I paced back and forth in the empty parking lot. It was the dead of night. I wasn't prepared for what I had heard on that phone. I never heard or saw someone killed before and it fucked me up. I haven't slept well the last few nights. I just take rides to clear my head. I knew this would be part of my field, but I have no training. I was thrown into this with no way of coping with the woes that is had to offer. I was still a student!
Warner car pulled up fast coming to screeching halt. The door swung open so hard that it bounced back and he had to push it open again. He stalked towards me outraged. He shoved me into my car window so hard that I heard it crack before grabbing me by my shirt.
"What the fuck did you do!"
"I didn't...they just...they killed him." Tears rimmed my eyes, but I refused to let them spill. I didn't want him to see that I was weak or couldn't handle it.
He pointed a finger in my face. "I leave for a couple of days and you go off all half-cocked. What the fuck is wrong with you! You got a man killed."
"Don't you think I know that! I can't eat! I can't sleep!" I went back to pacing. "You weren't giving me the answers I needed! So I tried to get them myself."
"What you did was stupid and reckless. You could have gotten yourself killed, too. Now I'm going to be held accountable for losing my CI. I could lose my job!" He was enraged.
"I'm sorry." Guilt was eating me up.
"We're done! There is no more business between us."
"You can't do that. I have to know what happened to Nathan!"
"You just got our only witness killed! Go home and try to sleep it off." He walked to his car, turning to me before getting in. He huffed his breath. "You may want to get you some therapy."
He drove off. I was left to my roaring thoughts. I got in my car and drove home. First, I had to keep secrets from Emery and now I was responsible for the death of an informant. I can't even talk about it with the one person I wanted to talk to because when she finds out how I knew him, she going to fucking hate me.
I opened the door to see everyone settled on the couch, getting ready for movie night. I had no intention of joining them. I just needed to get to my room.
"Hey, Roman. Are you watching the movie with us?" Eli asked.
"No." I kept towards my room.
"Who pissed in your cereal?" I ignored her and continued towards my room. I couldn't deal right now. I turned off my light and plopped on my bed. I was losing my mind.
"Hey." I moved my arm from blocking my eyes. Emery silhouette standing in my doorway, just the sound of her voice dissipated the horror running through my head. I hated having to look her in the face knowing the secret I was keeping. "I just wanted to see if you were sure about the movie."
"It's our tradition."
I sat up and scoot to the edge of the bed. I had to make her leave so I could sort through this alone. "I don't see how you can sit out there with her after everything she's done."
"You mean like how I do with you. Cordial, right?"
"We're different and you know it."
"I'm not letting her or anyone else stops me from living my life."
"Whatever." I didn't mean to be so snide. It just came off like that. I was angry at my own actions and I was taking it out on her.
"What is your problem?"
"Nothing. Just go."
"No. I kind of consider us friends now so that involves me checking on you even when you're being an ass." She folded her arms.
"Friends?" I stood swiftly, stalking towards her causing her stance to falter. I was a breath away fro her face."Friends?"
"Yeah. Just friends."
I laughed humorously, lowering my voice to a whisper. "Were we just friends when I fuck your brains out or how about when I fingered you outside of your job? So fucking professional."
"You know what. If you're going to be like this then maybe we shouldn't be friends. You can go fuck yourself."
I wanted her to leave, but I couldn't let her leave like that. I could tell that my words hurt her. I did miss our little spats. It made everything seem fine. I pulled her into my dark room.
"Let me go, Roman."
"No. You want me to prove that we aren't just friends? Fine."
"You love when I talk to you like this. Fucking filthy. You're probably soaked right now. Shall we check?"
"Other people are here and like I said, it's never happening again."
"Fuck them." I bit my lip at the thought of being inside her again. "I know you wear those dresses because you know how hard I get watching you prance around. You're a little tease, aren't you?"
"I don't want them to know about what happened between us. We can't keep doing this. We're not doing this."
"Wrong answer." I grabbed the back of her neck bruising her lips. "I need you right now." I cupped her mound, feeling just how drenched her panties were.
"Um...um...we can't-" she panted.
I turned her around, my hand still around her neck. I leaned her head to the side and kissed her neck. She moaned softly, turning into putty in my hands. "On the bed." I smack her ass.
She climbed on my mattress while I grabbed one of the silk ties that I bought just for her. I wanted to show her it was okay not to have control and trust someone although you don't have all the cards. Now it's time for her punishment for deserting me in that hotel room. I'm going to make her beg.
She was on her hands and knees. I stood at the edge of the bed propping her ass up. I put a pillow by her face for her to bite. I didn't want to push her to let everyone know what had started up between us, but I wasn't going to stop. I put her hands behind her back and started to tie them together.
She whispered, "What are you-"
"Trust me." Her breathing picked up. I admired my beautiful artwork. She was bent over in just the right position. Her dress just covered her ass. "You have to be quiet or they are going to come in here."
"What? You're not going to lock the door?"
"No. So you have to be quiet or they are going to find out." I locked it but putting the thought of being caught in her head would prove to be the motivation she needed to cooperate.
"Shhh." I rubbed her ass under her dress, hooking my fingers on her underwear. "I'm going to fuck you, hard. Keep your face in the pillow."
I pulled them down to her ankles then pulled her dress over her hips, exposing her bare ass to the chilled air. She shivered. I swiped my fingers over her wet pussy and she purred like a kitten. I kneeled, coming face to face with her glistening sex. I pushed her ass cheeks apart and lap her up like she was my last meal. I know she was irked that her hands were bound. I pulled back and stuck two fingers into her heated core.
"Fuck. I love how you respond to me. You're fucking soaked."
She only moaned and panted. I knew what she wanted and I was dying to give it to her. I pulled out my fingers and she whimpered. From what I could tell she was close by the way she started to clench my fingers. I dropped my pants. I gave my hard shaft a few strokes before shoving my length into her tight, wet hole. I grunted. She felt so fucking good. I missed this. I grabbed her tied hands. "Are you ready, baby?"
She nodded her head. I pulled all the way out and sheath my cock into her again, picking up my pace. Her hands moved around to grab at something, anything. The pillow suppressed her moans just enough that only I could hear them and oh, how sweet did it sound to my ears. This pounding was going to leave her sweet, little pussy sore, but she had to learn her lesson. She will think about it the next time she tries to run from me. When she started to clenched, I stopped and it took everything in me. I moved so slowly that even I was ready to end this punishment. Every time I felt her tighten I would stop.
After a few times, she finally turned to look at me. "Please," she whispered, her voice cracking. I wasn't expecting her to give up this early, but she asked for it. I was happy that she finally freed me from this agony. I hammered into her until I felt her clench around me, draining my balls of everything they had in them.
"Shit." I slowly pulled out of her. She was panting, her head still laying on the pillow that she screamed her orgasm into. I tugged the silk from her wrist and her arms fell limp. I leaned forward and kissed her ass cheek before pulling her panties back up. "Come on. Let's go watch the movie."
She tried to stand but stumbled back to sit. "I need a minute."
I waited for her to pull herself together and I followed her to the living room, her slightly limping and rubbing her wrist. She sat on the couch next to Ryan who stared me down, looking every bit of suspicious.
"It's about time. We started without you guys." Damion said.
"That's okay," Emery said with a blush coloring her cheeks.
I looked over to Ryan who was putting two and two together. I gave him a smirk. Like I said, 'fuck space'.
She's all mine now.