Subject: I ran back to Yellow Fever
Today I ran back to Ssam and Dean. I still can't get over when he yeells "CRAZY PEOPLE!" LOL. And then the flashlight and the cat in the locker? Man, this episode is so funny...and then I jumped to season 6, I can't get over that one when they jump through the window and Dean is so offeended that Sam married Ruby..and omg..it's an alpaca dumbass! Do you remember the first time we watched all 15 seasons of the summer of freshman year? That was hilarious. We laid on my bedroom floor with endless amounts of popcorn and just...laughed...cried..and got so scared. I keep going backk to the those days.
Things here, obviously haven't been going good. So bad, I had to run back to the episodes that mmade me happyy aagain. And it just keeps getting worse and worse. I think my grades are starting to sllip. I can't focus in class anymore. I'm just sad, Kace. I thought this school would be amazing, but no matter what I do the bullying gets worse and worse. I went for a walk by mysellf. I'm trying to get brave and just not let them get to me. But I found the pond again. This time Ainsley held me under...she laughed and laughed...I almost diied. I swear. Why do I do this to myself? I need to hire a body guard, but Crowe won't eveen contact me through email...and my mom won't either. I don't know what's going on. Can you...call them? Have them email me? I don't have a phone sstill......
They won't leave me alone..... I think I need to take some self defense or something. Tthey dragged me out of my room today.... in the middle of the night. It's like they knew I was passed out asleep. They drragged me to the football field, handcuffed me to the field goal, and left me there. I didn't get free for hours...... I was cold..and in my underwear. Some days I want to come home, buut other days I want to tough thiss out, I know thatt's what you'd do.
Well enough about my depressing life here. I'm sttill counting down thhee days until Parkford. College is going to be so great. RIGHT!?!?
God I love you.