Once I am done telling him he seems to look upset, and for some weird reason I hate seeing him upset so I say,
"Why are you upset?"
"Well because you are upset, I can clearly tell you loved your Grandma a lot, and you probably hate werewolves now, so that means you hate me." Ugh why does he have to put words into my mouth, so I quickly respond with,
"No I don't hate you, in fact I really like you."
Fuck, I didn't mean to say that out loud. So I turn away blushing to avoid eye contact. Slowly he puts his hand on my jaw and gets me to look his way. We make eye contact and now I am able to study his eyes, they are blue with flecks of gold, but when I look into his eyes I see an emotion that I haven't seen before, but I can't quite understand what that emotion is. Slowly he leans in to kiss me as I close my eyes, the kiss is soft, tender, and loving. I can smell his cologne with a hint of pine lingering on him. I can hear the grass and over the seam of my lips, and I open up as he deepens the kiss running his tongue over every inch of my mouth. I moan into the kiss as I feel myself getting wet. Soon my lungs start to burn indicating that I need air, so I put my hands on his chest and slowly push away, and the start gasping for breath. That was my first kiss, one I will always remember.
"I am sorry," I blurt out.
"What are you sorry for?"
"Well that was my first kiss and I probably was no good and I shouldn't have blurted that out, it's just that my brain thinks it is a great idea to spill all my secrets to you. "
"No don't be sorry I have been waiting to do that ever since I first saw you hop in the car and drive off. Just so you know that was the best kiss in my life. Also your brain thinks it is a good idea to blurt out all your secrets because we are mates." What! No no no, this can't be happening, I am a hunter, my parents will find out and kill him, I can't lose him. Once he told me he was a werewolf I had my suspicion, especially since I was the only human at the lunch table, but you would think he would have told me sooner.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner?"
"Trust me I did want to tell you sooner, I wanted to tell you when you were in my library but then your brother called you and I was going to tell you this morning but you kept avoiding me, I was also going to tell you right before Katie called. But I do have one question, why were you avoiding me?"
"Oh, I was avoiding you because I like you and no one would ever be interested in me let alone you. So to not get hurt I was avoiding you." Right after I say that he pulls me into his arms and starts kissing me.
"Don't you ever say that again, now that I have you I am never letting you go and don't you dare talk to any other man but me understand?" Fuck he is so possesive but I think it is hot.
"Mhm," I say as I bury my face into his chest and take a deep breath. He smells so darn good.
" Xavier, can I ask you a question?"
"You just did sunshine, but yes you can."
" What's with the name sunshine?" I ask although that is not the question I wanted to ask.
" Because you are my sunshine, my only sunshine, you make me hap-" Oh my gosh I can't believe he just did that.
"Okay, Okay, stop being cheesy. " I said cutting him off and rolling my eyes. "I wanted to ask if it is true that I have a scent and if so what do I smell like?" Then he took a big whiff of me and said,
"Yes it is true you smell so good, you smell like vanilla." Cool.
"Can I ask you another question?"
"Sunshine, you just asked me one but go ahead."
"What are we? I know we are mates but what will we tell people like Katie and my parents and my brother?"
"Just tell Katie we are boyfriend and girlfriend and tell your parents we are mates, don't they know werewolves are real?"
"Yes but remember they hate werewolves and one killed my Grandmother. So I will just tell them the same thing. They would hate me and I still love them and I don't want them to hate me."
"Okay, we have to go, so I will call Malcolm to pick us up because I can run but you can't. We will continue where we left off yesterday on the project."
"I can run just fine, and what position is Malcolm in the pack?" I was really curious what position Malcolm was in if I had to guess it would be the Beta because he seems closer as a friend to him than any other person.
"Katie you were running for like an hour and no I will not allow you to run you can't over exert yourself, also drink some water. And Malcolm is the Beta." He said handing me a water bottle. I took it and said,
"Just because I am your mate doesn't mean you can treat me like a baby."
"Well you are my baby, sunshine." Gosh he is so frustrating. So I rolled my eyes and said,
"Whatever." He is so sweet I just want to stay in his arms forever. Then Malcolm pulls up behind us, so Xavier places a kiss on my forehead and stands up not letting me out of his arms.
"Hey let me down!"
"No." Ugh he is so infuriating.
"What do you mean no?"
"Do you not know the meaning of no?" He asked.
"Fine, if you don't let me down I won't give you a kiss." I said while smiling knowing that I won.
"Nope and I will get a kiss anyways." He sounded so sure of himself.
"What do you mean?" I asked while looking up at him.
"This." And then he kissed me forcefully opening my mouth with his tongue touching every inch of my mouth. The kiss had me forgetting everything. Once we pulled apart the anger came rushing back.
"Hey you can't just do that!" I yelled at him.
"Watch me." Then he kissed me again when he pulled away I was left gasping for air.
"Fine I am left with no other choice, if you don't put me down then I will never speak a language you will understand again."
"Okay here, I put you down now." He did but he put me down in the car and I wanted him to put me down so I could walk to the car myself.
"Oh mio Dio, non parlo inglese a partire da ora." I said in italian. He went over to the other side and sat down next to me in the back seat.(Oh my God, I am not speaking English starting now.)
"What does that mean?" He asked.
"Non parlo inglese e non puoi farmelo parlare."(I am not speaking English and you can't make me speak it.)
"Ooh I know what she is speaking, I studied Italian a few years back." Malcolm said from the front. Fucking hell now I can't speak at all.
"What did she say?" Xavier asked.
" Well first she said, Oh my God, I am not speaking English starting now. Then she said, am not speaking English and you can't make me speak it. She is being a bit dramatic don't you think?" Malcolm said. Then Xavier nodded his head. So of course, now I can't speak at all. So I said to Malcolm,
"Vaffanculo. Ora non parlerò affatto." (Fuck you. Now I am not going to speak at all.)
"What did she say this time?" Xavier asked annoyed.
"Well she said fuck you to me and that she is not going to speak at all." So Xavier turned to me and asked if it was true, so I just sent him the deadliest glare.
"Sunshine you're cute when you're mad, and you're going to have to talk at some point."
Soon we pulled up to Xavier's house, it was gigantic just as I remembered it. Then Xavier jumped out and opened my door and picked me up just as I was about to open the door. Fuck you Xavier this is what got you into this mess. But of course I couldn't tell him that because I was giving him the silent treatment. So I just punched him in the chest, not too hard though, and he just chuckled. I looked back at him and he was smiling, which earned him a glare. How could he be smiling. Then he sat me down on a kitchen stool.
"Sunshine what do you want to eat?" he asked as he walked to the kitchen fridge. "Fine if you're not going to answer I will pick for you and you will eat it no matter what." Then he picked crackers, cheese and meat. He thought he was picking something everybody loves but I despise cheese, if I eat it I might puke. He handed me the plate as I glared at the cheese. "Eat up sunshine, although you're not very shiny right now but that is when you look adorable." I began to eat the crackers and meat. "Eat everything, even the cheese." He warned. I picked up the cheese eyeing it wearily. "It's not poisonous." Xavier said. I popped it in my mouth, chewing it fast as I gagged. I swallowed the cheese as I was about to put another one in my mouth. But then all the food I ate from that day came rising up. I tried escaping from his grip but it only tightened. He turned me around and as he was about to tell me God knows what I puked all over him. Then I started to cry, because I puked all over him and now he will hate me.