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Demetrius Wilson is a retired Airforce veteran trapped in his sexuality.. As he navigates through life, he gets more than he bargained for. Two failed marriages led him to a life with men. As he vowed to never love a woman again, a string of events challenges his sanity.

Romance / Erotica
5.0 7 reviews
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If you’re timid at heart this ain’t the book for you. If you can withstand my killer ink, then by all means enjoy your stay.

Previously titled “A LONELY CHRISTMAS” Copyright by Larry Wilson (Dapharoah69) December 2009.

Warning: This story contains blood raw literature, as written by my in-your-face, blood raw prose. Sexual content with an underlying message mental abuse, family deception and secrets, incest, violence, murder, and foul language.

There will be moments that provoke conversation and thought.

It’s a fiction story. Completely made up in my head. If you are into rose colored stories, then maybe Danielle Steele is for you.

I’m all for freedom of speech. But if you leave rude feedback or offend anyone I will delete and block your ass. Periodt!

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