I was still in a state of shock as Asher drove me to his house since I couldn’t go back to the group home in the condition that I was in. I was ashamed for anyone to see just how broken and vulnerable I was at that moment. I didn’t even protest when Asher picked me up and carried me inside. He shut the door behind us as we entered his bedroom where he sat me on his bed.
“Are you okay?” He looked at me with sad, worried eyes. I felt my heart being squeezed just from how worried he was for me. I nodded my head in return.
He sighed and pulled a blanket from his bed and wrapped it around my exposed shoulders from where his large t-shirt hung off my smaller frame. I looked up at him and asked the only thing that was running through my mind, “Why are you being so nice to me?”
He looked shocked that I would even ask that question. “Because there are people who care about you, Kaia. I care.” He whispered the last part quietly.
“You don’t even know me, Asher. How could you possibly care for someone like me? If its sex that you’re wanting, then you don’t have to try so hard.” I looked at him, trying to push him away as I do with most of the people in my life. I don’t want them to get too close to see just how broken I really am inside.
He took a deep breath and shook his head angrily. “Damn it, Kaia! Why do you sell yourself so short? You are literally the most confident, amazing, beautiful girl that I have ever met in my entire life. I like you because you stand up for yourself. You don’t take anyone’s shit. I can tell that you’ve had a hard life but you don’t let that make you weak. You’re stronger than you realize...and...fuck...I like you a lot okay?” He finished talking, breathing hard, looking at me with so much emotion in his eyes.
I could feel my heart beating against my chest, looking for a way out. Butterflies threatening to burst from my stomach. I could hear my breathing picking up just from the sight of him in front of me. I looked into his eyes and saw him flicker his eyes down to my lips and back. He leans in and gives me the most gentle kiss. I felt like a virgin in that moment, blushing from feeling his lips against mine. Sparks were erupting just from the one simple kiss. I would have questioned it days ago, but for some reason, it just felt...right.
He pulled back and looked at me, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done that with everything that happened tonight.” He shook his head looking hurt and regretful. I grabbed the back of his head and pulled him towards me. He let out a shocked gasp when our lips crashed into each other. Our breathing began to pick up as we kissed passionately for what felt like hours, but was probably only a minute. I ran my tongue along his bottom lip, asking for permission to enter. He quickly obliged. His tongue tangled with mine as he held my cheek with one hand and my hip with the other.
I kissed his lips once more before trailing to his jaw and down his throat, peppering him with open mouth kisses. He groaned as I kissed and sucked lightly on the spot right behind his ear. His grip on my hip tightened as he held me. “You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do, Kaia.”
I smiled at him. “Don’t worry, I won’t,” I said as I continued to kiss down his throat and onto his chest. I could hear his heartbeat quickening with each kiss I made down his broad chest. He pulled my head back up to claim my lips in a kiss that made my knees go weak. He gently pushed me onto my back before hovering over me, between my legs. I wrapped my legs around his waist, lifting my hips to rub against his hardening cock. He moaned into our kiss which only made me grow wetter. He began slowly lifting his t-shirt off of me, looking into my eyes for permission. I quickly nodded my head earning a heart-stopping smile from him.
I lifted up as he lifted the shirt over my head before leaning back and looking at me with affection. “God, Kaia. You are the most beautiful girl that I have ever seen.” I smiled at him with the biggest smile I’ve had in years. He leaned back down and kissed me with a passionate kiss before his lips skimmed down my throat, leaving kisses along the way. He looked up at me briefly before lowering his mouth onto my nipple, sucking it into a hardened peak. The sight of him making me impossibly wetter. He switched to the other one as his hand massaged my breast. I moaned into the quietness of his bedroom. He groaned, “Kaia. You drive me so fucking crazy.”
