In Glee Rachel sang “Only Exception” I felt happy for her and Finn for the first time ever. I was sitting behind Puck and I couldn’t stop staring at him all I thought was thank god he couldn’t see me staring. What would he think. That I like him? Because I don't. He then turned around and not like a normal person would do to stare at someone behind them, like gaze around the room no he stared right into my eyes. I stared back while we both sang. I looked away but I could still feel his eyes on me. When I went to look back at him again he was turned around.
I wanted to ask him what that was all about but I was nervous to. I’m never nervous to talk to a guy. I shouldn't be nervous to talk to Puck I just gave birth to his baby.
I saw him at his locker. I was at mine pretending to get books out. I peered around my locker to look at him. He looked great. He was on his phone texting someone. Probably a girl. Probably Santana. That got me angry. I walked up to him. I had no clue what to say to him. It was like my brain said no lets not talk to him but my body said oh yes we are. By the time I realized it I was standing in front of him.
He said, “Quinn. helloo? You in there?”
“Oh um howdy” Howdy? did I seriously just say that? “How’s it going?”
“Not bad partner. Did you want something?” He closed his locker.
“Um no. Who were you texting?”
“Just Finn.” He put his phone in his pocket. He didn't look nervous at all. Did I?
“Yeah well I’m going to go to class. Don't wanna be late.”
“You're always late Puck.” The bell rang. “See”
“Yeah well I guess you're right like always.” I smiled a little. He then grabbed his bag and started to turn to walk away but I grabbed him.
“Um so in glee club during Rachel’s song what was that about?”
“What do you mean? It was a good song. It was for Finn obviously.”
“No I mean during the song you turned around… and looked at me”
“Oh yeah what about it?”
“Why did you do that?”
“Listen Quinn, the song was about how that person would never sing of love if it didn't exist and that they found someone that was their exception. So yes I looked at you because when you go through the stuff we've been through you'd only think that we’d be eachothers exceptions.” And with that he turned around and left.
I stood there stunned. Did he just say that he loved me? Again. Does he want me to say it back? I don't know if I feel that way about him.