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"𝐺𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑠, 𝑠𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒, 𝐼 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝐼 𝑓𝑎𝑙𝑙, 𝐼 𝑔𝑟𝑒𝑤 𝑎 𝑓𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑏𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑑 𝑖𝑛 𝑎 𝑑𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑡𝑟𝑢𝑒" Many believe in true love, soulmates, the one to be, but what if the one to be was your bestfriend? What if soulmates aren't just lovers? Reality, it hurts. Especially when you wake up from a lie you've made your reality. Does wearing mask always work? If only in the end you trapped yourself into your own lie? Not realizing you're only poisoning yourself along with others? Journey along through a whole process of a woman name Vanessa Alvarado as she grows away from the things that ate her soul and slowly fed her into the darkness of demons.

Romance / Drama
Age Rating:



𝑷𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒚 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆 ⊰


"Alice! Can't keep everyone waiting! Not fair that you hurried me up while you're still taking your sweet time!". A girl with medium raven-like hair shouted. "I'll be down in a sec I promise! It's just tonight's our night! And because you know you would still be undecided on what to wear if I didn't bug on hurrying you up! Now stop complaining we still got a good few minutes left!". The other girl shouted back from upstairs of her house, she was finishing up styling her hair as she smiled and huffed in satisfaction. Applying a little bit more lip gloss before she left earning another shout from her impatient best friend downstairs. "Alice!, I swear to god I'll-". The raven like-hair girl spoke out pausing her sentence midway when her best friend Alice stood in front of her, with the most beautiful dress, a dress that hugged her body in all the right parts, granted she was small-breasted and had a small cute ass but yet the dress made it seem to differ. Especially the curve of her body, Alice liked clothes that were a bit baggy and not too tight, especially if they were big hoodies, hiding all that goodness of a body of hers from the world. Yet here she was standing in front of her, showing off what she was hiding before, not to mention the lightest of make-up she was wearing. God her lips looked so shiny and kissable it was way too alluring and distracting, they weren't even that big actually, her lips were quite small and bit plump, well her bottom lip was. Looking back down, her arms, looking so delicate and soft, the perfect honey skin, and her legs. Sculpted so perfectly, with a bit of muscle, yet so feminine like that they looked quite alluring themselves, the Devil nor God himself couldn't contain himself from such an alluring type of legs, body, and lips. The raven-hair girl licked her lips as she subtly checked out her best friend, amazed once again by her beauty.

"God Alice do you even know how sinful you look looking like that, do you even know how alluring you are, fuck Alice why do you have to be so beautiful, damn, I just want to-"

"-ssa, Vanessa, earth to Vanessa! HELLO!", snapped out of her thoughts Vanessa shook her head looking at her friend once more raising a brow. "U-uhm yes?". Cursing herself mentally at her stuttering she only smiled at her best friend, soulmate, her Goddess letting out a sigh. "M'sorry my Goddess I just got distracted and realized with you looking like that, I think a couple of hundred guys are gonna die tonight". Vanessa said with a smirk quite evident on her features as she crossed her arms. Alice only rolled her eyes expecting such a comment from her best friend Vanessa. It wasn't something out of the ordinary, they've been friends for exactly four years, since the freshman year of high school, till the senior year of high school which is now. It wasn't till last year when they were juniors did Vanessa decide to be more protective of Alice and treat her so highly, and when she started calling her that nickname of hers that she became quite fond of, Goddess. Vanessa even wrote beautiful poems for Alice explaining in detail how and why she calls her such a nickname, why it only suits her and she will forever always be the one she calls Goddess. "Whatever Vanessa, it's not like a lot of guys and girls aren't going to be all over you, I mean look at you! You're just as gorgeous, especially since you know Isaac is gonna be there". Alice said, wiggling her eyebrows. It was Vanessa's turn to roll her eyes, trying to bite back the smile that was clawing its way on her sharp features. "Ya! Alice I told you this before, nothing will happen between me and Isaac. We are just friends, yes we were once together and shit, but that's in the past like freshmen past, Isaac and I already talked about it". Vanessa spat out quite harshly remembering the conversation they had at her house to only have ended up with steamy hot make out sessions and a lot of touching and grinding and--

"Whatever Vanessa, I know you both want to be back together, it's all in your guys' eyes, especially Isaac's, even when he gets a girlfriend, he still has that same sparkle when he looks at you and never with other girls". Alice said softly as she walked past Vanessa to open the door and step out of her own house, Vanessa walking out shortly behind her. Vanessa thought to herself for a moment at Alice's words, biting at her inner cheek, she was about to say something before a loud honk was heard in front of them.

