Prologue
My last first day. I'm excited about it, not because I'm getting bullied at school or something but because I am tired of being invisible. I like to keep to myself and all of my 4 years that i have been to high school, i don't have an actual friend. I am the type that avoid cafeteria and eat outside while reading a book. The type that never raises a hand in class even though I know the answer. I am the type that make sure i don't bump into anyone because I am too lazy to say hello. The type that prefers to do group work alone because I am afraid that I will get too attached to my group mates. I don't have self esteem issues or anything, i just like to keep to myself because if noone say hello then noone will say goodbye. Demi Lovato was right every hello ends with a goodbye and I am scared to open my heart to people only for them to leave in the end. When they realize that i am not made of diamonds, that i don't bleed gold and i don't certainly sneeze silver, they just up and leave. So from the early age of 14 i told myself that no more hellos. Even though I am scared to loose someone, even though I don't want another hello, my heart crave for him, i dream about his hello, I fantasy about our journey together. I want him to notice me, i want him to know that I exist, for him to pass by my locker and wink at me. So the secret is i have a crush on June January, but that is not even the worst of it. The worse part is that we all have something to hide. Secrets of our own.
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Hello everyone, this is my first short story on Inkitt. I hope you enjoy it. Lots of love. Ncooo
