Trapped In A Love Loop : The Alpha's Heir Twisted Fate

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Summary

Akihiko Kragen can’t stand the sight of Colt Stone but in the same breath finds himself been drawn to Colt irreversibly, and for the love of God can’t comprehend why that is. “Can we try being friends at the very least?” His intense eyes stared at Colt as if he had just asked something extremely stupid, this was the most emotion Colt had ever seen Akihiko express since they met again in this world. “That’s never going to happen, have you forgotten or are you just playing dumb, we are not meant to ever be friends or anything close, remember this Colt Stone, we are natural-born enemies, just the sight of you and people from your race disgusts this Lord” Colt Stone once died at the hands of his husband, the ex Alpha’s heir of the Riverdale Park and his Mate Akihiko, however, he couldn't complain since he was a terrible life partner and kind of deserved such a brutal ending even if it wasn’t Akihiko’s intention. Now Colt somehow gets a chance to be reborn, something he never expected could or would happen to a guy like himself. But everything Colt once knew is somehow gone and now he is forced to live a life quite different from his former life. Colt will have to wear his ex-husband’s shoes, in the sense that he will be the one chasing after him, the one with a Mate that was born to hate everything about his very existence from the very fiber of his bones,...

Genre:
Romance / Fantasy
Author:
iLyna_chAn
Status:
Ongoing
Chapters:
2
Rating:
n/a
Age Rating:
16+

Chapter 1 – Death and Revival (PG 16)

Chapter 1- Death And Revival (PG 16)

“You always feel so good Liam” Colt groan in pleasure as he bites at the young man’s lips and ran his hands all over his body, said the man was comfortably lying underneath Colt on his matrimonial bed, said man who happened to not be Colt newly married husband Akihiko.

“Arghhh, Co... Co...Colt I want more of you ” Liam’s whole body jerked and shivered as Colt caressed his sensitive spots, it took a while for him to find his words again and when he did he finally said ” you know what Colt, I have wanted this, I have always imagined you inside of me, I...” at that moment Colt slammed into a particular area in Liam’s body which worked in successfully shutting the guy up.

While these two men were in their own world of passion, a certain someone had just driven into the apartment parking lot, Akihiko knew that Colt might have forgotten that today is his birthday, as well as the day they officially met, to Akihiko today, have always been a very special day because it was not only the love of his life birthday but also a sort of an anniversary day.

Normally Colt shouldn’t be back from work at this time and neither should Akihiko; however, Akihiko wanted to surprise Colt by the time he gets off work hence his reason for coming home so early.

Akihiko came out of his red Chevrolet Corvette and then walked over to the trunk of the car, he pulled out some shopping bags and headed over to the house he and Colt owned while humming the tone of the song ‘Faded’ by Alan Walker, there was something about that song that made him kind of addicted to it, sometimes he felt like at every moment of his life he had always resonated with the song and it made him feel comforted which was kind of weird since right now he did like to believe that his life was perfect and happy and the song meant anything but happiness, Colt, on the other hand, found the song too depressing and believed that Akihiko shouldn’t have it as his favorite but in Akihiko’s defense he liked other songs too.

Anyway right now Akihiko couldn’t wait to decorate the dining table where he will be serving Colt his favorite meal tonight which by the way will be cooked by his own hands, he got a lot of red balloon in the shape of a heart as well as red roses, although he planned on using the red roses for their bedroom, he also got them two matching bracelets that had a very simple design, it was silver in color and had the design of two hearts connected as one in the middle, Akihiko fell in love with this bracelet the moment he saw it and believed that it was the perfect gift for this occasion.

Akihiko walked towards the kitchen and then dropped off the shopping bags with groceries, he seems to be thinking of his next cause of action when he suddenly mumbled “I should probably start with decorating our bedroom” he giggled sheepishly at the thought of Colt coming home and discovering all that he had done without his help or him even remembering today was one of their special days then he did playfully offer to compensate Akihiro in the bedroom as he had always done when he felt like he messed up, which by the way to Akihiko was a wonderful compensation, they have been married for not more than a month so Colt certainly won’t be expecting another celebration so soon despite it been his birthday as well as the day they officially met and started their journey together.