"BITCHES OVER HERE!". Alice laughed along with Vanessa, rolling her eyes a bit at the one and only girl who would scream such a thing at them. "LETS GET WASTED TONIGHT". Getting into the car, holding the door for Alice, Vanessa shortly cleared her throat looking at the lady who was in the passenger seat. "Ya! Samantha do you really gotta be so loud, wake the whole neighborhood will you". Vanessa spoke rather teasingly letting out a chuckle. Samantha smacks her lips fixing her lipstick and makeup she had on, rolling her eyes at Vanessa's words. "Bitch you really think I give a fuck?, at least I don't live in this neighborhood, I can give less than two fucks about who I woke and shit". Samantha spoke back with a lot of sass, the driver was none other than our other friend. Monnie, she didn't have much makeup on, it was quite soft and cute, the makeup on her face making her soft features softer and innocent. She was older by a year than us yet still the same grade. Quite funny, but Monnie was always the softest and kind hearted person in the group, always making sure everyone was happy. She laughed at Samantha's and Vanessa's words at each other. "Guys come on, stop the bickering, we still got two more people to pick up, and Samantha language please and no one gets wasted and if they do at least do it responsibly". Monnie begged as she drove off to the next house with two people waiting for us. Samantha rolled her eyes at what seemed to be the upteenth time. "Oh come on Monnie, you know I'm very responsible for my actions especially when it comes to drinking". It wasn't even a second later that both Alice and Vanessa started bursting into laughter. "Very funny Samantha, who are you trying to convince? Jesus?". Vanessa said between laughs as she leaned over onto Alice who was laughing just as hard. "Yah! Not even Jesus would believe such a sentence Sam!". Samantha pouted as she huffed, crossing her arms. "I don't get what's so funny, I'm not lying, sheez some friends you guys are". Vanessa and Alice just continued to laugh till they got to their next destination with two more girls entering, confused at the commotion. One laughed because of how funny her friend's laugh was, confused, she asked. "What's so funny guys?". The second girl who came in looking just as confused added in "yah what's so funny?". Vanessa shortly stopped laughing, calming herself down making as much room as possible for the other two. "Okay, Okay so Nydia, Genny, so you know our precious Samantha over here, you two know how she is right?" "yes?", both Genny and Nydia answered in unison having their eyebrows knit together in confusion. "So the point is Sammy over here tries to convince everyone including Jesus that she is responsible especially when drinking". Once again not even a second passed, till laughter was heard again with Samantha rolling her eyes and looking through her phone ignoring her so-called friends, but she couldn't help to tug at her bottom lip, biting the smile that was trying to show, actually adoring her friends' laughs, especially the way they knew her all too well. But she'll never admit such a thing to her friends, of course, keeping this to herself.

