crying ?" He asked .
My mouth opened but nothing came out .
My shaky hands flew to his and tried to loosen them but he brought me closer .
"...i ...i ..the ..the .." i tried but couldn't because of how scared i was .
"Hmn ?" He hummed asking me to continue .
"The ...the soap .." i said ..
"I hate lies babygirl " he said and i wimpered as he harshy spoke .
"Tell me NOW !!" he demanded
"I...i..." tears fell from my eyes and i started sobbing .
My body started trembling.
Roman immediately pulled me on his lap and cooed me slowly
"I am sorry my love ..i didn't mean to scared you ..i love you so much " he said giving kisses all over my face .
He rested his face in my neck and moved his hand back and forth on my back claming me down .
"I want to know the reason by tomorrow. ...if anyone has tend to hurt you ...i won't hesitate in cutting there limbs " i shiver at his words .
How was i suppose to bring this child in such a harsh world ? ...
How was i suppose to protect it from my own husband ?
I am pregnant. ..with a child ..who was in danger although still far away from the real world .