I felt disappointed with myself, I know it’s not his fault. He doesn’t know anything. His question was general. But then it always felt me sad, whenever I recall about Jag. Things that happened between us. The fact is that I still miss him sometimes, I know he doesn’t deserve my love anymore still I miss the small amount of happiness I have experienced with him until the day he broke me down so badly. Taking off my clothes, I watch my naked body in front of the mirror the scar on my back looks like it’s still fresh, and of course, it pain sometimes a bit.
I skipped my dinner and tried to make myself busy at work. I am making my documents ready to start an NGO, especially Girl child NGO’s and I have already scheduled my few upcoming events for the same in the town. I also have to meet a few people who can donate and fund or invest in my project. So that I can manage things easily because as an average lawyer I don’t earn that much to spend alone on this project. I fell asleep on the couch while going through the documents.
As my private jet landed at Kathmandu, I got busy with my regular work, then again the whole day her fake smiling face is revolving in my mind. It’s strange the way I am stuck with her thoughts and can’t help myself. I decided to talk to Mecy about this.
“Hello sir, is there anything I can do for you?” Mecy asks
“Hi, yes. Hmm, mm. I wanted to ask, you know.” I felt awkward at first because I don’t know how to ask him this. I have never asked anything like this to anyone.
“Yes sir,” Mecy says
“What you do, if your girlfriend gets upset with you? I mean suppose if you have done something wrong unintentionally of courses?” I just spell it out like a 4-year-old kid. It feels horrible.
“What sir?” He smiles
“I mean how you apologize to your girlfriend?” I ask calmly.
“Hmm, it depends sir, many times I surprise her by giving flowers or gifts or the things she would love to have.” He share.
Okay now this is getting more complex, I don’t know how on earth I will know about her likes & dislikes. I even don’t know much about her but I do want to know now for sure. “Alright thanks, Mecy, you can leave.”
I decided to gift her flowers. But I don’t know what her favorite flower is? I took a bunch of bouquets of each type of flower for her. I have also kept a note on one of them and I hope she will like it. I don’t know why but her smiling pink lips are the only view I wanted to see again.
It’s around 8:00 in the morning, I heard the doorbell. Before I got up from the couch, Sadia walked towards the door & opened it. I set on the couch and rubbed my right eye with my palm.
Few people walked in and in a fraction of seconds, the whole room is full of flower buckeyes. It smells good and fresh. All types of flowers are there. “Wow, Mecy loves you a lot girl. I said by looking at Sadia who is equally shocked as I am right now.”
“Well, I don’t think so it’s for me.” She says
“Then they have delivered to the wrong address I guess.” I stretched my body and Yawn.
“Ma’am, this is for you.” The man walked in and placed a huge rose bouquet on the table.
“What rubbish.” I frown
“Have a nice day, ma’am.” He greets me and left
“OMG, tell me whom you are dating without even sharing with me?” Sadia asks and closed the door behind her.
“Shut-up Plz. I am not dating anyone. There must be something wrong.” I defend myself.
“See there is a note also on the bouquet, aah how romantic.” Sadia teases me.
I rolled my eyes and took that note. “These beautiful Flowers only for Tahira that’s it!” I frown by reading my name in the note. Someone has sent all this to me, that’s insane.
Sadia took the note from my hand and started reading it aloud by making me blush and felt awkward at the same time. “Please stop it Sadia, give it back.”
“This is so romantic, you have a secret admirer girl.” She teased me again.
“No, I don’t. There is some misunderstanding for sure. I need to find out who did this.”
“Of course, you have to find out, and do tell me who is that lucky man, I am getting late for office, today I have to go for an outdoor shoot so see you at dinner. Enjoy your blossoming day girl.” Sadia hug me and left.
“Yeah, thank you.” I smile back
I went into my room and took a shower. Why someone will send me these? Is this from Jag? No, I don’t think so, he is never that romantic person. And it’s been 4 years of our divorce. Then who?
WOW, A flower for Tahira that’s it! Isn’t it romantic…!