Akihiko left the kitchen and then headed over to the stairways leading to their bedroom upstairs, it was then he noticed something that he didn’t take note of when he had earlier arrived, probably because his head was in fairyland, thinking of how awesome a day he and his Mate Colt will have, Akihiko saw a shirt and singlet littered on the ground of the living room, right opposite the living room some distance away was the stairway and they were more littered clothes there, the more he walked up the stairs the more he saw things like boxer briefs of different sizes and the likes, Akihiko heart was beating so fast to the point that it felt hard to breath

“They wouldn’t do that, he wouldn’t do that to me” Akihiko face had long since paled, his whole body was shaking in fear as he kept walking up the stairs, he wasn’t dumb not to know what the littered clothes implied, also his memory was really good and even if it wasn’t he still will be able to remember something as basic as what his husband and brother wore before he left the house this morning, however, no matter how much of a scum Colt have been to him over the cause of their dating he never took him for someone who will do something so dirty, so unforgivable, also he had promised with his life never to hurt him again after that last incident before their marriage, nevertheless Akihiko knew that this won’t be the first time Colt will be breaking a promise to him, it’s just that this time if he really did what he is thinking then Akihiko didn’t know if his heart could withstand the blow.

Liam was Akihiko’s younger brother and had come to stay with the couple for a few days, Akihiko was glad to welcome his little brother into their home, he missed his family and haven’t been able to see them since he moved out of their packhouse because Colt didn’t want to live in some mansion at the middle of the forest for the rest of his life, he preferred the bustling noisy city life which was opposite of what Akihiko wanted since he was sensitive to sound however for Colt, Akihiko would sacrifice everything including his comfort.


Walking up the stairways felt like an eternity for Akihiko, however, he eventually arrived at his and Colt’s bedroom door, he was about to push it open when he heard his husband groans mixed with his brother’s loud pleasurable moans, Akihiko would have probably heard this even before he got to the door if his ears weren’t ringing loudly and his head aching due to his fear of unknown, his mind all this while was in a dazed and foggy state, trying to convince himself that what he was thinking won’t happen, however, reality proved him wrong, now whatever little hope he had was been crushed into pieces.

“Seriously, we shouldn’t be doing this Colt, it’s wrong on so many levels” Akihiko heard Liam say in-between kisses with Colt, Akihiko fingers balled into a fist as he sneered, it was clear as day that Liam didn’t mean what he had just said, if he truly did then he won’t have his tongue stuck into his husband’s mouth right at this moment, it didn’t matter if Akihiko couldn’t see them right about now but with the sounds, they were making he could vividly imagine what they were doing.

“Stop talking none sense, it’s too late to regret this now” Colt uttered, as he kept at what he was doing in a more vigorous way.

“Mm...” was Liam’s response.

“You are so tight and sweet Liam” Colt gasped and groaned some more.

“Sweeter than him,” Liam asked almost innocently but there was nothing innocent about his question, he wanted to get confirmation from his brother’s precious Mate that he was better than his elder brother who their parents felt was perfect and who would have been the Alpha if he didn’t denounce his birthright because he wanted to be with Colt a human who wanted nothing to do with the packs business, Liam didn’t really have feelings for Colt, he just has always felt inferior to his brother and have always wanted what Akihiko possessed, even if it was his Mate, which by the way was supposed to be something off-limits, Liam was a werewolf and having a Mate was sacred so even if Colt didn’t quite understand how precious and important a Mate is, he should know better.

In the heat of the moment Colt responded “Of course, he can’t even hold a candle to you” Liam giggled happily as Colt spanked his butt playfully.

As if given steroid Liam shouted then, “Faster Colt, I am reaching my limit”

“Be patient, we will do this together”

Akihiko had heard enough and planned on doing so no more, his normally dull brown eyes had at some point turned golden, he used his palm to strike the door before him and then sent it flying at the matrimonial bed that his partner had desecrated with his brother, Liam’s reflexes was good and had come in time to drag him and Colt off the bed as the fell loudly, actually, it wasn’t Akihiko plan to send the door their way since even if it didn’t hurt Liam it would have done so to Colt but things happen.

“So, I don’t hold a candle to him?” Akihiko stared at Colt while pointing at Liam as he walked into the room slowly, whatever euphoria state Colt and Liam were in just moment s ago had evaporated, their dicks deflated as they stared at Akihiko in a shocking state, they certainly weren’t expecting him to barge in on their good time.

They had never seen this Akihiko before, his face was devoid of most emotions except that of rage, Akihiko was someone who no matter how many times Colt hurt him tried to always control his temper, no matter how sad and pained he was he never showed such an animistic and ferocious expression before, one that sent shivers now both Colt and Liam’s spine.

Akihiko felt like his whole world had crumbled and his heart had been carved out of his very own chest and this was done by the person he trusted and loved the most even if said person never deserved his undying love.

“You heard that?, I didn’t mean a word of it, I swear,” Colt said as he and Liam scrambled around to get a bit of cloth over their body, Liam was relieved to at least find his pants in the room while Colt directly opened the wardrobe in his room and then put on his sweatpants and a white polo shirt.

