She wasn’t live today. It’s not like I am keeping track of her, but I’ve been on her channel since the first day, and I have no clue why. I spend most of my time on the website; there are a lot of girls there, some go as far as touching themselves in their group lives, others talk.
Some guys can go crazy with the amount of choice.
But she was different. There was this thing about Nova that caught my attention, and I have no clue what it was. She just had this personality that seemed perfect to be on camera, and then she did that fucking dirty talk, and I swear I felt myself twitching only with her words.
Nova catches a lot of people’s attention, some good others not so much. I’m still waiting for the haters to appear on her live after the collaboration.
Women can be possessive, and the ones that watch me can be clingy as well. That’s why I don’t do privates anymore.
Privates, maybe if I ask her under my alias account.
New private message from 50shades.of.purple
I wait for her to see the message; it doesn’t take long.
When her name starts to blink, meaning she is replying, my heart paces against my chest. Yes, I am lying to her. But how do I confess I’ve been watching her for months? Talking to her, enjoying our time together, and that I am A? I’m someone she knows, someone she talked to.
I’m fucked, and not how I want to be.
50shades.of.purple: I was wondering...
50shades.of.purple: can you fulfill a kink of mine?
There, I finally asked. I’ve been getting the guts to do this. Never in a whole year, I watched girls in private. Well, there was this one girl, but she was kind of obsessed with me. We had privates where we both would see each other, but she started to get out of hand very fast.
50shades.of.purple requested for a private video
All I keep thinking about is that she won’t accept it. Nicole is not the type of girl to do these things. Yes, she is very straightforward, but even a girl like her always has something she won’t do. I have my rules, for example.
Her voice carries through my speakers, and I can’t help but smile at the girl.
50shades.of.purple: you look beautiful as always
She winks, she fucking winks at the camera, and I lose it, dropping my head and almost hitting the keyboard — freaking tease.
“So, what’s the kink?”
50shades.of.purple: well it’s a rather...
50shades.of.purple: I mean, I never asked you something so straightforward
“Okay, what is it then?”
She won’t accept it; I know she won’t. So I ponder my options. I can either tell her and lose her entirely or tell her anyway, and she accepts it. Oh well, YOLO.
50shades.of.purple: I’m not even sure if you do this or not, but could you stand naked against the light
50shades.of.purple: for me?
Her face twitches as she thinks. I notice she wrinkles her nose pondering my question. The girl is adorable and hot. The duality kills me. But I won’t force her to do something she isn’t comfortable with.
50shades.of.purple: you can say no if you want
“No, it’s not that. I mean, I don’t think I mind doing it, but I am going to need your help.”
Oh God, she is going to say something I’m not prepared for, isn’t she?
50shades.of.purple: okay, what do you want me to do?
“You can talk to me. That will help make me relax; you are the first person I will take my clothes off on the channel by the way.”
I knew it. She never did privates. The fact that she is doing one for me right now has a part of my body already wanting attention. I groan loudly at her remark before starting to type.
50shades.of.purple: I would love that, and I feel honored. Do you want me to be sub or dom?
“Whatever you want baby, it’s your kink.”
Why is she calling me, baby? I won’t last watching this.
50shades.of.purple: dom it is
50shades.of.purple: take off your shirt little vixen
I always do dom; it’s what I relate the most. But Nicole seems to like to switch. She is the perfect sub, but there’s something about her that demands me not to drift my eyes of her, or I will be punished. For the first time in my life, I’m considering if I should be sub for this woman.
She takes her shirt quickly, and I realize she is nervous. What I wasn’t expecting was for her not to be wearing a bra, or for the dude between my legs to twitch so hard at the sight of her breasts. Her beautiful, perky, round, breasts.
50shades.of.purple: I wasn’t ready for that
“I am also not wearing panties.”
She giggles at me, and I give up and take the Kleenex from the desk drawer. There’s no way I won’t be helping my current situation while watching her. Might as well go all the way then.
50shades.of.purple: I want you to address me as daddy
At this point, I’m pretty sure Nicole knows how to read people. She knows I like to be a dom even if she doesn’t truly know who I am.
Oh God. Why did I have the idea of asking for a private?
50shades.of.purple: sit with your back towards the camera, I want to talk to you like that
She does as I ask, and I lower my sweatpants and boxers. The guy bellow was already too confined, and soon as he sees himself free, he stands tall and ready for action.
50shades.of.purple: take off your pants
She slides her pants off, and although I can’t see anything, the moves this woman makes have me ready. I want to touch her so badly. She lifts her hair, letting it drop again, and I start to palm myself.
That collab was torture for me; all I wanted to do was taste those plump lips of hers and lose myself in touching the woman. In pleasuring her. Every time she said my name, I could feel myself hardening.
50shades.of.purple: slide your hands over the sides of your body
I reach for the gel and my hand clasps around my cock, and I slide it up and down, mimicking the slow moves she makes along her body. For a second, my head falls back before I realize I’m not watching her.
“Like this daddy?”
With my mouth agape a sigh leaves my lips before I lick them feeling myself getting lost in the vision of Nicole.
50shades.of.purple: precisely like that little vixen
50shades.of.purple: can you be vocal while doing that?
She does it again, and I can’t help anymore and start to pick up a pace. The second she peeks over her shoulder, her face appearing under the moonlight and she stares at the camera; all I want to do is have Nicole under me. Moaning my name while I taste every bit of her.
My hand travels faster, sliding up and down as moans leave my mouth. I squeeze myself, while feeling it twitching between my fingers.
She hums to the song, and all I can imagine is the beautiful sounds she would make if it were me touching her. If it was my hands sliding on her perfect caramel skin, while her mouth was breathing on mine.
Focus Alexander. You have your rules. You know you can’t break them.
Her fingers travel across her skin again, and I touch myself harder and faster. To this day, I have no clue how I stayed in control around her. When she did that thing with the brush on me, I swear to whoever divinity exists that I almost moaned.
The woman exhales sex, but then she is also smart. And that is a killer for me.
I let my head fall back just listening to her humming. How can she have this effect on me? I even try to control myself and hold on before bursting but there’s no point.
I’m close to relieving myself when her voice startles me.
“Hold on; I want to give you something.”
She types on the laptop, doing a very sensual pose before a photo pops up on my screen. And it’s then that I come all over my hand.
This girl wants me dead.
50shades.of.purple: thank you, but why?
“I don’t know; I enjoy spending time with you. Plus, I bet you like photography so...”
I was right; she is good at reading people.
50shades.of.purple: I do
50shades.of.purple: if you don’t mind, I would love to do this again another day?
“It will be my pleasure.”
Guess I will stay anonymous for a while longer.