Babe Look At Me And Stop Self Sabotaging
They say love drives you nuts and it blinds your seems to be perfect vision . And I can't say whether I agree or disagree because in my life I haven't felt anything like love .There hasn't been anyone YET whom i can fall in love with and reveal my true self and traits . But somehow all of that is about to be changed , a special someone is about to invade my heart and I being the clueless dumbass I am have no idea how its all gonna happen .
"Scar" she screamed in her beaufiful perfect voice. "Be right there!" I shouted back . Then I glanced myself in the mirror for the last time making sure I look good enough wearing my peach colored dress and with my chocolate brown hair floating over my shoulder
I grabbed my black overcoat and walked down the stairs and saw her waiting there for me . She was standing with her legs crossed and her hands playing with her dark black hair wearing a cream colored dress with a black coat over it. "Hey Ali!" I said excitedly . "Hey" she replied back with no excitement and with a certain sadness in her voice . Something felt wrong because she is always cheerful and full of life but now she looks like that someone slapped her without any clue and she is just startled .
"What happend? "
"Nothing" she replies with no emotion in her voice
"Are you gonna tell me after the 10th time I ask you ?" . "Alright". "Umm just that Kevin and I broke up".
"Fuck , what?" These few words just shook me.
Allison and Kevin are (were, still processing) the real life movie cliche couple . But they were the closest thing I had seen in my life to what they say is "love". They might have been a cliche but they both were my best friends and the life of each other . Its ineffable how I feel but if this is my condition .. I can't belive what would have Kevin done until now .
He may put on a hard face but he is the most generous, sensitive person I know of. And when it comes to her , he can't even bear to be away from her even for a few hours .
Just the thought of them breaking up is the most devastating thing I have heard but yeah of course after the news of my parents getting a divorce. But now's not the time to think about all this. Its time to speak some actual words to your best friend . Duh ! Dumbass speak.
"What happened?" I asked after all these cluster of thoughts that had crossed my mind and I finally chose to say something.
She cried and said "He thinks I am not good enough for him. That I am not the one for him. After all this time Scar . I ... I am not the one for him then who is ? "
I had never seen her cry before so badly .. I tried to stop her from crying because I could not bear the thought of anyone hurting her not even that jackass of a best friend - Kevin. Why didn't tell me I am also his best friend.
After a lot of thought,
I said "babe, look at me and stop self sabotaging."
She didn't even listen to what I said .. She was so busy being hurt that she didn't care whatever happend around her or someone said to her .. I get it.
I could not see her like that so I did the next thing that came in my mind .
I grabbed her hand .
"Where are you taking me?"
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