I won’t lie I was wildly excited he was here. However, I was worried, how do you act around your mate? He looked at attractive as he did before. I felt a stronger pull towards him, it must be because my wolf was no longer locked in the back of my mind. I felt her wanting to do some inappropriate shit with him.
Fuck what I would give to kiss him. I realized I had been staring and looked at my food. Luckily, he didn’t notice. Which saved me some embarrassment.
Not like when I almost ran in to a wall earlier, I could have died on the spot. When he said we need to talk I felt my heart drop, what if he just found me to reject me?
I swallowed thickly and met his eyes. I was instantly lost in his eyes. The green of his eyes was more vibrant than my memory. The green looked like grass and felt like I was laying in the grass in the sunshine. It was comforting and warm. I was safe in those eyes with the grass gently blowing in the breeze.
My eyes traveled from his eyes to his lips when he let out a breath. His lips looked smooth and I could feel my own tingling from a want to kiss him. I remembered the softness and warmth of his lips; I knew kissing him now would be even better because he wouldn’t be practically dead.
When he swallowed my eyes looked down to his Adams apple that moved with his swallow. My brain wondered how it would feel to suck on it. To leave Hickes all over his tanned neck. I wonder if his skin was as sweet as I had imagined it to be.
He was breathing heavier. Which drew my attention to his chest. Even under his t shirt you could tell he was very fit. I remembered what his abs looked like. Fuck they were hot even when I was worried, he was going to kill me.
I saw his breathing speed up some I wonder why. When he started talking, I looked back up into his eyes careful not to get lost again.
“So, how have you been?” He asked. I was glad he was starting out with easier topics.
“I have been good, getting better I think.” I said he smiled ohh his smile was blinding. He shifted for a moment like he was trying to think of what to ask next. He sighed
“Do you really want to reject me?” He asked I looked at him and shook my head no. I was attached and felt drawn to him. He smiled again and I felt my breath hitch he was way to hot for his own good.
“Fuck it.” He said and pulled my knees, so I was laying on my bed and he was on top of me.
I seriously liked this position. He set his head in the crook of my neck breathing in my scent.
“Your driving me crazy.” He said in a whisper my hands traveled to feel his back. Okay my hands went up the back of his shirt feeling the warmth of his skin. He let out a contented sigh.
“I could feel you staring at me. Your wolf also is rubbing all against mine driving us both crazy.” He said, I honestly had forgotten about my wolf. When I ‘looked’ to where she normally was, I saw she was like on the edge of my mind rubbing against hunter’s wolf quite a bit. I blushed
“Sorry.” I said but wasn’t sure how to get the wolf side to stop.
“No don’t apologize I like it.” He whispered in my ear sending shivers down my spine. Fuck, this was not fair in the slightest. He let out a small whimper and nuzzled my neck more. I moved my hands what did I do? Why did he whimper? I was a bit panicked; I didn’t want to hurt him. He looked up but didn’t look hurt I scanned his face he had a small blush on his cheeks and his eyes were even brighter.
“Sorry, I uhh don’t have the control I thought I did. You smell so good, and I can tell what you like.” He said It took me a second to know what he meant. One I then became aware of a certain harder thing pressed against me. Two I remembered wolves have very strong scent abilities, and that with mates they can tell when they are turned on.
I felt my cheeks burn very badly. I opened my mouth to apologize but he beat me to speaking/
“Please don’t apologize, you have no reason to. I should probably apologize. I kind of did it on purpose.” He said putting his head back in my neck. I liked him in my neck. I felt him kiss my neck softly making my breath hitch
“Is this okay?” He asked and I nodded. I felt him smirk a bit. He kept kisses ever so softly on my neck. I suddenly understood why he was so obsessed with my neck. He was scent marking me. Making sure that I had his scent on me. I didn’t mind at all, infect I wanted to do the same. So, I moved one of my hands that was still on his back to the back of his neck and pulled him closer nuzzling his neck. I felt him breath out happily against my neck as I made sure he smelled like me.
“We should stop.” He said pulling away. I didn’t want to stop but meeting his eyes I could see he needed to stop. This was moving pretty fast, and well I did try to reject him I understand that he was hesitant to go too far with me so fast.
“Will you stay?” I asked and he smiled softly.
“Yes, so I am going to be an alpha. You would be my Luna; I know that would be a lot of responsibility. We would lead a pack together. Do you… Is that something you want?” He asked seriously.
I didn’t take the question lightly. I knew how serious this was for him. I thought through what I had read about wolf packs while here. The library really did have everything. I knew the responsibilities of lunas. It was a lot like what I did with the girls, except I wouldn’t lead them to slaughter people. I knew I was destiny to be a Luna, makes sense why the girls followed me so easily.
I looked in his eyes again he looked hopeful but not overly so.
“Yes, that is something I want.” I said seriously.