His lips peppered kisses from the valley of my breasts down to my stomach before lifting his eyes up to me with his hand grazing the top of my gym shorts. I nodded my head, knowing he was asking for my permission again. He slowly pulled my shorts and underwear down my long, toned legs. He kissed my calves, working his way up to the inside of my thighs. My breath was coming out in short gasps as he made his way closer and closer to my core. I was about to explode just from the anticipation.
I felt his finger graze my folds as he groaned, “Fuck, you’re so wet for me baby.” That nickname should have made me pissed off but for some reason, it made me feel things. He kissed my thighs again before I felt his tongue lick from the bottom, all the way to the top of my folds, earning a moan from me in return. He looked up at me through his thick eyelashes before his tongue connected to my throbbing clit. I jerked my hips in response to his touch. One of his hands moved to hold my stomach down to the mattress while the other snaked its way between my thighs.
I felt him insert a finger before inserting another, eliciting a loud moan from me. His tongue worked faster, matching the pace of his fingers. My breathing came faster while my climax was building. My fingers found its way into his hair, pulling gently while coming undone. He smiled as he pulled back and looked at my post-orgasm face. He looked like he was battling with himself on what to do next. I pulled him back down so he was hovering over me again. “Ash, I want more. I want all of you.” I looked up at him, meaning every single word.
His eyes darkened with lust as he claimed my mouth in a hungry kiss. He leaned back and over to the bedside table looking for something. I sat there wondering what the hell was taking so long when he finally shut the drawer and turned back to me. He smiled sheepishly holding a condom in his hand, “Sorry. It’s just that...I haven’t had sex in a while.” For some reason that made me smile knowing that he doesn’t do this often. It also made me feel bad for once in my life at my one-night stand habit.
He must have sensed my mood change because he held my face in his hands while looking at me with so much love and affection. “Hey, it’s okay. I like you for you, Kaia. I wouldn’t change a single thing about you.” I felt my eyes water a little at his words. What the fuck is this guy doing to me? And why am I not mad about it?
I leaned up and kissed him slowly, earning a smile from him. I wrapped my hand around the base of his cock, stroking him nice and slow as he opened the condom wrapper. “Fuck, Kaia.” I saw him close his eyes tight, moaning and breathing harder than normal. “You better stop that if you don’t want me to cum right now.” He laughed the last part out which made me smile at his joking personality, even in a situation like this. He rolled the condom on and positioned himself at my entrance.
He eased himself slowly inside before I dug my heels into his backside, plunging him fully into me. I screamed in pleasure as he groaned loudly in my ear. He sat there, hips fully against me to let me adjust to his size. And let me tell you...he’s massive. He slowly pulled out before rocking back into me harder. I moaned out in pleasure which seemed to spur him on as he continued in a rhythmic pace. I began to feel sparks all throughout my body from our contact. I felt more connected to him than I have to anybody in my whole life.
“Look at me, baby,” Asher said looking at me with a face of pure lust and intensity. The feelings of the sparks, along with the intensity of his gaze and dominating words quickly sent me over the edge. I think my moans could be heard at least a few houses over as I came undone, followed by him afterward. My legs were shaking from the intensity of the orgasm as I lay a panting mess underneath Asher.
It was as if a missing piece was clicked into place, and the feelings that I had for Asher just grew stronger. ”Was the sex that good?,” I thought to myself, confused why I was feeling this way. He gave me a gentle kiss on the lips while brushing the hair off of my forehead. “You’re amazing Kaia Jones,” he said before giving me a lingering kiss on my head. I smiled at him affectionately as he got up to throw away the used condom before returning to the bed, wrapping me up in his arms. This is the first time that I’ve let anyone hold me after sex, and yet, I didn’t mind one bit. Because....I think I might be falling hard for Asher Lodge.
“Goodnight beautiful,” he said before giving me a kiss on the nose.
“Goodnight Ash,” I said before closing my eyes and drifting off into a sleep that was for once, not laced with nightmares of my past.
So... Kaia and Asher ;)
The real plot is just beginning. Get ready...