I went into my closet and grabbed the life-size bear that my ex got me like a year ago for Valentine's Day. Yes, I still have it. I should have sent it back through the mail for his new bitch that he has but I decided to just let it go and not be that kind of girl, so I just kept it.
I carried it over to my bed and put it in and covered it up with the covers I walked over to my makeup vanity and opened the little drawer and grabbed my old extensions I used to use when I had shorter hair.
I walked back over and put the extensions all over the bear's head. Once I stepped back and took a look, I was pretty satisfied. It looks pretty believable to me. I walked back over to my closet to find something to wear.
I decided on a black dress that was probably not a good idea since it was too relieving, but who cares? I'm definitely hoeing out for this party. Josh is like the hottest guy in school and I've had a crush on him for ages. I just want him to notice me so I can get my mind off Caleb.
After I put on my outfit, I grabbed an oversized jean jacket to just put over because it was a little bit chilly outside. I put on my strappy heels and a little bit of nude lipstick and did my mascara. I ruffled my hair up just a little bit and checked the time.
Just as I suspected I've been getting ready for an hour. I opened the balcony doors and walked out, shutting them behind me. I carefully climbed over and climbed down the latter looking thing that went all the way down to the ground.
I checked my phone to see I had just gotten a text from Jesse, telling me she was waiting down the street. I ran over to the gate and slowly opened it. Thank god, I knew the alarm code. I ran down the street quickly as I crossed the road and walked towards her car.
"Damn girl you look too fine!" she said, once I entered the car. I giggled and smacked her arm.
"Oh, shut it, you look beautiful yourself!" I exclaimed and looked at her. On the way to the party, Jesse kept telling me how she wants me to try and fuck Josh. I mean jeez I would but I'm not some hoe.
We pulled up to his big house as the music was booming and there were people outside drinking and talking. Jesse and I jumped out and went inside to see everyone dancing, drinking and some were even doing coke in the kitchen. Damn. We walked by the jocks playing beer pong and made our way to the kitchen.
"Damn. I never knew Annabelle had such a hot body under all those baggy clothes!" I heard a voice behind me and turned towards the table ready to show them just how hot I could get.
I stopped from snapping when I saw Josh and his friend Trevor beside him. Trevor nodded and continued checking me out. Trevor and I used to have a thing but keywords used to.
Jesse had walked away; I'm assuming because of Trevor. She and Trevor dated too. That's a whole different situation that went down that I'm not even going to get into.
"Damn why did I ever let you go?" Trevor asked and bit his lip, I rolled my eyes and crossed my arms over my chest.
"I don't know, ask Jesse."
"Oh, come on. I'm sorry, okay? I shouldn't have gotten with her and she shouldn't have gotten with me. I've apologized so many times for it!" he begged.
I let out a sigh. "Whatever Trevor I'm not about to sit here and argue with you about this." I said. I'll admit, I miss him, and damn he looked fine tonight. But I had to contain myself Josh walked over and put his arm around my shoulder.
"Sorry dude, but I call dibs." Trevor scoffed and just walked off I felt myself blushing as I looked up at Josh and he looked down at me and gave me a wink. "I thought you were a good girl. Who knew you would have snuck out to come to some big party! And as I said, who knew you had such an awesome body. I mean damn!"
I just giggled and shrugged, "Who knew?"
He chuckled and held his cup out to me, "Take a sip."
I just put my hand up. "No thanks. I already know Jesse is going to get shit faced and I need to stay sober so I can drive her home."
He just chuckled, "Oh come on. I'll get Trevor to take her home and I'll take you home. Just a sip."
I sighed "Fine, just one."
A few shots later I was drunk off my ass. Josh and I, were dancing pretty provocatively, might I add. I felt his lips on my neck, but I was too far gone, to stop him. I simply bend my head the other way giving him more access.
His hands trailed down to my hip and held on to them, as I grinded into him. He let out a sound and then whispered in my ear. "Let's go upstairs, baby girl." I let out a giggle for some reason and nodded letting him grab my hand and pull me upstairs.
Once we got upstairs, he threw me on the bed and almost tripped over his own feet trying to get his pants off making me start laughing. "Hey, don't laugh!" he said, trying not to laugh himself.
I sat up on my elbows and just watched him undress. He came over and got on top of me and began kissing my neck. I bit my lip and ran my fingers through his hair. His lips attached themselves to mine as we started kissing.
For some reason, I didn't feel anything. It wasn't the same as when I kissed Caleb. I don't know why it was also pissing me off. I pushed him away and groaned. "I'm sorry, I can't do this." I stated and tried to get up.
He pushed me down on the bed again and pinned my hands above my head. I might be drunk, but he was wasted. I was sure he didn't know what he was doing. I tried to push him away, but he was way stronger than me.
"Josh, please don't!" I whimpered and tried to push him away.
"I know you like it, baby girl." He whispered in my ear and trailed his hand down and put it inside my dress. I let out a shaky breath as a tear rolled down my cheek when his hand started rubbing me over my panties.
"Please don't!" I tried to scream but he put his hand over my mouth.
"Shush, I'll make you feel better." He groaned and licked his lip. After he re-adjusted his hand on top of my mouth, I finally had a chance to bite on it. "You bitch!" He slapped me with his other hand, as he pulled away and examined his hand.
I grabbed my bag from the ground and ran towards the door. Harshly closing the door behind me, I stared around and noticed a few people staring at me as if I'd just lost my mind. I looked down and descended the stairs.
A whimper escaped my throat as I thought of what could've happened. I heard Jesse, laughing from somewhere behind me but I didn't stop only fastened my pace and ran out of the house. I pulled my phone out and called the only person I wish I wouldn't have to.
"Hello?" he groggily asked.
"Caleb?" I whimpered as a hiccup escaped my mouth.
"Belle, what's wrong?" he panicked, and I heard shuffling from the other side of the phone.
"C-Can you please come get me?" I stuttered as I wiped my tears away.
"What? Why where are you?" he asked in confusion. Shit, I completely forgot that he didn't know I sneaked out.
"Please, just come get me." I begged as another sob escaped my mouth. I heard him sigh.
"Send me the address." He said and hung up. I quickly searched for the address and send it to him. I walked down the street and sat down on the ground as I waited for him.