The S Word

All Rights Reserved ©

Hate

After the massive freaking out, I chose a smaller outfit for today’s live, high waist shorts, and a fitted shirt. It’s a ‘normal’ live for me, the second collab with Alexander is still a work in progress, as he wants to meet me tomorrow to discuss what we should do. It’s going to be on my channel, and as I glance around the place, I realize I need to do some cleaning in this apartment.

Nova is live

“Hi, guys, what are you all doing?”

BigBookWorm: I was reading

BigDickEnergy: I ditched what I was doing with your notification

“I feel honored,” I reply, looking at the camera.

50shades.of.purple: what are you going to do today?

“Glad you ask.”

I lean on the bed to pick the bowl with ice cubes and showing it to the camera. Taking one, I play with the cold ice on my lips before putting it in my mouth.

50shades.of.purple: well fuck

BigDickEnergy: what are you doing to me, woman?

BitchQueen: I may be gay

MyJamsareTheShit: if you keep doing that shit you will kill all the people watching

“I don’t understand what you are all saying. It’s a hot summer night I just thought about cooling off a little.”

50shades.of.purple: I swear if you don’t stop the tease...

“What are you going to do then?”

I raise my eyebrows smirking at the camera and watch as his name blinks. This guy is a lot like me; he tries to see how people react to him. But I’m good at this game, I’m fantastic at it, and now I wonder how far he can go?

50shades.of.purple: you need to be spanked

“Oh, I bet I do and are you the one willing to do that?”

MyJamsAreTheShit: FUCK NOVA THE DUDE WON’T SURVIVE

I start to laugh at the craziness in the chat before he replies once more.

50shades.of.purple: I can be everything you want me to little vixen

“Well, I’m a very disobedient girl sir.”

BestLipsYoullEverTaste: I’m grabbing the popcorn cause the show is about to get good

50shades.of.purple: that’s because you don’t have the right man handling you

I am about to speak, but the overflow of comments tempt me to read a little, and instead, my eyes spot a comment as I talk, one I had yet to see on my channel.

Agirlfriend: you bitch, you think just because you did a collab with him, you are something now? He is mine, you mean nothing

MyJamsAreTheShit: who let the crazy one in?

“I’m sorry, and you are?”

Agirlfriend: are you blind too? Don’t you see my username? Im A’s GIRLFRIEND as in the one he hugs at night

I start to laugh, not even caring if it will make her even more upset. I knew Alexander had some serious fans, some of them very clingy. By what Layla told me he doesn’t do privates because of that. I tried once, under my alias name, he dismissed it right away.

“Honey, he never mentioned any girl in his life when we met,” I speak popping the ice cube in my mouth again and chewing on it. “Nor did I see anything about a girlfriend in his apartment. But hey good for you. I’ll make sure to ask for your name when we meet tomorrow.”

BitchQueen: oh the sass

50shades.of.purple: you’re doing another collab with him?

“Yes, this time on my channel.”

Comments start to overflow, some good, most of the guys don’t mind to share my attention as they will have something to watch. Men, even if you share the focus, you give them with another guy they keep coming back.

MyJamsAreTheShit: bitch, why didn’t you tell me?

Novaisacunt: you are a slut

“Tell me something I don’t know.”

I try to ditch the haters as much as I can, but every time I ban one from the chat another one pops in. At this point I’m pretty sure it’s one, maybe two girls with different user names because the comments are always the same. Vague and insulting.

“You know what, I’m not going to take this. You all need either a job or a hobby, and I’m not about to be your target.” I pop another ice cube in my mouth waiting, when she replies with another insult, I decide to finish this once and for all.

“Besides, if your boyfriend is so happy with you I would very much like to know why I’m the one doing the collabs then?”

They try to reply, but my followers keep shutting them down. I love this, people coming to support me, without asking. Yes, most of them are here to watch, but some care.

“So, as I was about to say, I have a meeting with A tomorrow. The new collab should happen somewhere at the end of the week. We only need to decide a few things as the set, and you know what to do...”

MyJamsAreTheShit: I know a few things you could do

BitchQueen: girl, do him. Do him for all of us

“Loves, as he says ‘no sex stuff.’ So, we may do something in the lines of the last live. But that’s all for today. I’ll see you again tomorrow. Love you.”

Nova is offline

Going to the kitchen to place the now-empty bowl in the sink, I drag my feet across the small hallway and all the while thinking about how crazy someone can be to even come to other people channels to insult them? I mean, even if Alexander has a girlfriend, which I may hint next time we meet, I’m pretty sure she wouldn’t go to my channel to offend me.

Having a relationship and doing these lives can be a hazardous thing. Either the other person is willing to embrace the fact that the one broadcasting isn’t emotionally attached to the viewers or just leaves.

Layla had a boy who tried to force her to stop. She also had a girl who wanted to have sex with her during a live. So, you never know.

As I’m entering my room, I get a phone call. One I wasn’t ready, as I almost drop the device to the floor once I see the callers ID.

“Hi.”

The words sound unsure as I take the phone closer to my lips.

“Hello, gorgeous. I’m calling to check if you are okay.”

His deep velvet voice is like music to my ears, and I lay with my back on the bed, listening to him speak.

“I am, but why the sudden worry?”

“I- someone told me you had a girl harassing you in your live. I want to tell you, I’m sorry. I know that girl; if it’s the one I think, she has been stalking me for about a year now.”

“Wait, stalker?”

Oh, fuck it’s worse than I thought. I knew something was up with that girl, I knew he got too much attention, but a stalker? That’s a whole other crazy level.

Scratch that, she’s not crazy, she’s delusional.

“Yeah, she was dangerous at some point. Got my phone number, my former address.”

“I’m sorry to hear that.”

“It’s okay.”

My eyes close while he speaks, this man’s voice does things to me I never knew. How can my body react in ways it never did before just by listening to him?

“About tomorrow-”

“You’re not canceling on me, are you Alexander?”

“I would never cancel on you, gorgeous,” he says, laughing. “I was going to ask if you want to meet somewhere, or if your house is fine? Because that way we can see what you will wear, and if you want, we can shoot after.”

Why the hell does he want to see what I’m going to wear? Is Alexander having a whole idea I’m not aware of for this collab?

“My house is fine. But tell me something.”

“Yes?”

“Do you think about what I wear that often?”

Alexander inhales, I listen to his breathing as he seems to be walking somewhere. The sound of his body shifting makes me realize he might be doing the same thing I am, just laying on his bed while we talk.

“I think about it every day.”

Continue Reading Next Chapter

About Us

Inkitt is the world’s first reader-powered publisher, providing a platform to discover hidden talents and turn them into globally successful authors. Write captivating stories, read enchanting novels, and we’ll publish the books our readers love most on our sister app, GALATEA and other formats.