“Brother...” Akihito didn’t let Liam speak and just shouted “Get the fuck out of my house right this instance” his golden eyes began to drip with tears as he kept staring daggers into Colt’s, not shifting for a second since he stepped inside this room he has treated Liam like he basically didn’t exist, Akihiko didn’t think he could deal with both their betrayal at the same time, it was just too much for him, moreover he wasn’t as angry with his brother as he was with Colt, his Mate and supposed fated one.

Liam knew better than to keep staying there so he scurried away as fast as possible, he understood that if he angers his brother a bit more with his presence it might not end well for him, after all, he knew that although his brother has a small frame and was good nature, he is way more powerful than him and could break him in half if he so chooses.

Once Liam was gone Colt hurried to say, “Akihiko, baby I am so sorry, I don’t know what got into me, I don’t know how this happens, I never meant to hurt you...”

Although he seemed to be staring at Colt, Colt instead felt like his soul was been stared at, those piercing, raging pained eyes of Akihiko made his soul shake, he had hurt Akihiko before but he never saw this much pain in his eyes then, it was like Akihiko was always storing his pain in a tightly closed bottle until now that it finally erupted and this eruption couldn’t be stopped or controlled, Colt always doubted Akihiko’s love and never truly believed in the whole Mate thing but for the first time that he hurt Akihiko, he feels his heart hurting more, it wasn’t that he didn’t hurt before whenever he hurts Akihiko but this time feels more intense, more damaging, there is this forbearing feeling that he did lose Akihiko forever which he so deserves but if he was been true to himself, he knew that he didn’t want that at all.

Akihiko had cut Colt off from speaking and had begun to say “Legend says that the universe bestows a Mates to the werewolf race because they are the most loyal race, also the universe lets a select few werewolves find their Mate because they most deserve it and their Mate is a blessing and a gift especially when there is no rejection from said Mate, the universe doesn’t force us to love our Mate, they is no need for that because a Mate is someone that if met both parties will certainly grow to love and respect each other and will never hurt one another, however, not many people meet their Mates in this life and they end up loving someone who they think is their true love but who really isn’t, a true Mate is a werewolves soul mate, their fated one and destined lover who will protect, provide, guide each other and be together for all of eternity, their love is addicting, intoxicating, intense and all compassing, it is never supposed to be a one sided love but I think legend is wrong and I am a living proof”.

“Akihiko, your love isn’t one-sided, it never has been because I do love you, I promise with my very own life,” Colt said as he moved towards him, it was like Akihiko’s pain was mirrored in his body, he was scratching at his skin like he wanted to tear it off, he felt disgusted with himself and kept asking himself the questions he always does when he makes such mistakes “Why did I do this? Why did I hurt him again? Why did I break my promise?” Colt has simply damaged goods who due to one trauma couldn’t do right by Akihiko.

“Don’t you dare take another step near me, and Colt, your promises mean nothing, you make those promises for the pleasure of breaking them” Akihiko warned.

“That’s not true”

“Then tell me Colt, when have you ever kept any promise you made to me, Tell me” Akihiko stressed his last words as he angrily slammed his fist into the walls of their bedroom.

“I do love you Akihiko, I don’t know what comes over me when I do these things to you and I know I don’t deserve you but you are the only one for me Akihiko, I...” A tear dropped down from Colt’s eyes.

Akihiko laughed hysterically before he said seriously “Don’t kid yourself Colt, if this is how you love then I truly want no part of it, sometimes I think there is no way you could be my Mate because if you were then how can you bear to make me suffer this much and what went wrong in my own case?” Akihiko said as he sighed deeply.

The truth is it wasn’t that Colt didn’t love Akihiko, it’s just that sometimes there is this driving force that makes him want to test the extent of Akihiko’s love for him, Colt was a human who could never truly understand the Mate thing especially when previously he was a playboy who didn’t believe in love eternal, his parents were a good example of how love can be so fragile as well as the treatment he eventually got from his foster parents and people in general.

when Colt learned about him been Akihiko’s mate and that someone could love him completely he was disbelieving of this kind of love and always went to the extremes to prove to Akihiko that such love doesn’t exist even after Akihiko’s had proven himself time and time again, Colt couldn’t stop testing him, it was like he was possessed and this had become a kind of addiction to him, also for some reason his heart never felt sure or secured, he can claim that all his insecurities is because he comes from a broken home, however, how long was he going to keep using this excuse to hurt the person who he claims means the world to him, the only person who truly loved him for all that he is and will be.

