After I came home I cried again.
Pathetic, I know.
And I also know that you were dying to see me cry.
That was your ultimate mission.
I looked at you sitting in your room through the window.
Yes, Alex, we’re neighbours.
For almost nine years now.
But you never noticed.
You never cared.
I said I wondered why I ever loved you.
I still love you.
I love you to the point that it hurts.
And I’m gonna end the pain.