Chapter 1
Lia
The last months were a nightmare. A bad dream that I just couldnât wake up from. Both Blake and I went through shit that really put our sanity to a test.
I wish my Cakey didnât have to go through so much because of me.
It hurts to see the person you love be in pain. And my darling Cakey was hurting⊠because of me and my messed up life.
Thatâs why weâve decided to take a break. From everything.
Weâre going back to Walford.
At least weâre trying to.
CAUSE WEâRE STUCK IN FUCKING TRAFFIC!!!
âIâm going to go crazy, Iâm telling you.â Blake grumbles in annoyance as he stops the car again after moving barely few yards.
âOnly sixteen more hours, babe. Weâll make it. â I assure him with a smile â I hope.â I add quietly. Weâve been stuck for almost two hours now, Iâm starting to think it wouldâve been better to just fly to Iowa.
âIâm telling you, kitten, as soon as we get out of this damn roadblock, Iâm heading straight to a hotel and weâre taking a nap. Standing in traffic is more tiring than actual driving.â
âI know. I was thinking the same thing.â I sigh heavily, grasping onto Blakeâs hand and massaging it gently. Heâs been clutching onto the gear stick with so much tension his whole hand is unbelievably stiff.
It takes us two more hours to get out of the traffic, and when we finally move, Blake heads straight towards the nearest town in search of a nice hotel so we can get some sleep. Weâll continue our journey tomorrow.
Thankfully, the rest of the trip is peaceful and goes according to plan. We arrive a bit later than expected, but itâs not that bad considering the amount of time we lost in that damn roadblock.
Since our intention is to get rest after the whole clusterfuck back in Berkeley, weâre going to stay at my house instead of Sam and Jaredâs. They have work and stuff, so we donât want to disturb them. Just because we have a break doesnât mean everyone else does.
And thatâs why weâre going to bother the bikers. I can't wait to make fun of them. Their reactions are even better than my brothers'.
Besides, Tank called a while ago saying that Squirrel wants to see me cause sheâs missed me. Adorable Squirrel.
âWhy are you up already?â Blake whines sleepily as I walk out of the bathroom, throwing his arm over my pillow and burying his face in it. Ever since we came back here a week ago, heâs been sleeping in every single morning. Itâs been a real struggle to get out of his hold as he squeezed me tightly in his sleep. My sweet sleepyhead.
âIâm going to see Squirrel and the girls. Tank called earlier and asked me to watch them while the guys are gone. â I tell him, sitting down on the bed beside him to stroke his back gently â Wanna join me?â
âWhy so early?â Cakey grumbles sulkily, putting his arm around me to pull me to him. âWe couldâve just slept inâŠâ
âWeâve already slept in, babe. Itâs almost noon.â I tease my man, leaning down to kiss his head. âWanna come with me to the clubhouse?â
âMaybe later. Iâm supposed to see dad about, you know⊠the thing.â Ooooh, that.
âOkay, then. It canât be delayed, can it?â I smirk knowingly. My darling Cakey and his dad are working on something that my fantastic man wants to keep a secret for some reason. Itâs supposed to be a surprise for Valentineâs Day. It must be a big one, since Cakey has been working on it for the whole week and itâs still ânowhere near readyâ. His words, not mine.
After making my Cakey some breakfast, I drive his Mustang to Tankâs club, humming quietly the whole way in tune with Redâs âYours Againâ that resounds through the car.
As soon as I park in front of the clubhouse, Iâm met by Gun and Eagle smoking outside as they talk quietly.
âHey girlie!â Gun greets happily as I walk towards the entrance, immediately pulling me for a hug. âHow are you doing, honey?â He keeps his arm over my shoulders, keeping me snug against him despite Eagle trying to greet me too.
âIâm fine. What are you guys doing that Tank needed me here as a bodyguard?â I ask curiously in a slightly teasing manner, knowing itâs most likely clubâs business and Gun wonât tell me anything.
âA raid. Itâs complicated, but I can tell you itâs connected to Killerâs woman⊠in a way.â Gun reveals, genuinely surprising me. I thought heâd keep it a secret.
âOh, okay. Is Tank inside?â
âYeah. He told me to send you to him once you arrive.â
âAlright, Iâll go see him then.â I pat Gunâs shoulder then walk inside. I donât have to search for Tank for long, since heâs at his usual booth, getting his gun ready.