“Please believe me when I say I made a mistake when I say that I love you, maybe before I couldn’t truly accept you love or the fact that I love you but I finally realize that I am nothing without you”

Akihiko scoffed “Liar, Liar, big fat liar, you don’t love me and never have, you are incapable of loving anyone but yourself and as a matter of fact Colt, I feel that those werewolves who were rejected by their Mates definitely had it better than me, it would have been so much better if you rejected me from the beginning then I won’t have to suffer this much, you are no Mate Colt, you are no blessing or gift either, you are nothing but a curse”

At first, Akihiko was listening to Colt’s excuses and his plead for forgiveness but the more he listened the angrier he got, his mind couldn’t stop drifting to the scene of Colt and Liam’s naked and interlocked bodies as they ate each other’s faces when he had earlier broken the door, he didn’t even know that his eyes had begun to turn red, which was a clear sign of a werewolf turning rogue, this occurrence is one that is not common however there is a greater chance for a lone wolf becoming a rogue, especially one that have found and been rejected by his Mate and was filled with hatred or in Akihiko’s situation been betrayed by his Mate who happens to be a horny dog that is always on heat, moving from one hookup to another, Akihiko really thought this will all change upon marriage and believed Colt when he said that will be the case, rogues were werewolves who had been taken over by insanity and had become ruthless, vicious, bloodthirsty and with no allegiance to a pack, truth be told the fact that Akihiko hadn’t gone rogue with the kind of Mate he had shown how devoted and strong willed he was, nevertheless this incident proved to be too much for his heart to bear, he couldn’t withstand this double betrayal.

Akihiko suddenly felt his senses become blurred, he didn’t know what he was doing during this time, he couldn’t see or hear anything, it was like he had been sent to a dark pit and underneath that pit was a pool of blood which he was drowning inside, by the time Akihiko came through and his vision cleared once more, he was confused as he found himself standing on blood, then he noticed there was also a trail, his eyes followed the trail of blood which led him to the broken wardrobe in their bedroom, the moment he saw what caused the blood flow underneath his feet, Akihiko legs gave out and he fell on his knees, his eyes almost popping out of their socket, behold was Colt who happened to have smashed into the now broken wardrobe and on his chest was a piece of sharp wood which had found its way through his heart, blood poured out of his mouth in large amounts as he gasped for breath.

It was all coming back to Akihiko, he vaguely remembered what had happened awhile ago he lost control, he was overtaken by rage and a taste for blood and revenge overtook his senses, he had turned rogue in that instance which lead to him violently pushing Colt and landing him in a situation where death was inevitable.

Seeing what he had done to the person most precious to him, Akihiko could no longer remain angry at Colt, he never had the heart to remain angry for too long at him anyway, even if before he felt Colt’s betrayal was too much to bear and he did never be able to forgive him but now it was different, Colt was dying and whatever insanity that had to lead him into committing such crime was long gone.

Akihiko’s ability to change from a rogue back to normal was something that has never been heard of, a werewolf who had gone rogue could never come back, that was until this day, for Colt he fought that insanity if not Colt body will definitely not be in a complete state right now, also he didn’t want to keep hurting Colt but who would have thought that just one violent push will have such dire result.

Akihiko rushed towards Colt, he was hanging some feet above the ground by the wooden sharp stick that was now piercing his heart, and this particular wound was still attached to what remained of the wardrobe in their room.

Colt had never seen this much pain in Akihiko’s eyes, not even a few minutes ago when he caught Colt sleeping with his younger brother, Akihiko looked like he had lost his soul, his eyes were swollen due to all his crying, he didn’t know what to do with Colt, Akihiko decided against pulling Colt’s body out of the wood stabbing him on his chest because he understood that he will just die faster.

Colt kept listening to Akihiko mumbling over and over again “I didn’t mean for this to happen, oh God what do I do?” Akihiko kept shaking as he stared at the blood on his palms which was as a result of him trying to slow down the blood flowing out of Colt’s chest, it wasn’t a wise move but he wasn’t in a state to thinking rationally anyway.

Colt felt very sad seeing the always cheerful and positive thinking Akihiko in such a soulless state, with eyes that accused and hated his very being, Colt know he couldn’t do much but to reassure him before giving up the ghost “this isn’t your fault Akihiko and I am truly sorry”, Colt last thoughts was that if he had a second chance he certainly will love Akihiko crazily, will be only his, will keep each of his promises and never disappoint the one person who had his best interests and showed him that love truly does exist.

Colt was certain he had died, everything around him was dark and gloomy and all he was, was a wisp of soul, floating in an unknown plane, however for some reason he could see Akihiko covered in blood, sitting on the floor of their bedroom with Colt still and breathless body in his arms, Colt could hear the distant weeping voice of Akihiko as he pleaded and blamed himself ” Please don’t leave me, you can do whatever you want even be with whomever you want to but please just don’t die on me, don’t leave me in this world all alone, I was wrong, I won’t ever get mad at you again, so please wake up Colt”

Colt soul shook and whatever vision he had of Akihiko was gone, everything went black once more and he thought this should finally be the end; his last vision of Akihiko was perhaps a reminder of how undeserving he was of Akihiko’s love and loyalty, it was a print left on his soul to torment him even in death, a print that couldn’t be forgotten.

