Chapter 34 [Part 1]
I finally know Sienna’s secret but I wish I didn’t. It has ruined everything. Why did she confess everything now? I just got her back and we were happy but now we aren’t. How could she do this to me? Why did she marry me if she didn’t want to? I understand she thought her Dad was ill and he wanted her to marry me but that is no reason to agree to a marriage you don’t want. It’s too cruel. I loved her from day 1 but she didn’t. She said she fell for me and loves me now but does she really?
It explains a lot though, how she was reluctant to be with me at the start of our marriage and didn’t want anything to do with me. She wouldn’t even let me touch her. She really didn’t want me but later on she made me feel like she did when she agreed to give us a chance. Why would she do that when she didn’t feel the same way I do? Why did she string me along if she was never planning on staying with me? Was she really kidnapped? Or did she willingly go with her Dad? As soon as she heard he wasn’t ill after all, she must have leapt at the chance to leave me because she no longer needed to be with me. No that can’t be true. I shook my head. She really was kidnapped but I still feel betrayed. She never wanted to marry me, we never would have married if she didn’t want to fulfil her Dad’s dying wish.
I really don’t know what I will do, I couldn’t believe my ears when Sienna told me the truth. I had to get away but now that I’ve had some time to think about it, I’m beginning to think I’ve made a mistake. I still feel exactly the same, I love Sienna more than ever. Sure she lied to me but she told me the truth eventually and she seemed genuinely sorry and her love for me sounds real. I could see it in her eyes that she loves me. It’s what I’ve always wanted, for Sienna to love me and now she does but it may be too late. What if we can’t get past this? What if I can’t trust her again?
After a couple minutes of thinking about it, I came to my senses. I have made a mistake. I shouldn’t have walked away from Sienna. She must think I’ve left her and might do something stupid. I began to panic and hurriedly started to head back to the hotel. I know Sienna has lied but she’s told me the truth now and she’s still my beautiful wife. I have to forgive her and get back to the beautiful marriage we have made.
When I arrived at he hotel room however, Sienna wasn’t there. Where is she? I hope her Dad hasn’t taken her again. I decided to check her Dad’s hotel room in case she was there but when I knocked a cleaner answered, saying the guests had just checked out and left. Damn it! He’s taken her again. I’ve lost her, I’ve lost my wife again. She’s gone and this time I don’t think I will ever see her again.