The undone buckle from his belt was cold against my hip, but everywhere else I was warm and shaky. His lazy, teasing thrusts made me insane. Pretty much everything about him made me insane.
He supported himself on his hands on the outsides of my shoulders and lifted as I rose onto my elbows.
"I want to try it."
"Are you sure?"
"I trust you. I'm 100% positive."
I watched him get the bottle of lube off of his nightstand and felt the cold, thick liquid dripping down my cheeks. He leaned forward, resting his left hand right beside my elbow, and his clothes brushed against my back. Every muscle in me squeezed tight with anticipation as I felt him slowly ease his way inside me.
Fuck, he was so thick. Holy living shit.
"Relax," he whispered.
"Riley. Relax. I'm not going to hurt you."
As he slid in deeper, a moan escaped from his lips. "Holy fuck, you feel so good."
I can't believe I'm letting Anthony do this to me right now.
This feels so bad, but so good. I don't want him to ever stop.
Once we both came, he pulled out and went into the bathroom.
Riley, what in the hell did you just do?!
When he came back, he shut the lights off and his warm, naked body pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around me.
His kisses were deep, slow, and passionate. It felt like he wanted to learn the taste of me, and I squeezed my eyes shut-tears slid down my cheeks but I wiped them away before Anthony could notice.
"Are you okay?"
Am I okay? I just let Anthony take complete control over me like never before and I am fully head over heels in love with him. But I knew our relationship would never go to that extent.
I nodded, blinking more tears away. "I'm fine."
"Are you sure? You seem kind of... on edge I guess?"
"Tonight in the hospital, I've lost patients before. It's always rough but this one really hit me hard."
"I'm sorry," I whispered.
"I'm glad you came."
"Me too. I wanted to see you."
"I wanted to see you too." I could tell there was something off in the way he spoke. "Actually, no. I'm really glad you're here with me, Riley. Laying with me in my bed. It feels like a pure dream come true."
I've been nothing but honest with Anthony tonight, but this was truer than everything else that I said to him. "Me too."