However, in that darkness light shined once more and Colt found himself in a room that looked very foreign to him, also hovering above him were two faces he definitely didn’t wish to see, not after all they did to him.

As much as Colt will like to dwell in how much he hated seeing their faces he couldn’t help but wonder what they were doing here together with him and why in his perspective do they look as tall as Giants.



Chapter 1- Death and Revival (MATURED VERSION)

“You always feel so good Liam” Colt groan in pleasure as thrust and spanks the ass of the young man underneath him and lying on his matrimonial bed, a man who happened not be his newly married husband Akihiko.

“Arghhh, Co... Co...Colt you are so big ” Liam’s whole body jerked and shivered as Colt hit his erogenous spot, it took a while for him to find his words again and when he did he finally said ” you know what Colt, I have wanted this since the day you flaunted that big dick of yours in my face, I have always imagined you inside of me, I...” at that moment Colt slam harder into Liam, successfully shutting the guy up.

While these two men were in their own world of passion, a certain someone had just driven into the apartment parking lot, Akihiko knew that Colt might have forgotten that today is his birthday, as well as the day they officially met, to Akihiko today, have always been a very special day because it was not only the love of his life birthday but also a sort of an anniversary day.

Normally Colt shouldn’t be back from work at this time and neither should Akihiko; however, Akihiko wanted to surprise Colt by the time he gets off work hence his reason for coming home so early.

Akihiko came out of his red Chevrolet Corvette and then walked over to the trunk of the car, he pulled out some shopping bags and headed over to the house he and Colt owned while humming the tone of the song ‘Faded’ by Alan Walker, there was something about that song that made him kind of addicted to it, sometimes he felt like at every moment of his life he had always resonated with the song and it made him feel comforted which was kind of weird since right now he did like to believe that his life was perfect and happy and the song meant anything but happiness, Colt, on the other hand, found the song too depressing and believed that Akihiko shouldn’t have it as his favorite but in Akihiko’s defense he liked other songs too.

Anyway right now Akihiko couldn’t wait to decorate the dining table where he will be serving Colt his favorite meal tonight which by the way will be cooked by his own hands, he got a lot of red balloon in the shape of a heart as well as red roses, although he planned on using the red roses for their bedroom, he also got them two matching bracelets that had a very simple design, it was silver in color and had the design of two hearts connected as one in the middle, Akihiko fell in love with this bracelet the moment he saw it and believed that it was the perfect gift for this occasion.

Akihiko walked towards the kitchen and then dropped off the shopping bags with groceries, he seems to be thinking of his next cause of action when he suddenly mumbled “I should probably start with decorating our bedroom” he giggled sheepishly at the thought of Colt coming home and discovering all that he had done without his help or him even remembering today was one of their special days then he did playfully offer to compensate Akihiro in the bedroom as he had always done when he felt like he messed up, which by the way to Akihiko was a wonderful compensation, they have been married for not more than a month so Colt certainly won’t be expecting another celebration so soon despite it been his birthday as well as the day they officially met and started their journey together.

Akihiko left the kitchen and then headed over to the stairways leading to their bedroom upstairs, it was then he noticed something that he didn’t take note of when he had earlier arrived, probably because his head was in fairyland, thinking of how awesome a day he and his Mate Colt will have, Akihiko saw a shirt and singlet littered on the ground of the living room, right opposite the living room some distance away was the stairway and they were more littered clothes there, the more he walked up the stairs the more he saw things like boxer briefs of different sizes and the likes, Akihiko heart was beating so fast to the point that it felt hard to breath

“They wouldn’t do that, he wouldn’t do that to me” Akihiko face had long since paled, his whole body was shaking in fear as he kept walking up the stairs, he wasn’t dumb not to know what the littered clothes implied, also his memory was really good and even if it wasn’t he still will be able to remember something as basic as what his husband and brother wore before he left the house this morning, however, no matter how much of a scum Colt have been to him over the cause of their dating he never took him for someone who will do something so dirty, so unforgivable, also he had promised with his life never to hurt him again after that last incident before their marriage, nevertheless Akihiko knew that this won’t be the first time Colt will be breaking a promise to him, it’s just that this time if he really did what he is thinking then Akihiko didn’t know if his heart could withstand the blow.

