Chapter 11 - No Regrets
I stayed pondering what I should do after Jimin left. He knew I felt something for Yoongi and I had to deal with it. I didn’t want to make a mistake I would regret the rest of my life. I hate that I was hurting Jimin but I needed to know how Yoongi really felt about me. I couldn’t help how I felt. I couldn’t resist him. Is it right? Is it wrong? Is this how he felt too?
Just one kiss had made such a difference.
My phone rang and I looked to see it was Hobi was calling me. “‘S’up?’ Mister, You have great timing.”
“Yes, I really need to talk to you. My life has just imploded.”
“Oh geez! I’m at the coffee shop. Can you come to meet me?” He asked.
“The one where Yoongi works?”
“Sure, but it’s really important that I find Yoongi. He’s leaving today and I need to see him before he goes or I’ll regret it for the rest of my life.”
“Well, I guess he feels the same or he wouldn’t have asked me to get you here. He was afraid you would say no to him.”
“Really? Okay, I will come right now. Wait for me.” I said as I hurried to the door.
“I will,” he said. Hobi looked at his phone and shook his head. He mumbled to himself, “I hope Jimin won’t hate me for this.”
When I got to the coffee shop I could see Hobi sitting alone at a table looking at his phone. I wondered where Yoongi was. My heart jumped in my chest and I realized I was scared to confront him. By now, I was sure I didn’t want him to leave.
I stumbled into the coffee shop and called out to Hobi, “Mister!”
Hobi was sitting alone at a table looking at his phone. He looked up and screeched, “Mister!”
I started calling him Mister when he had become my dance tutor and he playfully returned the term till it became our pet name for each other. I knew I could confide in him without feeling terrible about myself because he was such an empathetic person.
I looked around wondering where Yoongi was. My heart jumped in my chest and I realized I was scared to confront him. By now, I was sure I didn’t want him to leave.
“Hi Hobi! I greeted him with a hug. Where is Yoongi?”
“He’s coming, but first I wanted to talk to you. Important business! You are my friends after all.”
I smiled fondly and nodded my head.
“There are some things I want you to know about Yoongi. He didn’t ask me to say this but please give him a chance. He told me that every time he tries to tell you how he feels you don’t want to hear it. I know you! This is true, isn’t it?”
“I try to be his friend and listen to him and my advice was he has to show you how he feels. My Jennie is a stubborn girl I told him. She will deny she likes you.”
“He is annoying, incorrigible, wicked and and he ignores me!” I quickly stuttered.
“I know, he can come off as a badass and that everything is a joke but in truth, he is a really sweet and sensitive guy. He really cares for you but he stayed away because of his friendship with Jimin. He was very torn about coming between you guys. But it’s tearing him apart. He says everywhere he goes he is reminded of you. He can’t stop thinking about you and it’s driving him crazy. That’s why he wants to leave town. Please give him a chance and hear him out.”
“I will, Hobi,” I said calming down, “that’s why I’m here. I think a lot about him too. Part of me wants to be loyal to Jimin because of my mistake, but I can’t deny my feelings for Yoongi. Does he still work here?” I asked.
“No. Didn’t you know he got fired that day he left work to bring you your bag?”
“Oh! I didn’t know. I owe him so much and he never said anything.”
“He should have told you. He probably didn’t want you to feel bad. That’s how he is. He is thoughtful and kind but most people wouldn’t know it.”
Just then Hobi’s phone received a text and my heart jumped.
“It’s Yoongi. He asked me if you came. I told him you’re here and you want to see him. He wants me to bring you up.
“I’m ready. How do I look?” I said.
“You look very nice, Mister.” Hobi smiled at me reassuringly.
He took my hand as if afraid I was going to run away. My nerves must have shown on my face. My hand felt cold in his warm one. Actually, I couldn’t wait to see Yoongi. We walked through the kitchen to a stairwell in the back. “This looks like it goes to the roof,” I said still very nervous.
Each step I took up the stairs the faint music got louder. I recognized Yoongi’s voice singing!! It was so soft and sweet. I didn’t know he could sing like that. It made me so emotional. I fanned my face trying to control my racing heart. I looked back at Hobi in disbelief. Had Yoongi written a song for me? I got to the top of the stairs and couldn’t believe my eyes. There was Yoongi holding a bunch of flowers tears on his face. The song tells me he loves me! I couldn’t help smiling I was so happy he had done this for me. He had made a blanket fort with pillows and fairy lights. It looked so cozy and romantic. He really knew how to make me feel special. There are moments in life that you know you will never forget and this was one of them.
He walked up to me and handed me the flowers. “I love you so much, Jennie. You are my sun, my moon, and the stars, please say you will be mine.”
I looked up at his beautiful eyes so close to mine. I was finally face to face with my one true love. “Yoongi, I’ve been yours since the first moment I saw you at this coffee shop. I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you how I feel. I fell in love with you that day. I love you so much it hurts.”
Yoongi covered his face with his lovely white hands and started to sob. I hugged him so tight I wanted to be one with him. To feel his pain and his love as my own.
“I never want to hurt you again.” I kissed the tears that trickled down his cheeks and the little freckle by his nose. “You are so dear to me!”
He stared at me for a while and touched my face gently with his fingers. “I want to savor this moment. I want to kiss every curve of your face. I love you so much. You drove me to madness with desire for you. Tell me your mine!” He pleaded.
“You will never kiss Jimin again?” He commanded and asked.
“Only you!” She replied.
He picked me up like a groom carries his bride and sat me on the pillows. I pulled him closer to me and started kissing his sexy lips. He kissed me back passionately not holding back he opened my shirt and exposed my shoulders and kissed them, biting them softly. Soft moans escaped my lips. “I want you so much,” he whispered in my ear.
“Then take me,” I begged. He took off his shirt and pulled down his pants revealing his milky skin in contrast to his black underpants. I admired his body as he stared at mine. He started touching my breast and kissing them so sweetly. My back arched with desire wanting to feel him closer to me. I touched his chest and abdomen and he shook with desire. I planted kisses from his belly button down. He tasted so good. His arms tightened around me possessively as he got on top of me and entered me slowly. I was so ready for him I tingled.
“Give me more I begged. I want to feel all your love.” Tears ran down my face but these were tears of happiness at last.
We made love in the little tent on the rooftop and we held each other as we watched the sunset and the stars come out and our love soared over the rooftops and sparkled in the sky.
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