The smell of sweat all over, people shouting and yelling, dancing yet grinding on each other, lights of blue, purple, green, and red illuminating everywhere. The loud music blasting throughout the whole area of horny, weird, freaky, nice, stinky, sweaty, seniors. All wearing nice clothing, girls in the most expensive (and some inappropriate) dresses, while the boys in their nice tuxedos and suits. It was prom night. The most important night for a senior. Tonight was Vanessa's and her friend's night. None of them were asked, well accept Samantha and Vanessa, though Samantha turned the guy down while Vanessa never spoke of it. Samantha was excited, all she wanted to do was go ahead and dance and so she pulled everyone over including Alice, snatching her away from Vanessa's side. Vanessa scoffed and rolled her eyes not in the mood to dance. "Come on Bitch! Let's dance and hope for a hot guy to come to us!". Samantha shouted. Genny and Nydia tagged along, even when Nydia was a dancer herself, the leader of the dance team, even has her own team out of school, and plays in the theater, she was still awkward in school dances. Genny was just shy in general but it was cute as they went over and tried dancing along with the beat of the song. Monnie found her other group of friends shouting at her to come over and yelling out a couple of "hey girl!" or "oh my god Monnie you look so cute and sexy!". Vanessa left all by herself standing and watching each of her friends enjoying themselves happily. Vanessa went ahead and walked over to the food seeing what was there to be served, and happily grabbing a drink. The staff members had cans of sodas stack into a tub of ice, Vanessa gladly picking up a sprite and drinking it. It wasn't till she felt a pair of eyes staring at her, much to her liking, that she then felt a presence behind her.

"Y'know Isaac you aren't as subtle as you think you are". Vanessa spoke rather calmly staring ahead of her as she took another sip of her sprite. The guy behind her, eyes wide in surprise and face shocked shook his head in disbelief. "How'd you know it was me?". Vanessa shrugged, "M'just a hunch Darlin' nothing new since I already knew you'd be looking for me the moment I stepped foot into the gym". She turned around facing him. She had to admit, Isaac kept getting more attractive, others may say otherwise but in her eyes, he just seemed to grow just fine and rather handsomely. Seeing him in his suit like that, hugging those biceps of his, god the suit made it all so noticeable that he was well built. Vanessa cursed at herself mentally when sinful thoughts reached her head. Gulping down her sprite-like it was an alcoholic beverage, she then took a deep breath crushing the can and setting it down on a table that Isaac led them too.

"Someone seems to think so highly of themselves lately, confident aren't we?" Isaac spoke teasingly sitting closer to Vanessa, his tone dropping an octave. If the music was louder than it was now then Vanessa wouldn't have been able to catch that shift in his tone. She only had one thought in her head. Isaac was horny like all the rest of the seniors in here, except for her freinds, well subsiding Samantha of course. Rolling her eyes she checked Isaac out one more time.

"Better keep your distance now Darlin' don't want what happened last time to happen again now do we?". She teased back, smirking at the way Isaac growled and groaned sitting back in his chair. Letting out a puff of air from his lips.

Isaac was Vanessa's ex, well for everyone he is, for her not really since they only lasted 2 to 3 days, she didn't see the point of calling him an ex if they didn't even last a week, but Vanessa did fall in love with him at some point, if she were to compare her feelings back then to now for Isaac she would simply answer that now it was more lust than love. She mainly blame it on her kinky self for the lust, and she couldn't help the fact that she knew some kinks that Issic never seemed to speak about but showed in their heated moments together. She had a strong opinion about how easy it was to be under Isaac, one thing for sure though she won't even be surprised if she ever lost her virginity to Isaac.

In all honesty, Vanessa hated all the guys she met in her life. Aside from Isaac of course, for some reason she had a fear towards sex, anytime she thought she'd give herself away something immediately stopped her. It was either because she let lust lose or her mind would stop her before she regretted anything. Though when she was with Isaac something in her just wanted to give in. Something in her trusted him but not fully. Weird and stupid, that she knew very much of. Though she was genuine about it and even told Isaac. That in her opinion he's been her first in everything, and over time she just seem to not let go of the idea that Isaac is the only guy she trusts with certain parts of herself. The most she adored about Isaac is that behind doors he was genuine and kind himself, every time they were in heated moments he always made sure she was okay with his actions, where he touched and grabbed, he told her that he would only go so far if she were to give him permission. For Isaac it was quite confusing, at first he never cared for Vanessa, she was just someone that he used to get over the person he fell in love with, wanting to use her and took advantage of her feelings, to him Vanessa was always weird and unique in her own way that he didn't want to get involved with her for it. He knew her since the 8th grade, it was at the 8th-grade dance when Vanessa danced by herself not caring about anything else but just dancing freely did he realize she was something. Though as time went on after their break up, due to the fact Isaac made an excuse that he did it for football, when in truth he just didn't want her since he used her for what he needed her for. In the end, something tugged Issic back though, without a second thought he found himself back in her arms, caring for her and making sure she smiled and laughed when they spent time together. It wasn't till that one summer moment where he decided to call Vanessa during midnight asking her if it was fine that she was clouding his mind and thoughts, wanting nothing more than her lips against his once more, that for some reason he had to see her. Vanessa was readying herself for bed when she recieved the call, keeping in mind that her feelings were quite present and a lot during the time, no one was to stop her and it was the day after that they met and decided to make most of their time count did something spark. But it was at that moment Isaac realized that he couldn't help but be addicted by the girl and new something was blooming but choose to hid it away rather than to admit it.

