Hope you get these letters.
I’ve come to terms with myself and the guys.
I have faced the truth.
The truth I’d been hiding away for nine years.
The truth I was so insecure and afraid of.
The insecurity which drove me to bully you.
But not anymore.
I’m not scared anymore.
I’m willing to take a risk.
Even if it breaks my heart, I’m willing to take it.
No matter what happens.
I guess all I’m trying to say is,
I love you.