Left alone in my thoughts

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I had to lie to Sam about Finn and I getting mono. I told him I saved Finn’s life because he choked on a gum ball. And he believed it! I didn't want him to that way we would break up and I could be with Finn but he trusts me. Great.

Sam even sang me a song, “Baby” by Justin Bieber. He said he started a new one man band called the Justin Bieber experience. I was so embarrassed. Justin Bieber? Really? But when he started singing it was amazing! He was so cute. I loved it.

The next day in glee club Finn came over to me and put his arm around me. He asked me out to go ice skating on Friday but I told him I haven't decided yet. Because after that song I may have changed my mind about Sam.

Then Sam, Artie, Mike and Puck walked in. I guess they all joined Sam’s band. They all had there hair like Justin Bieber, even Puck it was hot.

They sang “Somebody to Love” and it was amazing! It made me feel more for Sam. And even a little more for Puck. I even turned down Finn. I told him I choose Sam. I told him Sam was an artist and that artists turn me on.

I only told Finn that so he would go to high depths to be with me. That may be rude and cruel but it's the only way I can figure out who to actually choose.

Lauren sang her first solo in glee today. It was interesting. Puck was really into it. It’s like he’s blinded by love.

At the end of school I went up to Sam at his locker. I was talking about or date we were going to go on. He said,

“We aren’t going, and I’m not your boyfriend anymore.” He started walking away I followed.

“I said what why?’ He turned around

“Because you can't look me in the eyes right now and tell me you didn't make out with Finn.”

I couldn't lie anymore, “I want to be with you Sam”

“Forget it okay no harm no foul.” Then he said some impersonation. “Crap Santana told me to stop doing that.”

“Since when did Santana start telling you what to do?”

“Since we started going out.” He walked away.

I was devastated how is it possible she takes every boyfriend I have. Well I did take Puck from her but still. It was so fast. Did he kiss her while we were dating? Probably not because he is trustworthy. Unlike me.

After that I was so humiliated I ran out to the parking lot. I saw Puck outside by his car. He saw me right away and started walking towards me.

Tears were falling from my eyes. He grabbed me and gave me a huge warm hug. We stayed like that for about five minutes until I let go.

He held my face in his hands and looked me in my eyes. He wiped my tears away. He said,

“What’s wrong?” I shook my head. I couldn't speak. “Come on.” He put his arm around me and he walked me to his car.

We both got in. It smelt better than I imagined and it was actually clean. We sat there in silence for a minute. Until he reached in front of me to his glove box and pulled out some tissues. He gave them to me. I wiped my eyes.

“So you think you can tell me what happened.”

“Do you want the short or long version.” I sniffled.

“Which ever one is easier for you to tell.”

“Well I was dating Sam, as you know, then I kissed Finn, I didn't tell Sam about it, then I kissed Finn at his kissing booth, then I kissed him again in the auditorium and he gave me mono and then Santana found out somehow and told Sam, and then Sam just broke up with me and now he's dating Santana.” I blew my nose.

“So you've been doing a lot of kissing huh?”

“It sounds like I'm a slut.” I looked down.

“Nah” he put his finger on my chin to turn my face towards him “sounds like you're just confused.”

“I am, well I was. I guess I never really stopped loving Finn and I don't love Sam but I do care about him.”

“I understand Quinn believe me.”

“I’m sorry Puck I really shouldn't be talking about this with you.”

“Oh it's fine, I’m over you Quinn.” To hear that he was over me was like a knife into my chest. I liked that Puck liked me, that he would always be there to fall back on. Which now that I think about it is like I was using him.

“Yeah you like Lauren now.”

“No I don't like her, I think I’m in love with her but she won't give me the time of day.”

“She will. She will see how special you are and then she'll never want to let you go.”

“Thanks.” I grabbed his hand, he seemed to have blushed, he let go and said,

“So what if Sam is dating Santana I know she is like you're frenemy but she is used, trust me. Nobody but Britany can handle her.” Thats very true.

“And Quinn maybe it was all meant to happen this way.”

“What way? Me cheating on my boyfriend, then losing him, having a baby, and then finally cheating on my new boyfriend with my old boyfriend.”

“I don't see it that way I see it as if it was all supposed to happen this way to make you stronger, to find that maybe…Finn is the love of your life.” I could see that saying that hurt him. But maybe he was right.

“You're right I will march into glee empowered. Sanatana is only trying to get back at me. I’m better off without Sam.” I smiled

“Thats it! Now we better start heading to glee” We both got out of the car. We walked over towards the doors. I stopped and said,

“Wait.” He stopped and walked back to me.

“What is it?”

“Thanks Puck, I don't know what I would do without you. You're kind of amazing.” I leaned in and kissed him on the check. I thought that he at least deserved that.

“Woah nun of that, that's what got you into this mess in the first place.” We both laughed. “and don't worry I got you're back.” Thank God for Puck.

We both walked into the school.

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