Back to the blasting music and crazy loud people dancing in the gym, Vanessa surely averted her eyes somewhere else, wanting to see the one person she thought was surely stunning tonight, she was always stunning, but tonight, something just felt different. Finally seeing the person she was searching for, did a soft smile display on her face, sighing contentedly when she saw her best friend Alice smiling and laughing, happy as she danced with the others, getting a little crazy here and there. It was when Alice ended up looking in Vanessa's direction did they make eye contact, smiling at her and waving. Motioning for Vanessa to walk over and dance with them, it was in those few seconds did Vanessa felt like everything in the world stopped, it was only her and Alice, it was the way her heart was beating in such a rythm that scared her deep down inside. Her breath hitched when she realized a hand was set on her thigh, a hand that surely didn't belong to her. Breaking the eye contact with Alice she looked over to see Isaac squeezing her thigh lightly, letting her saliva gulp down her throat.

"Isaac had to ruin the moment with his horny ass, dude really needs to learn to keep hands and dick inside at all the times". Vanessa thought to herself as she looked up at Isaac with a smirk. "Darlin' I know you're impatient but if you don't start keeping those hands to yourself, I'll just teach you how to be a good boy". She whispered closely to his ear, her lips ghosting right over the shell of his ear, sending pleasurable shivers down Issic's back and shooting straight down to a spot that started to leave his pants feeling a bit tight. "And trust me Darlin', you will suffer beneath me, breaking you in ways you wouldn't know how I did so". She spoked more seductively, making sure the nickname roll off her lips teasingly, nipping his earlobe right after leaving ghostly and butterfly-like kisses down his neck, making sure to leave Isaac turned on and suffer with a problem he surely had downstairs.

Smirking at her actions, satisfied with what she created, she sat back hearing an angelic voice. "Oh Issic I didn't see you, Hi! Are you having fun! You look quite handsome for once". Turning around and seeing the owner of the angelic voice- "Alice, you don't look too bad yourself". Isaac spoke back, fixing himself and trying to act as if he doesn't have a problem he should surely take care of. Vanessa smiled up at Alice, "I'm pretty sure you didn't come over to us to speak to Isaac so what's up beautiful", "Oh no, nevermind Vanessa, you're with Isaac, I was gonna ask you to come dance with us but you both seem busy with each other". Alice said with her soft voice.

Checking Alice out subtly, Vanessa couldn't help but chuckle at the way Alice's hair was getting a bit messy from going crazy. Getting up and fixing herself, sparing no glance at Issic with her full attention all on Alice she went ahead and took Alice's hand walking away with a much offended Isaac getting up himself and walking over to follow the two pretty girls. Subtly looking down only at one ass. "Really Alice you really think I wouldn't ditch that loser for you, you know I'll always pick you over him". Alice laughed at her best friend's words.

All the way till almost one in the morning everyone was having fun, laughing and dancing with each other. Eating whatever they found appetizing, making jokes, with Vanessa, almost strangling every man that got close to Alice or even just tried to touch her, with a very much worried Isaac pulling her back and Alice trying to calm the beast known as Vanessa and just having the time of their life. For they all know that in just a few weeks they weren't going to be seniors anymore, they were finally going to be adults, starting a new life in college. With none of them knowing what awaited all of them in that future, seeming so bright and cool in one way but scary and unpredictable in another.

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