âHey guys!â I wave at the men as they get ready for their âraidâ, getting off-handed âheyâ and âhiâ in response.
âOh, hi sister!â Tank is the only one that pays attention to me, greeting me with a hug before gesturing at me to follow him to his office.
âSo⊠whatâs going on?â I ask seriously, taking a seat on the couch.
âWeâre getting some guys that crossed us. Theyâve been hiding for quite a while and we finally got wind of their whereabouts.â
âOkay. Where do I come in?â
âI need you to stay here with the girls. I donât want to risk leaving my wife alone with no protection.â Tank explains shortly, making me grin at his protectiveness.
âYouâre fucking cute when youâre so overbearing.â I chuckle, getting a deadpan look from the Prez.
âCute? Are you seriously calling a thirty-year-old biker cute?â He deadpans, raising his brow as if to say âare you kidding meâ.
âOf course. Donât tell me you donât think that too!â I gasp dramatically.
âI donât.â
âIâm telling Squirrel you said that.â I stick out my tongue at him mockingly then rush out of the office, ignoring his calling out after me.
âDONâT YOU DARE! LIA!!!â He fumes behind me, but for some reason his anger only amuses me. Heâs scared of Squirrel! Thatâs fucking hilarious!!!
I skip cheerfully to the beauty room downstairs, leaving raging Tank behind. I canât get over the fact that the girls actually managed to set up an actual beauty salon at the clubhouse. Those women can be quite cunning when they want to be. I know itâs all Maggie and Squirrelâs idea and I honestly commend them for making it happen. They know when to stand their ground and have their way.
The rule of men in this club is slowly coming to an end. The more confident Squirrel gets, the more secure the other ladies that the guys will get at some point will feel. Women are going to take over this place in no time, Iâm sure of it.
As soon as I enter the beauty room, Iâm met by Squirrel, Maggie and Anna casually lounging on the couches, talking animatedly about something.
âHey ladies!â I greet cheerfully, unintentionally startling them.
âOh, hey Lia!â âHi honey!â Anna and Maggie greet simultaneously with smiles on their faces, while Goldie just stares at me with a frown, her lips trembling slightly in a pre-crying pout.
âLIA!!!â She exclaims, lunging at me as soon as Iâm close enough, squeezing me tightly in those weak arms of hers.
âHey Squirrel. You sure are emotional, arenât you?â I tease, getting a glare in response. Sheâs so moody itâs unbelievable.
âYouâre being a meanie! You didnât tell me you were coming here!â Goldie whines adorably, slapping my arm.
âSorry, it was in the spur of a moment⊠I thought Iâd surprise you.â I grin teasingly, hugging my cute Squirrel tightly. âHowâs Peanut?â I lead my friend back to the couch, helping her sit down, then keep asking her about her and Peanut.
I understand perfectly why Tank doesnât want to leave his wife with no protection.
God have mercy on anyone who as much as tries to hurt my friend or my godson.
Iâll kill whoever hurts them.
Sometime during my hair treatment weâre joined by none other than Killer and his girl, Kathie. I barely stop myself from laughing at the way Killer coddles his woman and watch amusedly as he carries her to the couch and frets over her well-being, asking if sheâll be okay with us.
Maggie doesnât hide her amusement and shamelessly laughs at Killer as he gently sets his girl on the couch.
âWow. Who knew Killer can be so⊠tender?â I tease, glancing at blushing Kat through the mirror.
âYou have no idea, girl. â Anna smirks at me, getting some hair dye from the shelf nearby â Heâs been coddling her for the whole day, not even letting her walk around.â Oh⊠I get it now.
âI think I know why. â I grin at Kat â Blakeâs the same after Cakey time.â All ladies immediately understand what Iâm saying and laugh boisterously while Kat hides her blushing face in her hands.
Sheâs cute.
We all spend the whole afternoon in the beauty room, just gossiping, drinking and having fun. Itâs beyond amusing to watch the women get drunk. The only ones not drinking are Squirrel and me, for obvious reasons. Goldie is pregnant and canât drink, and I donât want to, since I have to stay alert in case something happens.
I sincerely hope this evening goes peacefully.