Chapter Five - Brax POV
Totally sneaky of me, but I was pretty sure my little cute midget was still awake. When Liam mentioned asking Mace to move in with him, I felt her move and there were a few other times when I was talking I noticed movement from her or a twitch of her face. Plus she makes these adorable little noises when she is asleep after a heavy session, and I hadn't heard them yet.
Regardless I pressed on with the conversation anyway. Why? Because I want to have this conversation with her. If she was asleep so be it, I would still have it. But if she was awake, I knew her, and i knew she would start acting funny like she did when she caught me out the first night I told her about my feelings.
And then I would ask her straight to have the conversation with me.
As I said, totally sneaky, but I was not going to lie, even though I knew this was what I wanted, I was still shitting myself. Pretty sure every man does in this situation. Liam and I sat out chatting for another hour or so before I told him to take Mace to crash in our downstairs guest room, as I picked up Charlie and headed into our room.
The others were scattered through the house, either passed out or still playing the playstation so I let them know I was headed up to get a few hours sleep. Help themselves to whatever they wanted, they are our closest friends, what's ours is theirs. I got up to our room and once in, kicked the door shut with my foot and took my cutie over and placed her on the bed. "Mmm I am awake you know."
"I had an inkling." She opened one of her eyes and asked why I carried her all the way up then. "I figured you were relaxed, plus it gave me an excuse to keep my hands on you."
"Is that so?" I walked to her side and undid her skirt before I started to slide it down, asking her to lift her hips to help. I slid them off before I helped her take her top off and chucked them both in the linen basket. I got out of my clothes, down to my boxers and climbed into bed with her. "Put the air conditioning on please babe, it's too hot." I reached over to the bedside table and put it on for her, while closing the shutters to our room to block out the sun. "Thanks batman."
"You're welcome baby." I rolled over into her and Charlie cuddled up into me, pressing her butt firmly as I wrapped my arm around her resting my head in the crook of her neck. "So how long have you been awake for?" When she giggled and said the question should be did she go to sleep, I asked "Ok, so did you fall asleep?"
When Charlie said no, I wasn't surprised and voiced it. "So why did you have that conversation if you had a feeling I was awake?" I was quiet for a few minutes thinking about the best way to answer this for her when Charlie turned the top half of her body to face me. I leaned up on my elbow looking down at her as I gently stroked her cheek with my thumb.
"I guess, because I want to have this conversation with you, but mostly, for the first time in my life I feel like I'm not scared of my feelings. I want this, I want you. Charlie scrunched her nose at me and I knew by that little gesture she felt everything I was saying.
"You don't feel like it is too much, too soon for us? We just bought this house." There was no nerves or concern that I could hear in her question. Just a genuine desire to know and understand how I felt better.
"It doesn't. We've said it before we waited too long, but since the moment this started I haven't regretted a single thing. It is everything I wanted and so much more. I didn't buy this house because the stigma is you date, you move in together, if it goes well you get married, if it doesn't someone moves out. I bought this house because this is it for me. This is where I want to be, with you always. A life with you Charlie is the end game for me, anything else along the way is just a bonus."
I stroked her hair gently as we looked at each other and I tried to get a read on how she felt. She hadn't said anything yet, but thankfully she hadn't pulled away from me either, which was her previous copying mechanism or instinct. "Tell me how you feel Charlie, please. I want to understand. I want us to feel comfortable to be truthful with our feelings to each other and work through them together."
"It scares me a little." I think I already knew the answer, but I asked her anyway. And when she said Marriage, I knew it was because of her dad.
Charlie stayed quiet as I pulled her into me tighter, holding her against me so she knew she was safe. "Baby, you understand it's not like that with us right? We love each other."
"Brax, you have to know you are the love of my life."
"And you mine, and that is why I want to marry you. Because I want to spend the rest of my life with my best friend, who I also happen to be madly in love with. Some people never get lucky enough to find that, we did baby." Charlie held me tighter to her as I stroked her hair and listened to her breathing against my chest.
"I want to spend the rest of my life with you too brax."
"Then that is all I need to know right now. But you need to know. . ." I placed both my hands on her cheeks, lifted her head to me so she had no choice but to stare into my eyes. "When the time is right for us both, I am going to ask you to be my wife."
I kissed her soft lips, neither of us wanting to pull away. As I did, I opened my eyes and saw hers still closed before she spoke softly. "Ok, batman." I kissed her again tenderly, cupping her head in my hands as our lips danced to my favourite rhythm. . .Desire, passion and love.
