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Bittersweet Goodbyes 11

Saddam's POV

I woke up with a smile in my face, I've never spent the night in the arms of any woman, usually right after were done I call them a cab and send them on their way as I take my leave. But faith was different I felt things for her that I've never felt for anyone and that scares the hell out of me.

I thought my attraction to her was just purely physical but I have never been so wrong in my life. It took all my will power to write that note and as I was walking out the door I had to fight myself to not turn around and crawl back into bed with her and snuggle her into my chest.

Damn how did I get so fucked in one night. But it has to be this way I don't do love.

Three Weeks Later.....

Faith's POV

Today is my mom's funeral.

As we stand at the graveside I'm so numb till I can't even breathe, my eyes are swollen and blood shot red to the point that I can barely see.

I've been so sick these past three weeks that I can hardly eat.

In one day I lost everything I've ever held dear to me and I dont know how to put my life back together.

I fell in love in one night and by the next morning my heart was broken and not a few hours later my world was shattered by the news that my mom had passed away.

What have I done to deserve this much pain Lord?

As I sing my tribute to my mother my heart shatters all over again.

*Song starts

I just cant believe you're gone

Still waitin' for mornin' to come

When I see if the sun will rise, in the way that your by my side

Well we got so much in store

Tell me what is it I'm reaching for

When were through building memories I'll hold yesterday in my heart

In my heart

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made

They can take the music that we never play

All the broken dreams, take everything

Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know

They can take the places that we said we will go

All the broken dreams take everything

Just take it away, they can never have yesterday

You always choose to stay

I should be thankful for every day

Heaven knows what the future holds or least where the story goes

I never believed it til now

I know I'll see you again I'm sure

No it's not selfish to ask for more

One more night, one more day, one more smile on your face

But they cant take yesterday

They can take tomorrow and the plans we made

They can take the music that we never play

All the broken dreams, take everything

Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know

They can take the places that we said we will go

All the broken dreams take everything

Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday

I thought our days would last forever

But it wasn't our destiny

'Cause in my mind we had so much time, but I was so wrong

No I can believe that

I can still find the strength in the moments we made

I'm lookin' back on yesterday

They can take the future that we'll never know

They can take the places that we said we will go

All the broken dreams take everything

Just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

* SONG ENDS

The tears start falling again.

As they begin to lower the casket into the ground I step forward and place a red rose on top, a single tear falls from my eyes as I whisper I Love You mom for ever and a day saying my final goodbye I turn and leave.

Hours later at home I curl in my mother's bed with one of her dresses wrapped around me and her letter in my hand, the tears fall down my face as I can feel her presence with me.

I open the letter and begin to read.

Dear my sweet Fai

If your reading this then I am gone, I'm so sorry that i had to leave you this way baby. For months I've wished that things could be different but the Lord had other plans. A few months ago I was diagnosed with lung cancer and it was to far gone to do anything.

Faith I know your hurting baby and that's the last thing that i ever wanted to put you through but it's okay because I'm no longer in pain I'm happy I need you to keep trusting in God and know that I'm okay it's going to be okay.

Baby you are destined for great things and I'm so proud of you. There is a box at the back of my closet with $450,000 dollars in it the money is for you I've been saving it forever just in case, take the money to help you survive whiles In college. Smile baby and know that mommy loves you and I'll always be with you. Hope and Nate will always be there for you. I love you Fai forever and a day.

Love Mom.

Right now I'm on the floor, I hold the letter to my chest and sobbed until no more tears fell.

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