Liam was Akihiko’s younger brother and had come to stay with the couple for a few days, Akihiko was glad to welcome his little brother into their home, he missed his family and haven’t been able to see them since he moved out of their packhouse because Colt didn’t want to live in some mansion at the middle of the forest for the rest of his life, he preferred the bustling noisy city life which was opposite of what Akihiko wanted since he was sensitive to sound however for Colt, Akihiko would sacrifice everything including his comfort.


Walking up the stairways felt like an eternity for Akihiko, however, he eventually arrived at his and Colt’s bedroom door, he was about to push it open when he heard his husband groans mixed with his brother’s loud pleasurable moans, Akihiko would have probably heard this even before he got to the door if his ears weren’t ringing loudly and his head aching due to his fear of unknown, his mind all this while was in a dazed and foggy state, trying to convince himself that what he was thinking won’t happen, however, reality proved him wrong, now whatever little hope he had was been crushed into pieces.

“Seriously, we shouldn’t be doing this Colt, it’s wrong on so many levels” Akihiko heard Liam say in-between kisses with Colt, Akihiko fingers balled into a fist as he sneered, it was clear as day that Liam didn’t mean what he had just said, if he truly did then he won’t have his tongue stuck into his husband’s mouth right at this moment, it didn’t matter if Akihiko couldn’t see them right about now but with the sounds, they were making he could vividly imagine what they were doing.

“Stop talking none sense, it’s too late to regret this now” Colt uttered, as he kept thrusting harder and faster into Liam.

“Mm...” was Liam’s response.

“You are so tight and sweet Liam” Colt gasped as Liam’s internal walls suddenly tighten around his cock.

“Sweeter than him,” Liam asked almost innocently but there was nothing innocent about his question, he wanted to get confirmation from his brother’s precious Mate that he was better than his elder brother who their parents felt was perfect and who would have been the Alpha if he didn’t denounce his birthright because he wanted to be with Colt a human who wanted nothing to do with the packs business, Liam didn’t really have feelings for Colt, he just has always felt inferior to his brother and have always wanted what Akihiko possessed, even if it was his Mate, which by the way was supposed to be something off-limits, Liam was a werewolf and having a Mate was sacred so even if Colt didn’t quite understand how precious and important a Mate is, he should know better.

In the heat of the moment Colt responded “Of course, he can’t even hold a candle to you” Liam giggled happily as Colt spanked his ass again.

As if given steroid Liam shouted then, “Faster Colt, faster, I am reaching my limit”

“Be patient, we will cum together”

Akihiko had heard enough and planned on doing so no more, his normally dull brown eyes had at some point turned golden, he used his palm to strike the door before him and then sent it flying at the matrimonial bed that his partner had desecrated with his brother, Liam’s reflexes was good and had come in time to drag him and Colt off the bed as the fell loudly, actually, it wasn’t Akihiko plan to send the door their way since even if it didn’t hurt Liam it would have done so to Colt but things happen.

“So, I don’t hold a candle to him?” Akihiko stared at Colt while pointing at Liam as he walked into the room slowly, whatever euphoria state Colt and Liam were in just moment s ago had evaporated, their dicks deflated as they stared at Akihiko in a shocking state, they certainly weren’t expecting him to barge in on their good time.

They had never seen this Akihiko before, his face was devoid of most emotions except that of rage, Akihiko was someone who no matter how many times Colt hurt him tried to always control his temper, no matter how sad and pained he was he never showed such an animistic and ferocious expression before, one that sent shivers now both Colt and Liam’s spine.

Akihiko felt like his whole world had crumbled and his heart had been carved out of his very own chest and this was done by the person he trusted and loved the most even if said person never deserved his undying love.

“You heard that?, I didn’t mean a word of it, I swear,” Colt said as he and Liam scrambled around to get a bit of cloth over their body, Liam was relieved to at least find his pants in the room while Colt directly opened the wardrobe in his room and then put on his sweatpants and a white polo shirt.

“Brother...” Akihito didn’t let Liam speak and just shouted “Get the fuck out of my house right this instance” his golden eyes began to drip with tears as he kept staring daggers into Colt’s, not shifting for a second since he stepped inside this room he has treated Liam like he basically didn’t exist, Akihiko didn’t think he could deal with both their betrayal at the same time, it was just too much for him, moreover he wasn’t as angry with his brother as he was with Colt, his Mate and supposed fated one.

Liam knew better than to keep staying there so he scurried away as fast as possible, he understood that if he angers his brother a bit more with his presence it might not end well for him, after all, he knew that although his brother has a small frame and was good nature, he is way more powerful than him and could break him in half if he so chooses.

Once Liam was gone Colt hurried to say, “Akihiko, baby I am so sorry, I don’t know what got into me, I don’t know how this happens, I never meant to hurt you...”