Charlie's fingers tickled down my chest, tracing my stomach as they danced lower towards her intended destination. She ran the tips of her fingers up and down the shaft for a moment, watching me as I inhaled in anticipation. Charlie loved to tease me, and with the room buzzing with sexual energy, this was a perfect time to do so. She gave me a cruel smile as her fingers continued to dance, softly tickling my cock as they stroked up and down. "So, you wanna show me how much you love me?"
"Hmm, like you even have to laugh." I replied as she asked seductively, her fingers still teasing me as I twitched against her hand, her words obviously effective. She looked at my face, masked with excitement and lust, practically begging for her by this point. But she refused to give in, and continued to play with me to rouse a response.
I could only nod my head in reply, caught in the thoughts and eroticism of what comes next. I wanted her to keep going, I wanted to see my loving girlfriend absorbed in the pleasure we created together. The almost pleading looking in my eyes was the strongest indicator to her to keep going. "Do you know how badly I want you Brax?"
Charlie purred, her hand continued the light teasing of my cock. I knew it wasn't just me that was getting turned on by this point, and when Charlie started to grind against my hips, it created a blaze of tension. Here she was leaning against me, tempting me while still trying to torment cock. "Mmm fuck cutie! You turn me on so much."
I moaned in appreciation of her words, I could barely contain myself much longer. I was practically thrusting against her hand by this point, begging to be relieved. I hoped she had every intention of getting me there, but I could tell she was loving having me completely wound up. She pressed her lips close to my ear, her hand softly resting against my erection before she spoke words that could have made me cum in my pants. "Mmm I think I need to suck your cock."
I nearly died in that moment, hearing my girl so wound up for my dick. I rolled so I lay on my back and Charlie was giving me one of her amazing blowjobs. She made her mouth into a perfect 'O' as she gripped me and bobbed her head up and down on it. "Fuck Charlie! You're so good at that,baby." She moaned against me still in her mouth as I propped up on my elbows. "Hmm you like that don't you? You love when I praise you for looking after me, I heard and definitely felt that."
Before she could stop herself she moaned louder around me. I noticed that she had her hand between her legs with her ass sticking in the air. I knew she was playing with herself while she had her mouth around me. "You love it don't you Charlie, tell me how much you love it. I can see your greedy little mouth all over me."
Charlie let me slide out of her mouth as she looked directly at me. "Yes Brax, I love tasting you." She went back down between my legs but by then I was over the tease and I needed more. I pulled her up as she squealed, not expecting it. I sat her on my stomach as I looked up into her eyes and started rubbing my thumb around her nub. She rested her hands on my chest as her head hung forward, her beautiful golden locks created a curtain around her face, but I could see her eyes closing as she started to bite her bottom lip and rock into my hand.
"Fuck, you're so beautiful baby. Look at me, let me see the pleasure in your eyes." Charlie opened her eyes and looked down at me as I started to rub a little faster. I felt her hands grip my chest tighter as her knees dug in around my sides. "Do you know what a goddess you are?" I pushed up from under her so I could sit up, gripped one arm around her waist as the other continued to work on her core. I held her body to me tight, her forehead rested against my own as I continued to pleasure her, her nails dug into my shoulders. "You're my goddess, baby."
I kissed across her collar bone then softly bit on her tender skin, eliciting a deep moan from Charlie as her head flew back. "Aww god, Brax please!" I moved across to her neck which I now had greater access to and started kissing up the front.
"Please what baby?" I mumbled into her skin as I slowly dragged my fingers down her slit, waiting for her to answer.
When she took longer than I wanted, I started to rub around her hole, but not pushing in like she wanted. "I. . . I aww fuck! I can't."
Charlie buried her head in my neck as she started rubbing against me faster. "You need me as much as I need you, is that what you're trying to say?" I heard her moan a yes softly into my neck. "You feel like the air is being sucked out of your lungs?"
"Yes Brax." She whimpered breathless as she continued to rock against my fingers, wanting and needing more.
"You feel like you are going to suffocate without me?"
"Yes baby!" I slid my finger inside her finally, feeling her nails dig deep into the skin of my shoulders. Charlie pushed her against me as her back arched, the deeper I went.
"Now you understand why when I tell you I am going to marry you one day, I mean it. And when that day comes and I ask you, what are you going to say?" I slid a second finger inside Charlie as her hips bucked wildly into me.
"Aww god! Yes, Brax I am going to say yes! I love you baby, so fucking much." I smashed my lips to hers, rolling her over as I buried myself in my future.