Chapter 14 [Part 1]
When I was fully dressed in the bathroom, I took a deep breath before going back to the bedroom to find Jack on the bed clutching his privates still. Drama queen, I didn’t hit him that hard but he deserved it after what he did. He disrespected me and in return I was humiliated. The little pain he feels right now is nothing compared to how I feel. I didn’t think he was that kind of person. I thought he was a gentlemen but he’s proven that he isn’t.
Jack’s moans were getting annoying. I went down to the kitchen and got an ice pack from the freezer before heading back upstairs. I threw the ice pack at Jack. It landed on his chest which made him open his eyes in confusion. When he saw the ice pack, he grabbed it and mumbled a "thanks" before he placed it where the pain was. He sighed in relief and the pain was became numb from the ice.
I shook my head at his antics before returning to the kitchen to make myself breakfast. As I was seated and began to eat, Jack walked into the kitchen but I didn’t look at him. He deserves the silent treatment after what he did before I can even think about forgiveness.
“Sienna I’m really sorry, I don’t know what I was thinking. I shouldn’t have done that. It was wrong of me and-” Jack began to say until he realised I was ignoring him.
“Are you ignoring me?” Jack asked incredulously before his face changed with understanding and he muttered. “I guess it’s what I deserve,”
Jack left the kitchen and I continued what I was doing. Once breakfast was ready, I took the food to the dining room where Jack was seated. He looked at the food I had with longing. Tough, it’s all mine. I smirked to myself. When Jack realised he wouldn’t be getting any food, he made his way to the kitchen to get his own breakfast.
Once Jack returned with a coffee, he sat down opposite me and I ate silently while he finished his coffee slowly.
Once I was done, I cleared up and Jack got ready for work.
When he left, I sighed. Was I too harsh for ignoring Jack? I don’t think I was, not after what he did but he did try to apologise for what he did so he does have some remorse for his actions so that’s something but it doesn’t excuse what he did. He made me feel ashamed with how my body became exposed to him all because of him. It’s going to take a long time if I ever decided to forgive him. How can I trust him after this? How is our marriage going to work? How’s Dad going to feel when he finds out? He will be gutted to leave me alone but it’s better for me to be alone than with a man like Jack right?
Maybe what Jack did was a one off and he actually regrets doing it. I don’t know, only time will tell.