Although he seemed to be staring at Colt, Colt instead felt like his soul was been stared at, those piercing, raging pained eyes of Akihiko made his soul shake, he had hurt Akihiko before but he never saw this much pain in his eyes then, it was like Akihiko was always storing his pain in a tightly closed bottle until now that it finally erupted and this eruption couldn’t be stopped or controlled, Colt always doubted Akihiko’s love and never truly believed in the whole Mate thing but for the first time that he hurt Akihiko, he feels his heart hurting more, it wasn’t that he didn’t hurt before whenever he hurts Akihiko but this time feels more intense, more damaging, there is this forbearing feeling that he did lose Akihiko forever which he so deserves but if he was been true to himself, he knew that he didn’t want that at all.

Akihiko had cut Colt off from speaking and had begun to say “Legend says that the universe bestows a Mates to the werewolf race because they are the most loyal race, also the universe lets a select few werewolves find their Mate because they most deserve it and their Mate is a blessing and a gift especially when there is no rejection from said Mate, the universe doesn’t force us to love our Mate, they is no need for that because a Mate is someone that if met both parties will certainly grow to love and respect each other and will never hurt one another, however, not many people meet their Mates in this life and they end up loving someone who they think is their true love but who really isn’t, a true Mate is a werewolves soul mate, their fated one and destined lover who will protect, provide, guide each other and be together for all of eternity, their love is addicting, intoxicating, intense and all compassing, it is never supposed to be a one sided love but I think legend is wrong and I am a living proof”.

“Akihiko, your love isn’t one-sided, it never has been because I do love you, I promise with my very own life,” Colt said as he moved towards him, it was like Akihiko’s pain was mirrored in his body, he was scratching at his skin like he wanted to tear it off, he felt disgusted with himself and kept asking himself the questions he always does when he makes such mistakes “Why did I do this? Why did I hurt him again? Why did I break my promise?” Colt has simply damaged goods who due to one trauma couldn’t do right by Akihiko.

“Don’t you dare take another step near me, and Colt, your promises mean nothing, you make those promises for the pleasure of breaking them” Akihiko warned.

“That’s not true”

“Then tell me Colt, when have you ever kept any promise you made to me, Tell me” Akihiko stressed his last words as he angrily slammed his fist into the walls of their bedroom.

“I do love you Akihiko, I don’t know what comes over me when I do these things to you and I know I don’t deserve you but you are the only one for me Akihiko, I...” A tear dropped down from Colt’s eyes.

Akihiko laughed hysterically before he said seriously “Don’t kid yourself Colt, if this is how you love then I truly want no part of it, sometimes I think there is no way you could be my Mate because if you were then how can you bear to make me suffer this much and what went wrong in my own case?” Akihiko said as he sighed deeply.

The truth is it wasn’t that Colt didn’t love Akihiko, it’s just that sometimes there is this driving force that makes him want to test the extent of Akihiko’s love for him, Colt was a human who could never truly understand the Mate thing especially when previously he was a playboy who didn’t believe in love eternal, his parents were a good example of how love can be so fragile as well as the treatment he eventually got from his foster parents and people in general.

when Colt learned about him been Akihiko’s mate and that someone could love him completely he was disbelieving of this kind of love and always went to the extremes to prove to Akihiko that such love doesn’t exist even after Akihiko’s had proven himself time and time again, Colt couldn’t stop testing him, it was like he was possessed and this had become a kind of addiction to him, also for some reason his heart never felt sure or secured, he can claim that all his insecurities is because he comes from a broken home, however, how long was he going to keep using this excuse to hurt the person who he claims means the world to him, the only person who truly loved him for all that he is and will be.

“Please believe me when I say I made a mistake when I say that I love you, maybe before I couldn’t truly accept you love or the fact that I love you but I finally realize that I am nothing without you”

Akihiko scoffed “Liar, Liar, big fat liar, you don’t love me and never have, you are incapable of loving anyone but yourself and as a matter of fact Colt, I feel that those werewolves who were rejected by their Mates definitely had it better than me, it would have been so much better if you rejected me from the beginning then I won’t have to suffer this much, you are no Mate Colt, you are no blessing or gift either, you are nothing but a curse”

At first, Akihiko was listening to Colt’s excuses and his plead for forgiveness but the more he listened the angrier he got, his mind couldn’t stop drifting to the scene of Colt and Liam’s naked and interlocked bodies as they ate each other’s faces when he had earlier broken the door, he didn’t even know that his eyes had begun to turn red, which was a clear sign of a werewolf turning rogue, this occurrence is one that is not common however there is a greater chance for a lone wolf becoming a rogue, especially one that have found and been rejected by his Mate and was filled with hatred or in Akihiko’s situation been betrayed by his Mate who happens to be a horny dog that is always on heat, moving from one hookup to another, Akihiko really thought this will all change upon marriage and believed Colt when he said that will be the case, rogues were werewolves who had been taken over by insanity and had become ruthless, vicious, bloodthirsty and with no allegiance to a pack, truth be told the fact that Akihiko hadn’t gone rogue with the kind of Mate he had shown how devoted and strong willed he was, nevertheless this incident proved to be too much for his heart to bear, he couldn’t withstand this double betrayal.

Akihiko suddenly felt his senses become blurred, he didn’t know what he was doing during this time, he couldn’t see or hear anything, it was like he had been sent to a dark pit and underneath that pit was a pool of blood which he was drowning inside, by the time Akihiko came through and his vision cleared once more, he was confused as he found himself standing on blood, then he noticed there was also a trail, his eyes followed the trail of blood which led him to the broken wardrobe in their bedroom, the moment he saw what caused the blood flow underneath his feet, Akihiko legs gave out and he fell on his knees, his eyes almost popping out of their socket, behold was Colt who happened to have smashed into the now broken wardrobe and on his chest was a piece of sharp wood which had found its way through his heart, blood poured out of his mouth in large amounts as he gasped for breath.

It was all coming back to Akihiko, he vaguely remembered what had happened awhile ago he lost control, he was overtaken by rage and a taste for blood and revenge overtook his senses, he had turned rogue in that instance which lead to him violently pushing Colt and landing him in a situation where death was inevitable.

Seeing what he had done to the person most precious to him, Akihiko could no longer remain angry at Colt, he never had the heart to remain angry for too long at him anyway, even if before he felt Colt’s betrayal was too much to bear and he did never be able to forgive him but now it was different, Colt was dying and whatever insanity that had to lead him into committing such crime was long gone.

Akihiko’s ability to change from a rogue back to normal was something that has never been heard of, a werewolf who had gone rogue could never come back, that was until this day, for Colt he fought that insanity if not Colt body will definitely not be in a complete state right now, also he didn’t want to keep hurting Colt but who would have thought that just one violent push will have such dire result.

Akihiko rushed towards Colt, he was hanging some feet above the ground by the wooden sharp stick that was now piercing his heart, and this particular wound was still attached to what remained of the wardrobe in their room.

Colt had never seen this much pain in Akihiko’s eyes, not even a few minutes ago when he caught Colt sleeping with his younger brother, Akihiko looked like he had lost his soul, his eyes were swollen due to all his crying, he didn’t know what to do with Colt, Akihiko decided against pulling Colt’s body out of the wood stabbing him on his chest because he understood that he will just die faster.

Colt kept listening to Akihiko mumbling over and over again “I didn’t mean for this to happen, oh God what do I do?” Akihiko kept shaking as he stared at the blood on his palms which was as a result of him trying to slow down the blood flowing out of Colt’s chest, it wasn’t a wise move but he wasn’t in a state to thinking rationally anyway.

Colt felt very sad seeing the always cheerful and positive thinking Akihiko in such a soulless state, with eyes that accused and hated his very being, Colt know he couldn’t do much but to reassure him before giving up the ghost “this isn’t your fault Akihiko and I am truly sorry”, Colt last thoughts was that if he had a second chance he certainly will love Akihiko crazily, will be only his, will keep each of his promises and never disappoint the one person who had his best interests and showed him that love truly does exist.

Colt was certain he had died, everything around him was dark and gloomy and all he was, was a wisp of soul, floating in an unknown plane, however for some reason he could see Akihiko covered in blood, sitting on the floor of their bedroom with Colt still and breathless body in his arms, Colt could hear the distant weeping voice of Akihiko as he pleaded and blamed himself ” Please don’t leave me, you can do whatever you want even be with whomever you want to but please just don’t die on me, don’t leave me in this world all alone, I was wrong, I won’t ever get mad at you again, so please wake up Colt”

Colt soul shook and whatever vision he had of Akihiko was gone, everything went black once more and he thought this should finally be the end; his last vision of Akihiko was perhaps a reminder of how undeserving he was of Akihiko’s love and loyalty, it was a print left on his soul to torment him even in death, a print that couldn’t be forgotten.

However, in that darkness light shined once more and Colt found himself in a room that looked very foreign to him, also hovering above him were two faces he definitely didn’t wish to see, not after all they did to him.

As much as Colt will like to dwell in how much he hated seeing their faces he couldn’t help but wonder what they were doing here together with him and why in his perspective do they look as tall as Giants.

End Of Chapter

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